like the perfect one word no one's heard yet.

About Me

NICOLA CHAN WEN HUI :D
12 AUGUST 1992 :D
lefty. fairsian :D beware randomly crazy and retarded
i love white!(and electric purple and blue,and limegreen and yellow and red and pink and black and brown!) gummies, chocolate, peanut butter, and oreos, lovedd :D and im crazy over elmo :D
its likely that i'll dislike you if your really ignorant :o
♥

nicolachan12@hotmail.com

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

FINE I DEDICATE THIS POST T YOU HAPPY? :/
IM SO NOT WILLING xD HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA

anddd my eyecandy totally trumps yours upside down :D

love,xoxo 10:17 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

HAHAHHAHAHAHA. :D :D
I SAW MY EYECANDY YESTERDAYY! :D
i didnt even realise it at first and i was staring without registering who it was hahhaa. and i was on th bus somemore :/
but still.
EYECANDDYYYYY :D

okay, im going nuts here (:
and! today was a happy dayy! :D
hahhaahah.

love,xoxo 11:40 PM

Friday, January 30, 2009

hello im not dead.
im just temporarily having too much fun
and lazy t go online at th same time.
i slept three hours ytd.
i may not even know im typing this.
anyway im crashed at peewee's :D
MUNCHKIN! its fun :D
AND I LOVE SALSA! :D
i can totally make it awsomely already

i realise im subconsciously thinking of things that i dont wna think about without knowing that im thinking it.

okay im lazy alr

love,xoxo 9:45 PM

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

itisdrivingmeINSANE!xD

im thinking alot.
maybe not studying makes my brain think xD

imissmybitchh ):
stop disappearing!

love,xoxo 9:22 PM

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

did it ever cross your mind that i dont give a care anymore?
its time you stopped living in dreamland and move on.
its been so long ago, get it crystal clear.

im sorry for being mean but its driving me nuts.

love,xoxo 10:56 PM

Monday, December 08, 2008

i am back frm bkk
th trip was extended for one entire wk
and screwed up my plans
but at least i painted th town red with my shoppingxD

AND.
i am so MAD.
i didnt get some of my smses when i got back frm bkk ):
and people are screaming at me asking why i didnt reply them when i didnt get their msges!
how am i supposed t reply msges i dont get?
so, if i didnt reply you im sorry its not my fault, you can always resend or sth. :D
gosh, i dont understand how some msges can be received and some cant.
and apparently im not th only onee. hah.haha.

and maybe its jetlag or sth.
how some ppl can irritate me th moment i get home.
AND how i miss certain ppl who are so ignorant?
maybe its a case of wanting what i cant have.
its more common than you think nowadays.

im sleepy.

maybeyoudidmaybeyoudidntmaybei'llneverknow.

love,xoxo 12:29 AM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

please have telepathy now please please please ):
why is it that im not thinking then it happens ):
unexpected things are so irritating.
and ironically i love surprises.
i miss peeweeee ):
and ______ ____. stupid boycandyyyyyy ):

ANYWAY.
ignoreeeeeeee. :x

i cant wait t fly away.
escapism.

love,xoxo 8:22 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

my legs are breaking ):
we walked a million miles today :x
andwe got high on mango juice and jelly!
and im still high cause i ate up th jelly at homexD
oh and theres prom night! (:
first batch :] ahahah

ohmygosh i got th song! :D
愛轉角 (: show luoxD
ai zhuan jiao yu jian liao shui
shi fou you ai qing de mei
ai zhuan jiao yi hou de jie
neng bu neng you wo lai pei
ai zhuan jiao yu jian liao shui
shi fou bu rang ni liu lei
ye xu mo sheng dao liao jie
rang wo lai dang ni de shui
wo bu rang ai diao yan lei
bu rang ni diao yan lei
xian zai yong yuan
ni jiu shi wo jiu shi wo de mei

it can totally make people cry, although i didntxD
thankyou PEEWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
YOU ARE TOTALLY AWESOME LOVEYOU BABEXZXS!

ohoh and ZACKHARYJAMES YOU ARE AWESOME TOO :D
(even though i cant spell your sirnamexD)
YOU SHOULD KNOW WHY HAHAH THANKYOUUU!
LOVEYOUXZXS DUDE xD

khooenting's coming t crash fr th nxt two nights :D
AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:D

imissyouquiteterribly
i think. (:

love,xoxo 12:05 AM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

miracles do happen. (:

im feeling happyxD
for some reason which i dont know.
everydays going out day.
wkends are for sleepovers :D
i hv plenty of slpovers yayy:]
did i also mention im in love with cherries (:
im tired ):
and HSM3 is awesome!
th dancing is coolioxzxs.
lucas gabreel is super cute with all his hats! :D
vampire academy is AWESOMENESS :D
although dimitri dies in th end ):
but ohwells. (learn t swear in russian!xD)
iwillstayhappyandcrazy :D

softspot!:D

your lousy attempt t be lamexD

love,xoxo 12:07 AM

Saturday, November 08, 2008

stupidddddddd vinegar im sorry ):
even though technically i didnt do anything.
but anyway, im sry.

i love my girlfriends (girl friends) :D
and i love certain ''gays''(ahem) :D
cause theyr so awesome :D
letting my scream till theyr ears bleedxD

~~icantrethinkthisits..tiring):~~

love,xoxo 10:52 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

hey thanks for being th GREATEST friend EVER.
your so AWESOME i regret not noticing earlier.
i hope you keep it UP.

in all honesty(:

love,xoxo 10:23 PM

Monday, November 03, 2008

social studies was a cheater-butter! ):
i studied healthcare and crammed globalisation for NOTHING. ):
and th part i took like 10mins t read came out!
ohmygoshhh shld hv listened t gy and read traffic! ):
anywaysxzxs. its overrrrrr so who cares already.
:DD

AND. im totally supposed t study d&t know cause i have not touched my textbook BUT.
i am lazy and tired so i shall do it later.
time passes so fast its gna be over so soon.
im free in two days :D BEAT THAT :D

BYTHEWAY.
i really want t slap someone.
like although i dont like ________. BUT.
thaat your TOTALLY over-th-top too MUCH.
like can you please GROWUP.
and act your AGE. NOT your shoesize.
gosh i really wonder when you will and STOP playing games.
but i guess your too childish and you think ALOT of yourself, dont you?
well, what goes around comes back around. AND.
i have made my decision :D
o-kay im not supposed t be happy about it BUT.
its just getting really old so it shall all come t past.

so many things have turned quiet.
silence is a haunting mystery now.
i dont want t know th things left unspoken.
ignorance and escapism dont click.

love,xoxo 5:12 PM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

hello. physics cheated my feelings.
and. im so gna party aft next wednesday and catch up on my sleep.
and! im so gna be damn sleepy hello :D
o-kay i am making no sense.
anywayy.i am awesome. (:
and totally random.
and also, i love PEEWEE:D

ireallywnatalktyou,
butitssthidratheravoidthando.

andyou.
getyourprioritiesRIGHT.

oh and.
HELLO KHOO EN TINGGGGG :D
yayy:]

love,xoxo 8:24 PM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

somehow all th songs i end up listenng t are all emo.
even when its on shuffle.
and im not even emo! :DD

(i least i think im notxD)

i think all electronic devices are against me today.

love,xoxo 9:16 PM

i wna call you a bitch, but sadly i cant bring myself txD

hello. )):
i let th buses go by.
i see th people walk past.

i get my hopes up
and i watch them fall everytime
another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away

Now when I start doubting and
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
Oh believe me there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you

imagine imagination imaginary (:

love,xoxo 9:12 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

~~sadly.~~
''All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder''

finee i miss you, happy? :D
hahahh say im being so like that.
like th fishie thing! :o
stupiddddxD
and its been two weeks! :o
HHAHAAHA :D

today is emo song day ):
hee. im practically living my life at jec library uh!
its not exactly whati call productive studying.
there are more distractions in th library than it seems :D
but. at least im attempting t studying.
and succeeding quite abit xD
mondays th first paper. :o
olevels here i come! (: LOL.

theres a chance i might a tad high (:

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
i love this songggg :D

love,xoxo 12:06 AM

Monday, October 13, 2008

gosh its so irritating.
im going mad arnd here
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
LOL

love,xoxo 11:06 PM

iguessthatmeansivproven
imfinallyfree :D

ohwells. olevels are coming.
im supposed t be panicking.
and i realised, going t sch equals wasting away my time :x

and i should really stop it.
but i cant help it (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
but i'll stop it i'll really try.
but still xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahahha im being such a psycho.

and th phone thing is so coolioxzxs :D
k,im sucha kid xD

and nad! syndrome kid!
xD

my stomach feels like its tearing apart.
like my torso is breaking in half.
:o

ithankyouforyourmiracle!(:

love,xoxo 10:32 PM

Saturday, October 11, 2008

damned, i dont know what it is today.
did they poison th water or sth?

spic, i miss you like crazyyyyyy.
i miss talking t you super alottt ):
i want time t turn backkk ):
and jordannn i miss you truckloads )):
id fly there now if i could. ):
and i miss ________ ):
like if i found out who started that rumour,
i'll just kill them

im like missing people ):
anybody has a time machine?
i really need one.

love,xoxo 12:50 AM

Friday, October 10, 2008

gosh this is so irritating.

love,xoxo 10:47 PM

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

STALKER.
seriously.
whatever, i have no other word for it.
your either bi, or really crazy.

im getting so freaked out and irritated at th same time.

blogger is pissing me off.
its like spamming my inbox.
i think it just sent me a hundred mails in th last 10mins.
=.=

andsometimesijustwishlifewasafairytale.
thatthingswouldhappenthwayiwantthemt (:
thatthingsthatineverwanttendwillgoonforever.
butthatjustallwishfulthinking. (:

i wish time could stand still for just forever.

love,xoxo 10:46 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

i feel sadd. ):
im gna miss school ):
okay, i know im lagging, but still.
like i just realised i miss going t school alr.
its been th routine for th past 10 yrs of my life.
(actually, singaporean kids really have no life =.=)
but yeah, im gna miss th times iv had in class after school everything
life will bring you things unexpected :D
so if you want sth t happen,
you must resist from expecting it from happening :D
(which is really hard t do consciously) xD

jackjack! (:

love,xoxo 10:19 PM

Friday, October 03, 2008

thanksfordoingthisonthlastdayofschool.
thanksalotfortearingmerightdown.
thanksalotforruiningadayiwantedtjustendhappily.
thanksformakingmefeellikeanafterthought.

afteroneandahalfyrs,icantsayimsurprised.
butjustsoyouknow,itstillhasaneffectonme.
imjustwaitingforthdayicanbecomeimmunetit,yknow.
whymustyoualwaysmakemetakeitbackwhenijustchangedthlightagain.
sometimesireallywishihadjustleftitatthat.

today.wasgraduation.day.
fouryearsofmylifejustflewbylikethat.
really,itsamiracleisurvived,imustsay.
butthenagain,miracleshaveseenmethrough(:
thesefouryearswerenteasy,buttheyweregreat.
fouraoeight,threeaoseven,twoaosix,onedofive,thanksforthmemories(:

andthankyou_____forbeingthsilverliningoftoday,eventhoughidoubtyoullknow.
maybesomebodytoldyouyouweremyeyecandy:o
buthenagain,iwastotallyshocked.andalittleamused. :)

andthankyouevAnfangslockstimzachcxzxz(yourthonewhodoesntletmewriteyourname),ilydearests.
ivegotalotofthinkingtdo.
andstopsayingyknowhowifeelandallthat,itsbull.iknowyoudont.
so donteventry.

imbelievinginyoualoneandcountingonyoutseemethrough.
iknowyouknowmypathpastpresentfuture.
imprayingandcountingonyourmiraclestseemethrough(:

imgnamissyoulikealotxzxscan

love,xoxo 10:31 PM

Sunday, September 28, 2008

im sick and i feel horrible.
i need alot alot of sleep.

(blank)
so apparently you broke at least more than one heart.
when i see her in this state,i pity her just a tad.
ireallydo.
is it why it ended up in a likely situation.
not only am i at a loss for words,
i reallyreally wna slap you.
goodbye.

i really must learn that ignorance is bliss. (:

i also have t realise that i have t start hardcore mugging NOW.
cause olvls are in 18/22 days.

i miss my mummyyyyy ):
and i miss jordan like crazyyy.
''seriously, dont'' :)

i need a major wake up call.
i need a miracle.
i need more than one miracle.
i need miracles.
lastly, i need a slap in th face.

love,xoxo 11:34 AM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

are you stupid?

i skipped school today :D
and im happy that i did :D
and i went jurong library and we saw some fairsians :D
and i studied a LOT today. :D
(reading is included okay,it improves my english :D)

and spongeBOB was seriously hilarious.
i literally laughed till my stomach ached.
even though it wasnt funny.
i seriously think i have a low sense of humour.

and cxzxz said i was stalkerish today (?!)
since when was i? hhahha.

i feel tired.
maybe th mental has gotten t th physical.

and you make me hv butterflies :)
(maybe puking them outxD)

and ohmygoshh this is so freaky.
im lost for words/.

actually, i may feel just a lil stalkerishxD

and just a tad random.

love,xoxo 8:26 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

of course.
it was all just naive thinking altogether!

and its gotten t me.
th whole farewell scene.
th goodbyes and th having t start anew.
it just hit me. gosh.

and its not a time for this.
but if it isnt, then why are they happening?

imstill praying for more miracles t happen.(:
and i know they will happen :D

love,xoxo 11:18 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

:DDDDDDDDDDDD
suuuuuuuper cute xDDDDDDD

love,xoxo 2:16 AM

hotttt!

i officially declare that Jeremy Robert Myron Sumpter is majorly hot (:
we're going gaga over him :D

love,xoxo 2:13 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

yournumberone.(:

i have many many what ifs in my head.
many.
after watching this french show
and it was so.. real.
like everything happens t everybody in real life.
okahy,that doesnt make sense ohwells.
i dont know how t sayy

and i realised that no mater how much i sleep,im still sleepy.

its not sth you can try t get back anytime you want.
sometimes its not there for your taking anymore.
you just cant say things t make it right.
it doesnt work that way.

love,xoxo 9:12 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

''i shall think about it'' (:

so..

prelims are over.
and olevels are coming.
and in about three and a half months maybe..

but ohwells, i know he has my plans all laid out for me :D
so apparently my mum said that i shld start having th ''no life'' life starting now.
(which just means school, and eat sleep drink think studying.)
but i just told her t dream on.
and telling her all th horror effects if i burn out haha.
like she doesnt know how i lazy i am alr.

oh and you, get out of my faceeee.
like, really.
if you think your so superior and everything,
and you have this control over me, your sooo wrong.
th kite aint flying anymore.
i just threw you in th air for you t land on your ass all by yourself.
and is temptation so hard t resist?
i guess thats why theres such a word, aint it.

i loveeee muaychoy. or whatever i have no idea how t spell it.
i can just eat it with rice everyday :D

love,xoxo 10:14 AM

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

i miss ______ (:

im really crazy,arent i :o

as of today,im screwed.
my parents are freaking out, i think theyr gna kill me anytime soon :x
ohwells theyr th ones who got th wrong idea,i didnt do anything.
and thks t somebody and his smart aleck big mouth D:
but i think its dying down (:

love,xoxo 10:19 PM

Sunday, August 31, 2008

REWIND,REFRESHHHH :D

kamanaaaa.

love,xoxo 11:10 PM

Friday, August 29, 2008

hahahah :D thankyouuuu xzxs.

happyday alright!

love,xoxo 12:26 AM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

stop being like th voice inside my head,justshutupandgoaway.
its irritating.

love,xoxo 8:50 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

pushed over th edge.

just shut up shut up shut up.
i have no idea whats with me saying that.

love,xoxo 9:58 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

OHMYGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
SHOCK SHOCK,MAJOR SHOCK. :O
UHM.

gosh,im speechless.

love,xoxo 8:34 PM

WEML:o :D

school-ed.
plaza sing-ed.
vivo-ed.
home-ed.
slept.
orchard-ed.
west coast park-ed.
home-ed.
tir-ed.
must think amaths amaths amaths.

(blank)
i miss you.
and i know that you know i do. (:

(blank)

i need a major wake up call.
i need a miracle.
i need more than one miracle.
i need miracles.
lastly, i need a slap in th face.

love,xoxo 6:24 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

why does it feel like its raining,in my head xD
i love this song,gives me a nostalgic feeling :D

anyway,prelims,im dont with six papers, about halfway through. :D
i just realised it today,time flies.
iv been watching way too much tv,mostly th olympics :D
mm,went out with mummy today.
it was loved :D
we talked and talked and talked.
and we went shoppin(:
and i realised i really miss my mummy more than i think i do.
cause at homes shes so mother and then she was so mummy xD
theres a huge difference.
anyway i have many question marks in my head that i want answered.
and theyr not getting answered,but i shall be patient
in time t come :D

miracles,a miracle.

love,xoxo 10:08 PM

Friday, August 15, 2008

this is super hilarious :D

some people have a real guilty conscience
i wasnt even talking about them and they responded LOL.
like whatever man hahaha.
i hv better things t talk abt, why bother about them.
waste my time hahaha xD
i still find it so hilarious.
ohwell some ppl might hv nothing better t do, cant blame them (:

love,xoxo 10:47 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

i.am.in. shock. :o
well, i WAS in shock, im getting over it bit by bit :D
ahahaha (:

the past weeks been great :D
lazy t recount :x
and thks for th birthday/slumber/movie marathon stayover guys.
i really didnt expect it so early :D
i'll upload th REALLY unglam photos soon :D
love!

anyway.
some ppl enjoy being dogs they cant help it can they
(sry i couldnt help it, it was too tempting :D)

rahhs prelims officially start tmr.
cramming my brain, though its not really helping, since my memory is like zilch.
but im praying hard that somehow i'll suddenly rmb everything tmr :D
yes, a miracle. i need miracles badly :D

love,xoxo 7:54 PM

Saturday, August 09, 2008

and and.
i cant tell th person i wna tell most! :x
stupid eediot :]

love,xoxo 11:34 PM

im addicted t many many songs now :D
too many at one time :D
sadly most of them are emo/sad songs.
hahah. tim asked me if i was emo today. LOL.

anyhow,
i missed west coast park :D
and my apple pies! and my wind!
thks t yesterdayy ahhaha.we had, time :D
i was thinking of going there all day today.
but i was lazy :x

prelims are in less than six days.
and i just found out that for me, my prelim results are more impt than my olvls results.
cause i guess its really more or less confirmed :x
mixed feelings about it,but ohwells :D

love,xoxo 11:27 PM

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
Cause I know I'm waisting my time
And I don't mind

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

GOODBYE: MILEY CYRUS

love,xoxo 11:12 PM

Friday, August 08, 2008

im gonna smile cause i deserve to
itll all get better in time
it has to.

whatonearthhhhhh.

love,xoxo 11:22 PM

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

BETTER IN TIME:LEONA LEWIS :D

love,xoxo 10:12 PM

hahah we need t sleep so badly.
shes a bad influence :D

and and.
thankyou :D
oh i saw my mr square and gang
at vivo cab stand.
right after i saw mummy :o

ymialot.
rahhs.

love,xoxo 1:07 AM

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

TONGUE TIED: FABER DRIVE

and thankyou ,love.

:]

love,xoxo 10:03 PM

Saturday, August 02, 2008

mm,your sweet :]

hahah.

bittersweet just contradicts it doesnt it.

(:

love,xoxo 9:44 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

xzxs (:

thats all there is,really:D

love,xoxo 10:47 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

roses are red,violets are blue.

i just realised. i hv no idea how t say th many things i hv t say.
ohoh and i just realised today that ____e is superrrr cute when i ''talked'' t him today :D
damned i had loads t say but i just forgot them all.
and nowadays i keep randomly thinking about _____n, and i have no idea why.
maybe we hvnt met up for too long, time really flies aye.
i need not t expect th unexpected.
and im hooked on volleball :D
all i wna do is go t th beach play volleyball and watch th sunset :D
get my hands all read and my blood vessels burst and internal bleeding in my arms.
goshh that sounds saddistic. its not :D
alot.
alot.
alot.
alot.
imy alot. :]
alot alot.

i have no idea whats going on, why dont you tell me instead?
yes yes, its my fault, my actions caused it.
why is it that i find myself in a parallel situation.
why must you contradict everything i wna do?
why are you out and bent on just contradicting my every feeling?
yes yes, go be the perfect person with th perfect expectations.
confessions, it may seem? nothing too right.
one stupid mistake, and it just had t be th first one.
none else, none.

i cant figure out how you stole my heart :]

love,xoxo 11:08 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

ohwells.
i dont know whats going on with me either.
i was like stoned and dreamy todayy in sch.
sammy came t my house aft sch hahaa. shweinhund!:D
and hes a super joker luh ahahha.
was supposed t study but i ended up laughing my ass off :D
and and daddys home :D with loads of durians :x

nicola need t do major studying and do her stupid d&t!
rahhs ):

love,xoxo 10:01 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

suddenly, i wna talk t _________. and ______. random againnn.
ohwell ~~xzxs~~, iv been shopping and towning a LOT and not studying anything. :x
kudos t me cause according t somebody prelims are in less than 19 days ):
but i am in NO mood t study. and i need a psychitrist badly.
iv been thinking of weird/random/sad/horrible stuff lately.
dont know why either. but i get high everyday for random reasons.
and for every little thing i laugh non stop.
maybe im a crazy saddist :o
i must study tmr. or im gna try and make time and study tmr.

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out
:D

love,xoxo 11:14 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

i shall be random today. :]

goshh, i saw it not once, but thrice. i guess its as gross as it is true then. disssgustinggg :D

i felt utterly disappointed today. th whole day.
but ohwell. no turning back is thereeeee ):

ohoh and daddy told me sth today.
that made me sad, happy and shocked at th same time.
but its not confirmed yet so i cant say yet.
but its seriously coincidental if thats true :o

andand someones being gay online :o
and some other ppl are talking gibberish saying theres some rumour about ____ and like LOL.

p.s. muffinnnnnnnnnnnnn! i miss youuu come back soon ayeeee dont run theree and never come backk :o hahah

p.p.s. cket, please please cheer up alright. dont be so saddd. iv been there, youll be okay :D take them on a lighter note dearie. im always here for youuu :D loveyouloadxzxs

gosh, told you i was random today.

love,xoxo 10:17 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

today went anchorpoint secret recipe with mamas :D it was niceee :D and funny hahah shes weird :o (no surprise there) hahaha:D homed showered, then went t clarke quay met karl ate dinner saw them play :D theyre gdddddddd :D hhaaha

tues, went with john t study at harbourfrnt, i was slpy and tired. and some ppl were.. stary. whatever hahaha.

wed, went with fangs and maisie t holland sushi tei. crapped alot. ate alot. i felt like a pig :D hahahah. was supposed t go shopping aft that. but we spent too much time eating :DDD

this is so detail-less but ohwell, im lazy what t do. :D

love,xoxo 9:49 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

i feel like talking rubbish suddenly,
i think i better go and slp.):

class was really retarded today.
hahahah.
shant talk about it, lazy.

and i feel a little happy today.
for some reason (:
but ohwell.
nothing good ever lasts, does it?

love,xoxo 11:06 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

today is sunda y(:
i was really sleepy on sunday.
and today made me think alot.
but th session was good :D
and fun :D plus loads of camwhooring too.(:

th past wk has been such a blurr.
all i know is that iv been playing way more than i should
and studying way less than i should.

tues, um. (dammit,i cant rmb what i did!)

wed, went t bukitmerah macs with peewee,yelin,gy,josh,cc !
was supposed t study BUT i ended up playing taitee & blackjack. and it was fun :D
and and i cut my hair :D

thurs,went t vivo with fangs :D studied alil while. and something cropped up xD hahahah. saw gabe there. went t my hse t study it was kinda hilarious. ahhaah.

fri,locks came back t sch, we went dover, vivo, back t dover, sch (: hahaha. we had reasons. and i forgot abt gb day rehearsal.

sat,went out with square-ey oh :D went yatch clubbbb :D hahahahahah its so funny. we talked abt.. mostly weird stuff. and some of th past. but ohwell, its th past so (: then went t fangs hse, studied (if you call doing v little studying) and swam with huizhen too :D and attempted volleyball (: i really forgot how fun volleyball was ): i wish i didnt quit that time ): ohwell. it was a really corny day i must say :D aft that went grandmas for dinner :D

i really want t upload photos. but im really lazy :x

love,xoxo 10:18 PM

Monday, July 07, 2008

went out with adrain today (:
th tom yam soup was super hot.
and i forgot not t drink coke aft that and i did.
and my tongue was burning for like 20mins :x
you idiot, laughed at me somemore.
i was supposed t be studying.
or so my mother wants me to.
and i just got reminded by somebody that prelims are in 38 days :(
and i just bombarded my bill more by talking t ______ on th phone for ultra long (:
my dads so gna kill me :x
but ohwell :D
and something really funny happened today :D
i was shocked but ohwell :D
ahahha

love,xoxo 10:40 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2008

th disappointment in your eyes.

no classes on thurs and fri,preparation for funfair.
it was funn :D how i wish sch was like that everyday hahhhaha.
stayed over at fangs on thurs. :D
friday went t meet zach aft sch.
came my hse. i fell asleep :x
funfair yesterday:D
turned out much better than i expected.
today churched lunched.
i feel like im dying.
im so damn tired ):
and i need damn loads of sleep pleaseee.

~~its starting t take a toll on me.~~

love,xoxo 10:13 PM

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

~~bloody bloody bloody.~~

{edit}

~~literally head over heels.~~

i cant remember what i do nowadays.
all i know is that im very tired and sleepy everyday.
and i owe lots of ppl outings ):
sorry loves.
and i regret not changing my plan now ):
my brother doesnt let me use his phone anymore ): rahhs

oh and im gna be damn tired on saturday.
i'll be on shift th whole day.
but i hv t go t th airport t pick ivan,jane and jordannnnnnnnnn :D
cos theyr coming only for like 5hrs ):
aye. then somebody wants me t go t stpats funfair. xD
then i hv t go t essy's party aft that :D
im gna be a madwoman rushing arnd
hope daddy will be my chauffeur.
and tmrs gna love:D hopefully :DD

love,xoxo 10:04 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2008

ohmygosh ohmygoshhhhhhhh :D
guess whos cominggggggggg :D
hahahaha im so damn happyyyyyy :D
hes coming coming only for a few hours but ohwell :D
hahahahhahaaaaa :D
but on funfair day so i'll hv t go t th iarport awhile i guess :D
then go t esther and ezra's hse.
hahaha im gna dieeeeeee :D

love,xoxo 8:55 PM

Friday, June 27, 2008

and let it stay th official party line.

monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday and its alr friday, time flies.

today was a weird day.
thats only because i really cant rmb anything that happened before sch ended.
after sch fangs alcinda and huizhen went queensway and orchard.
met ~~john~~coke,samuel and kahkeng.
went with them t dover.
then she came t fetch me t orchard :D
met mr.square and tim and th rest there for high teaa :D
they are really.dis.gus.ting.
you shld see th amount of food they eat.
and the way they eat.its gross.
it can make you lose your appetite :x
ohoh and i got forced t eat kueh-pai-tee and beetroot! :x
although i totally didnt want t but i got bribed :D ahemmmmmm :D
anw ate and talked for like ages and we finally got off our asses and walked arnd for awhile.
cabbed home :D
and my mum qned me today.
on why i wasnt studying and still coming home late everyday.
i guess i better start mugging.
less than 50 days t prelims.
somehow i dont feel scared i dont know why.
and i hv t chiong my d&t portfolio alr.
its really lagging behind.

tuesday,i hv no idea what i did.:o i reached home quite late i think, then tuitioned.
wednesday,stayed back in sch t practice oral. it was really screwed :x homed and SLEPT past dinner,woke up and ate 3 donuts :D
thursday,chinese oral aft sch. (ihv no idea how i did:x) aft oral went out with HONNNNNN(: hhahahha. then went t ben and jon's house and ate stinky stinky durian for th first time in many many years :o

andand i think im becoming more violent too :o
selfcontrol in place please hahahahaa

love,xoxo 7:37 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008

DARK MOCHA FRAPP IS LOVEDD <3

an empty room can be so deafening,
th silence makes you wna scream
:D

first day of term3 today :D
and voila, ofcourse there was attire check.
i passed :D
lessons as usual. blah ): blee bloo :D
i laughed a LOT dont know why maybe im going madd.
aft sch ran arnd sch with mamas and alcinda
hahaha i hv no idea what we were doing.
homed, supposed t finish my ss/hist hol hw
but i ended up slping and its still not done ):
anw,played soccer, dinnered :D
went out just came back D:
camwhoored loads :D lazy t uploadd and my phone is flat ):

friday, lunched with fangs at dover. then went t clementi, jelita then her house :D ''studied'' watched jumper :D swam dinnered homed, ate dinner again watched catwoman slpt :D (cheese sausageeee :D hahaha)
saturday, i cant rmb what on earth i did :o eh i had tuition in th morning. then went out came home, watched walk th line and i cant rmb :o
sunday, churched. lunched at tiong, went shopping :D homed, watched tv, went out supposed t watch get smart but th tix were sold out or sth dinnered homed :D

sweeeetamth

love,xoxo 10:14 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

''Live your life until love is found,
Or love's gonna get you down. ''
im hooked on that song! :D

anyway today,
amaths-ed. our class is being split ):
and guess whos still my teacher
aft amaths went t find peeweeeeeeeeeeeeee :D (and joshua)
went dover with doro,met up with mong & joeltang
went back aft that
talked t fangs & mamas for awhile :D
aft that waited for joeltang then we all went titus hse
supposed t go ''fishing'' at clementi cannal or sth
walked damn far, junrong came
then daddy picked me up went t east coast park t cycle.
met up with th ngis :D (they rollerbladed)
and i cycled ALOT. now my ass hurts. :x
ate dinner LAKSAAA :D
went t pick mummy :D :D LOVEEEE <3 went t eat AGAIN homed :D

sunday, churched,fathersday:D lunched at leisure sth with them. homed slept dinnered homed :D
monday, went for breakfast wih daniellllll :D hahahah. then homed and chris came:D stayovered too :D we slept lateee and talked loads.loveyou <3
tuesday, chris went home, went t peewees hse :D picked up th dogggg <3 peeweeeeee came over. lunched :D ''studied'' (more like slept) peewee went homee. we dinnered:D homed.
wednesday, went t sch for chinese oral (my olvl chinese oral is nxt thurs/fri o:) went t holland with fangs <3> again finally :D went back t sch, homed slpt :D went t meet shashaaaaaaaaaaaa <3 hee :D dinnered, homed :D

interesting,very interesting.

love,xoxo 11:00 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

i waned t type sth
but i cant rmb what

imiss mummy ):

it is it is it is it is it is, is it not?
:D
happy laydeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

LOL

love,xoxo 12:09 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

its a parallel universe we live in

aye, went t sch for d&t again
somebodys reaaaaaaaaally pissing me off please
went for lunch with fangs and joel
aft d&t went t ''study'' with eh, marcusk kim joel shawn and bertram i think
hahah
went home with locks
slept
dinnered :D

addiction

love,xoxo 10:03 PM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

Pink cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

SHADOW OF THE DAY:LINKIN PARK :D

love,xoxo 9:47 PM

i just realised that im really paranoid.
went t sch for d&t
i guess its okay heh
went for lunch with joel,kim,shaun :D
bloody insulting session haha
came home for tuition
went t peewees hse
went library. homed,
did some hol hw
dinnered. homed

i miss mummy ):
th hse feels empty without her
8 more days

some things are unexplainable and will always be

love,xoxo 9:21 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

went selesa
came back today =)
it was greaaaat
ken and shaun went on saturday night
we played like madd and i owned in taitee :D
we played till like past 1am and didnt even know
sunday night was slumber parrrtyyy =)
with two extra guys ahem irritating screaming gays.
but it was fun i was so tired.
and i am still so tired.

my mum went t cairns
uncle warner passed away.
i miss her alr ):
i miss her like maddddd ):
nine days is gna be a long timeeee

my d&t is so screwed.

love,xoxo 10:41 PM

Thursday, June 05, 2008

sent th dog t peewee's hse today =)
ended up staying there for th longest time =)
and playing th gayest games on earth :D

dinnered :D
homed :D

going tmr.
im actually looking forward t it :o

iwishyouddisappeared.

love,xoxo 9:36 PM

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

engagement day! :D

yesterday!(:
went t bananaaa's hse :D
it was loved!
we talked and sang more than we did hol hw :x
hahahah. swam, dinnerred, homed :D

today!:D
had amaths tuition aft a LONG time.
went t meet sugarr :D
clementi,chinatown,ps,orchard,and th whole purple line :D

AND HAPPY DAY :]
getovryou

love,xoxo 10:23 PM

Monday, June 02, 2008

ticktock ticktock ticktock

you cheated my feelings! ohwell:D
today, i woke up LATE.
and i showered.
and i went t eat breakfast:D
and i went t clementi.
and i went t th airport:D
we were slcking and laughing.
and i was being VERY mean today.
and i went home t shower.
and i went for dinnered.
and i homed again :D

im talking like a primary one kid :D

finally:]
ithinkididitifinallygotover.

love,xoxo 10:12 PM

Sunday, June 01, 2008

IM NOT HAPPY ANYMOREE.
):
youscrewer(imstickingmytongueoutatyou)

love,xoxo 9:23 PM

today is happyday :D
ABSOLUTELY (:

churched. worship was fun xD
went tiongbahru aft church for lunch.
walked arnd :D
homed.
slept :D
dinnered:D
homed :D
lazy t go into details :D

(notice th many smileys ):D
im high :D

(:

love,xoxo 9:07 PM

Saturday, May 31, 2008

im lazy.
lets just say i slpt alot today.
oh,and (:
&noteverythingsaboutyou.

love,xoxo 7:24 PM

Friday, May 30, 2008

tingles right down to my toes.

last night !
went west coast park played ate (:
went online, slpt at abt 1am.

today !
went SL. last day ):
i think im gna miss it, im so used t getting up early and going all th way t pasir ris.
but at least i'll be getting my beauty sleep th nxt few days.
anw, we went t pizza hut at ps for dinner aft SL (:

thought of many things on th way home.
forest gum is nice (:

dont even get started.
like it or not,im not giving in anymore.

love,xoxo 10:08 PM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

black is so tacky,white is th new sunshine (:

ohmygoshohmygoshh =)
stormtrooper alert ! :D
hahaha
anyway!

lastnight (:
went t west coast park it was dang fun and some ppl were high
all thks t me (: LOL
ate play spun ateeeee (:
slpt at 3am ):
eyebags and zombie like behaviour, not good

today(:
went for SL as usual
i hv a feeling i'll miss it aft tmr ):
tmrs th last day heh
today was far fetched frm tues.
hahah th bubbles were so pretty.
took train back with ginyong,joseph,and matthew.
went t clementi to collect my clothes frm daniel (:
homed.
doros here, i think we're goin west coast park again later :x
((:

whatever,itsthperspectiveanyway.

love,xoxo 9:02 PM

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
THATS WHEN I LOVE YOU: ASLYN :D

2. Ues from Fmss! 3.Ue hav long hair XD 4. I am a Oreo 5. you like oreos 6. ill let u bite mi XD 7. ue owe mi a comment! 8. promised mi! 9. JigsawPuzzleWithLove.Blogspot.com.10.COV!!!11.ill sing for ue 12ue will make the world happy! 13. Im giving u 99 reasons 14. im 85 reasons away. 15 . ue shud treasure all friends including mi! 16 . so gimme a comment! 17 . that was kinda 1 reason.. 18. my name starts with E. 19 Sugar and cream! 20 Sugar spice n everything nice .. thats ue ! 21 ur nice so gimme a comment 22. I giv u oreos in ur dreams! 23 ill giv ue milk too 24. im going camp soon =( 25. Cuz East Coast Park Sounds nicer! 26. Cuz i said pls .. 27 PLS! 28 E stands for Elmo too 29. N stands for Nice! 30 . I like black 31 and blue! 32 cuz we are chinese! 33 . becuz ur my friend 34. Cuz im giving u 99 reasons 35. cuz im from st patricks 36. becuz its friendster! 37 becuz u shud read these reasons! 38 becuz some make no sense! 39 Flowers 40 Cookies 41 becuz u watch 7pm show 42 becuz i watched 9pm show 43 becuz my hand getting tired 44 finger pain ! pls gimme comment so ill stop! 45 my hair is spiked 46 ur hair is not spiked! XD 47 becuz u laugh. 48 becuz u smile 49 becuz friends are friends! 50 becuz we like Fall For You 51. Becuz ill sms u XD 52. becuz we like chocolate! 53. becuz the chicken caught fire. 54 becuz queenstown mrt! 55 becuz the chicken tasted good. 56 . becuz we had side effects of eating it 57 becuz it was fun 58 becuz it wasnt boring 59 becuz my display picture is graffiti made by 2n1 n 2n2 60. becuz ur name is very nice 61 becuz u are very nice 62 becuz u are the nicest person in the world! 63 becuz u can dance 64 cuz u cramp! 65 becuz ull do well for O-lvls 66 becuz ull get A for chinese 67 Becuz My arm pain 68 Becuz im really giving u 99 reasons 69 becuz ur on my featured friends 70 becuz im 29 reasons away! 71 becuz i read ur blog 72 becuz im patient 73 becuz i keep my word 74 becuz u shud keep urs! 75 becuz i live in neptune court 76 becuz i dont hav the cup XD 77 becuz we are singaporeans 78 becuz im going to camp on friday! 79 becuz im typing all tis for a comment 80 becuz u shud giv it to me! 81 becuz i dont mean gimme a punch 82 becuz ur blog has a lot of things! 83 becuz i use !!!! a lot 84 becuz tis is not lame 85 becuz tis is hard work! 86 becuz i went to skool ! 87 becuz u went to skool 88 becuz ur on9 reading tis right now i hope 89 becuz i hope ull read every single one 90 becuz ur smiling 91 becuz u read all of it 92 becuz 2ndhand serenade is a awesome band 93 becuz u went to west coast park 94 becuz u shud hav gone to east coast park! 95 becuz teddy bears are huggable 96 becuz oreos are huggable too 97 becuz tis is the 97th reason 98 becuz im almost there 99. Because This is the 99th reason that you should give me a comment and I've kept my word so u must keep yours
ALL reasons are different. and will not be subjected to copyright!

HAHAHAHHAAA.
your just insane madness :D

love,xoxo 7:47 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

yesterday (:
service learning. a wave of shock.
went doros hse, long mrt ride.
saw her brother again LOL
went town t meet calvin
ate dinner walked arnd homed =)
i wore my sch uniform for almost 17hrs :x
slpt at 1am :x slpt at 2am th previous night.
i so need t catch up on my sleep ):

today (:
service learning. it was getting tgthr
ended early today,ate a doublecheeseburger again =)
i love it. =)
went jackie's hse, showered there then talked for awhile.
cabbed home ate dinner and doro came.
we're going west coast park just now (:

i seem be in love with mcdoublecheeseburger =)
ive eaten three of those in 2days or three.?
haha.
stayover 2nights alr another 2 + 1 nights (:

whatsyourproblem,getoveritgrowup.

love,xoxo 8:35 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008

at doro's hse (:
haha her brother is so much nicer than mine.
anyway, my mummys funny (:
and chinese olevels are FINALLY over.
happy day.(:

and im SORRY, what else dyou want me t say
to me, it was just miscommunication.

love,xoxo 3:22 PM

Sunday, May 25, 2008

oohlala.
stayover overload xD
hahahaaaa this wk is gna be stayover everynight if possible :D
stupid chinese olevels. over soon!
yayyyyyyyyyyyy!:)
stayover tmr.

32 hrs

love,xoxo 10:20 PM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

as i walk from earth into eternity

last night! stayover-ed (:
it was inpromtu and it was fun :D
haaha chinese olvls are gna be over soon!
and for some stupid reason i cant remember what i did today
but i only rmb that keep goin in and out of th hse
ohh and i saw joshua today. navy joshua joshua ahhaha

i miss you
and i made a promise,
i will keep it (:

love,xoxo 11:22 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

returned report bk today!
did banner aft that. didnt go for chinese.
went ghimmoh for lunch with fangs (:
came pine grove t study xD
but i so wna sleep now.
we're swimming later i think (:

love & mercy :D
priceless

love,xoxo 1:24 PM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

im not gna say what i did today other than study chinese.
but all i can say about it is that it was awesomely insane (:

report bk !
june hols is jammed pack.

p.s. i'll wait for th day t post th photos (:

love,xoxo 9:50 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

<3

i absolutely abhor d&t altogether.
i really wna drop it.
its pulling my average aggregate and shit down dammit.

anyway, today!
ran arnd here and there aft sch.
went home, showered slpt, (when i was supposed t be doing chinese)
went t nuh t visit sugarrrrr =)
talked for ages.
daddy fetched me, went for buffet at some weird place.
ate till i almost died. th food was niceee (:
went west coast park.
(:
its lovely at night.

twas tired of it so please get out of my way with icing and sugar on top.
p.s. i wna post certain pictures but apparently i cant (:

love,xoxo 10:51 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

your shitting cute
went for some service learning briefing aft sch.
went dover for ''lunch'' with doro=)
came back t sch went t learn at fairfield for chinese thingy.
it was freezing so went downstairs
''studied'' chinese with doro, joellai, shaun.

(:
i saw!

love,xoxo 10:25 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

i dont like chinese olevels.
i shouted at my mother today.
i dont like my brother.

and i am lazy.

just give up the game.

love,xoxo 9:30 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

''sugar, spice & everything nice''
(im addicted to that line)

im really tired (:
hhahaa.
woke up late for breakfast, early for church (:
went for breakfast at tiongbahru :]
and ended up being late for churchh :x
jammed aft church (: MIGHTY TO SAVE xD
didnt get t eat lunch except for pancake and i was really hungry ):
anw, met th ngis t go swimming aft that (:
hahaha. ate a LOT. :}
dinnered, met daniel & deborah and homed!

love,xoxo 10:27 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

haha today was fun, i must say.
woke up at 10am (:
went west coast park t eat macs :D
dad fetched me t hollands sushi tei.
met fangs and doro for lunch.
sashimi saladddddddd is loveddd xD
cabbed t queenstown, met evAn, he was waiting :x
went qbc for iron chef.
cooked chicken. with honey and pineappleeee (:
and evan was so amused when th chicken caught fire xD
weirdo ahhaha.
came home, then went airport then homed!(:
derric came back today (:
and now im sleeeeeepy

i can somehow feel my life slpping out of my hands.
like every aspect of it.
is it worth losing all that.
i honestly dont know.
but i know its in god's hands (:
OH. and that word really helped, thankyouuuu:D

love,xoxo 9:54 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008

youre impossible to find
''dont doubt!''

haha daydayday.
i feel random.
anyway!
funraising was loads of fun xD
went holland aft sch with doro and mamas.
ate FROLICKKKKKKKKK (: cold storage-d.
had th funfair proposal thing AGAIN
thank goodness this will be th last one
stayed back with fangs and doro.
supposed to do chinese. but. i did only a little :x
got t play a little djmax on shauns psp (:
haha i am sleepy.
came home and ate :D

damn, th shift key is screwed xD

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
FALL FOR YOU: SECONDHAND SERENADE:D

love,xoxo 10:56 PM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

ppr is back.
dont wna comment on anything
incase anybody says im whatever
hahah.
anyway DONUTS after sch haha (:
went ntuc fairprice bought th stuff
th guys went t eat lunch at broadway
went back t sch with fangs & johnathan
supposed t study chinese
didnt really get anything done :x
did th front and back of th card :D
ahaha.
went home for tuition
but she aparently did not appear
either that or she came and left
cause i was slping :x
and i woke up really late ahhaa

songs! :D

love,xoxo 9:47 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

HOT CROSS BUNS! xD

crazy dayy (:
hahaha class was really funny.
and we were singing retarded songs all day.
hot cross buns three blind mice gloryglory etc xD
bought lunch frm dover with fangs.
went back t classrm ate lunch studied chinese
johnathan, kahkeng, mong came
jr came then fangs went out t play soccer
mong was really hilarious.
anyway went home with peewee.
and thks for helping me mong !(:
i owe you much.

i cant read your mind

love,xoxo 9:33 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

i love oreos. (:
''and im gna eat you up'' (:

yesterday,
lunch vivo home dinner home tv xD
pretty schedule haha

today,
home, sushi tei and shopping with poonana x))), tuition, cut hairrrr
my fridge is sexy again (:

can i kidnap you home? :D
oh and i saw ever-so-cute eyecandy todayyyy (:
ahh meltedd ahahha

love,xoxo 7:30 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

i didnt blog yesterday :o
friends-ed. shopping. iron man-ed (:
it was a day of funnnnnn xD

came jingfangs hse early in th morning.
(and im still here) (:
study swim eat study eat swim study swim swim swim! x)
hahaha.

im hungry :D

its a blackhole.

love,xoxo 7:33 PM

Friday, May 09, 2008

CAUSE HUGS ARE OVERRATED JUST FYI (:

''its all your fault. you caused it, now you fix it back''

rahhs. i hate random running thoughts.
its th ultimate suicide poison.
or maybe its acidic xD

anyway!
class was fun. ahahaha
played with orange stickersxD
it was bright and beautifullllll (:
and th alcohol thing was cool ahah.
cabbed to dover and back aft sch with doro
hongwei came, then left
i got hooked onto djmax (:
but shaun didnt wna lend me aft that ):
presented th thing for funfair.
homed and square came over with my lunch AND dinner
and i ate a LOT :o
ahahahha.

YOU FIX IT BACKKKKKKK.

this is an sos

dont wanna second guess

this is the bottom line

its true

i gave my all for you

now my hearts in two

and i cant find the other half

its like im walking on broken glass

better believe i bled

its a call i'll nvr get

SOS: JONAS BROTHERS :D

love,xoxo 8:34 PM

Thursday, May 08, 2008

AYE
what am i thinking?
hahaahahhahaa im mad and only two ppl know what im talking about

love,xoxo 9:08 PM

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

harlokes xD
ahahahha i suddenly thought of that word again x)

aye, i really HATE d&t.

really really like it just totally turns me into a bad,bored and sleepy mood.

screw it i wna droppppppppppppppppppp.

anw, got back chem and physics today.

tmr getting back humans and english.(:

FINALLY.

i think thats about it alr.

hahaha.

chinese olvls in about 19days if im not worng :x

ive gotta chionggggg ahaha.

anyway!

cleared up some things halfway today.

if thats what you call cleared up.

i shant bother uneccessarily anymore, it makes it no better.

i was sleepy th whole day thks t th late nights almost everyday.

went fangs hse STRAIGHT aft sch with doro too.

hahaha. hvnt left sch so early in quite a long time.

'studied'' swam then supposed t study then i didnt!

not surprising xD

doro and i jumped in and played while fangs did chinese :O

ate macs showered homed! (:

its a cause we're looking for, theres no other way.

love,xoxo 8:50 PM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

I THINK I'LL BE POSTING EVERYDAYYY (:

hahaha, today was a ''ohwell'' kinda day.

haha no other way t express it.

aye, i hv chinese emaths amaths results alr.

i cant wait t get chem heh.

this term im so gna fail my d&t.

seems that i always do extremely bad in one subj every term.

daddys goin savana or however you spell it tonight

i wna gooooooooo ):

and my parents are goin france during SL wk ):

and i cant go. rahhs.

anyway.

talked and bitched at locker today.

went home aft that to do my d&t.

but guess what, i didnt exactly get anything done,as usual.

i would drop it if i could.

but apparently i cant. rahhs

its unbelievable when certain things come to light and th truth comes out.

and by saying your not taking sides,you ironically alr are.

ooh, we're about 3hrs away from one month HAHA.

okay, i know its a joke but it's really funny.

love,xoxo 8:55 PM

Monday, May 05, 2008

I WILL UPLOAD ONE OUTDATED RANDOM PHOTO AT A TIME (:

I WILL UPLOAD ONE OUTDATED RANDOM PHOTO AT A TIME (:
i miss blogging.

all these random thoughts are flooding my head one at a time
and i keep randomly thinking about people
and i wna scream at some people and ask them to get out of my face.
but i shant. because.

anyway.
stayed back for lunch with doro and fangs.
then came along mong (its supposed to sound like then came along polly =.=)
went back t sch, fangs went for art
so doro and i sat there and interrogated mong.
titus came.
we all went home.
took bus halfway with th gay gays.
gosh you shld see how gay they are.

i just feel its worth one last shot
but maybe its not

love,xoxo 10:03 PM

Sunday, May 04, 2008

''SEE WHATD I TELL YOU ABOUT NOT _________, TEMPTATION IS NOT AN OPTION. NOW ITS JUST GNA START ALL OVER AGAIN''

hahahah thks alot huh (:

love,xoxo 9:30 PM

get out of my face.
GET.
SERIOUSLY.
both of you, actually.
get out. out,out,out.

this blog is still dead.
im just, um, clearing off steam.
and apparently i can still rmb th password.
heh.

oh. and you.
thanks for being SUCH a good and caring friend lately.it touches me how much you actually GIVE A SHIT.

TA!

love,xoxo 9:10 PM

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

NICOLA;

GOSH WHAT TH FUCK I AM TH MOST STUPID PERSON IN TH WORLD PLEASE.

ONLYSTUPIDPEOPLEGETPLAYED.

I HATE 25 APRIL 2007

love,xoxo 9:59 PM

Sunday, January 06, 2008

ohmygoshwhatthheckdamnedthcrap.

okay,im not in th best of moods.

whatthfck

:]]
rahhs.
pangsaii,seriously.

bombermannnnxD
igot t play it last nighttttt xD

LOLL.

love,xoxo 6:02 PM

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

NICOLA;

"seriously,dont, you weirdo."
BACK FROM PERTHHHHHH (:

pizzaria(:

random (:

my old man's specs xD

wherever(:

young and hopeless.

(:

bloody fun trip xD
th weather was all crazily insane thoughh.
first went pinjarria or wtv, then went mandurah, all th funny named places.
met marcus lim and mong arnd there T.T
was supposed t go visit lin and petrina but had no time :x
went t see lucasxD evil drakeee loll.
went pemberton, climbed th tallest tree or wtv.
i got hooked t table tennis and foozball =))
and mika songs T.T
at first, with
all th pillow stealers, shoulder kissers, noisy imitators, cherry stealers, tv addicts, crazy bitching and fighting, mystery wtv and whatnots.(:
then stayed at th mills' hse.(:
but steven wasnt there. and th short boy grew bloody tallll :x
and it was all th merciless tickling, juice guzzlers, poking, screaming, flattened batteries, bed stealers, playgrnd marco polo, pizza makers, greedy chocolate stealers, dirty minded asses, insane pillow fights and whatnots.
henry is fattt and th italian pizza oven is bloody sexy xD
and all my cococrunch turned soft ):
theyre staying here in dec and jan =)
oh and some freaky thing happened on th plane backk :
and i missed fritz for some weird reason T.T

didnt you know lifes a damn joke.
its like totally insane =)) SERIOUSLY.
cherries and cheesecake :D

###############6,4.5/

the broken hearts parade, and we're putting my heart out on display, theres no masquerade, just a funeral march for love today, the band strikes up and theyre playing our song, dressed in black and we're singing along to the,broken hearts parade, ive never been better than I am today.
BROKEN HEARTS PARADE: GOOD CHARLOTTE :D

love,xoxo 5:03 PM

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

NICOLA;

tried to take a picture of love, didnt think id miss her that much, i wanna fill this new frame, but its empty. tried to write a letter, in ink, its been getting better, i think, ive got a piece of paper, but its empty. its empty, maybe we're trying, trying too hard, maybe we're torn apart, maybe the timing, is beating our hearts, we're empty. and i even wonder, if we should be getting under these sheets, we could lie in this bed, but its empty.

EMPTY: CLICKFIVE :D

whered th love go,lady.

FINEE,I DONT CAREE.

love,xoxo 8:47 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007

NICOLA;

youre just th limit.

OKAYY.
hhahaha wordd of th day week month year. xD
okay, day then.

today was a boring and bad dayyyy.
not good day. equals bad day.

okay.
first i was really slpy and i couldnt get up.
and i had eyebags which were really bad and i reaaaaaaaally wanted t slp.
then lessons were plain boring. seriously.
th teachers are all like blahblah.
and i wanted t slp.
and then mr liew cancelled physics.
and we hv t stay back extra on wed.
dammit just when i thot i had no d&t.

and its cold war in these eyes dammit.

''whered th love go, lady.''
hahaha. quoted frm joylynnn.
its been ringing in my head. loll.

and dont cry loves (:
lifes a damned bitch.

love,xoxo 8:55 PM

Sunday, October 28, 2007

NICOLA;

''this hot desire converts t cold disdain.''

shut up,cause im your person =)

hhahas.

went church this morning. and i couldnt wake upp cannn i wanted my beauty sleep.
hahaa then aft worship i got pulled out t help inside and people started wondering where i disappeared t T.T
they were so super cute and funny inside hahah.
i totally forgot what it was like t go help there luh xD
and i was stuffed with food thanks t aunt beng =) hahaha.
and mikheal is such an ass :D
he can practically live his life on rollerblades and he tells me he has nothing t do.
he and his dumb hockeyy loll.

i may go badminton this fri.
and i wna go batammmmm.
hhahahah.

stupid extended curriculum tmr.
bloody boring it'll be. full day too.
im so gna slp in class.
and two hrs of emaths is enough t kill.

and i owned you xD
shut your face :D

love,xoxo 9:00 PM

NICOLA;

YOU HAVE GOT T BE KIDDING ME.

MYASS :D

love,xoxo 8:32 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

NICOLA;

''some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cuts long gone, the pain still lingers.''

ohmygoshhh. im so sloww.
but nevermind. hahhh.

th antidode.taking candy frm strangers.
thursday, thanksgiving service in sch,farewell for principal xD, making aload of noise and playing sudoku :D hahaha. and we were gushing bout how cute number25 is :DD loll. cabbed home with locks cos i had t clear th things in my locker ate lunch and went t vivo t buy stuff :D couldnt find what we wanted so went t tionbahru plaza. went home for piano and ''tuition'' and i fell aslp. AGAIN.

friday, woke up at eight so damn early hahah. went t th airport at nine plus am. we werent th only crazy ones apparently hahah. then went t tampines mall and century square. shopping:D for belated presents loll. went t pasirris for awhile kept goin off and back on th train for fun xD went t sch for extended curriculum. was late and i kept shaking no idea why. had amaths mrheng then chinese. zeng laoshi caught me using phone =x but she didnt confiscate in th endd hehh. and then,, eh and then oh and then i waited for eunice mamas and we went dover talked about one hr+ then i went vivo t meet for dinner. went hogsbreath but i was craving for marche dont know why ahahha. went home and tv-eed =)

today, went out for breakfast at eleven plus cos woke up late not surpirsingly and then went t collect sth frm mickeyy at plaza sing. went home in th afternoon and mummy forced me t pack my rm. so i did and now my rm is freaking neat. okay one part of it is anw. my new study tables coming nxt wk i thinkk. hahaha.

and im on that wna learn korean thing againn. okay,random.
and my brother is such a pain in th ass but im still so nice t him for some reasonn.

it was a little bit of magic and the time stood still.

love,xoxo 10:20 PM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

NICOLA;

yayy, (:
shweinhunds goin t australia with us :D
hahahha. and we can go visit linette and jordan (:

and my head officially aint on th chopping block anymore =0

love,xoxo 10:39 PM

NICOLA;

''because i cant handle the extra months of bitchiness.''

sunday, churched,lunched,homed, slept.(:
monday, sch, lunched with doro,jingfang,alcinda. went home for piano and ''tuition''. T.T
tuesday, report bkkkk =x stayed back with eunice mama for awhile. hahahah th stupid hairdresser reflections (: talked for awhile. homed. tveed (:
today, supposed t go t shweinhunds hse but mum didnt let me go out until aft dinner. ): and i was stuck at home. slept and ate alot lolll. but aft that zach and debb came over :D so didnt go out at night in th end. hehh.

piggy has greysanatomy3 and scrubs alrr (: im gna watch it soonnnnn xD
and i wna know luh you eediot you better tell me :D hahaha.

ohmygayy :D hahaha.

dorooooo xD alcindas hse.

love,xoxo 8:34 PM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

yesterday,schh. supposed t go for cca, didnt go. went t meet jacky =) cabbing arnd hahaha. then went t clementi met eunice mama and went t city hall. met alcinda and dorothea went orchard. pepperlunched met jingfang pretzals xD hahaha. walked arnd for awhile. sent alcinda t taxi stand then took mrt with mama, all that camwhooring :D went vivocity t meet tim talked loads. went home slept watched tvee =)

went for lunch in th late morning with family today.
then i went t cut my hair xD loll.
it looks weird hahaha.
supposed t go for th CTI thing now,
but mummy dont let me go she wants me t go buy furniture for my rm later T.T
im going ikea soon :D

imissyouquiteterribly.

guess who drew that. loll not me :D

go away and leave me alonee.

love,xoxo 4:54 PM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

NICOLA;

ahem. updateee (:

last wed, went home t slpppppp xD
last thurs, went vivocity xD then went t eat steamboattt xD
last fri, went t fangs hse movie marathon kitkat; ribena sprite and ice :D
last sat, went t meet aloysious in th morning =) ps jacky and tim t watch greys anatomy at home =x sryyyy.
sun, church, went t meet mickeyyyyyy xDD hahaha. donut and dime and whatever crime shit lolll :D
mon, mum didnt let me go out in th morning. went t shweinhunds hse in th afternoon xD macaroni and chesseeeeee :D messy chefs :D mylove! :D
tues, went orchard met sarah. then met jingfang. went t alcindas hse stupid securityguard xD left behind!(:
wed, sch. english, humanities, d&t, science results. went home. greysanatomy. slept:D FINALLY.
today, sch. emaths, chinese, amaths results. went home showered. met square. partyyyyyy :D cold waterrrrrrr :D

and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAILE AND JACKIE! =)
HAHAHHA.
okay thats random.

and no,as in like seriously.

love,xoxo 9:12 PM

Monday, October 15, 2007

NICOLA;

OH RIGHT.
WHAT TH HECK.
OHMYGOSH.

tv marathoning and shopping and hijacking people's homes :D
back t sch on wed along with results =x
id bang my head on th wall.

put a bullet thru your head.

love,xoxo 11:12 AM

Friday, October 12, 2007

NICOLA;

exams overrr xD
im hooked on th tv-eee and i dont feel like goin outt xD
at fangs' hse hahahhaa.

addicted t greys anatomy 7 episodes down.
2seasons minus 7episodes t go xD

you wna play? lets play.
you shit bag. fugg you.

love,xoxo 4:07 PM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

NICOLA;

KISSING PARTNERRRRR xD
WE LOOK FATT =0

i hate studying i hate exams and i hate papers.
OH and.
i think i did screw it up, whatd you want me t say huhh.
tell me and id hv said it.
damned this shit.

and im lagging.
i love this ~~old~~ songgggg xD

its true romance is dead,
i shot it in th chest then in th head.
which came first, th music or th misery,
where high fashion, were last chances,

WHAT IF I TOLD YOU I HATE YOUUU.

love,xoxo 8:51 PM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

3A07 IS LOVEEEEE xD

hahahas.
im so screwed all my exams are so damn screwedddddddddddd.
5 more days of exams.
chinese paper one and two, emaths paper one and two, chemistry, d&t.
all th best peopleeee xD

041007 ahhasxD

love,xoxo 8:48 PM

Friday, September 28, 2007

YEAHH I LOVE THIS PHOTO MANN xD
LOADS OF PHOTOS LAZY TO UPLOAD.

mugg!
orals tmr.
exams in 3 days.

love,xoxo 9:49 PM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

NICOLA;

LIO!xD

supposed t studyy today but didnt xD loll.
talked and made a whole load of noise xD
locks, peewee, jon, doro, ginyong, joshua.
hahahah. bad studyin grp lolll.
im tired and drained.
and i hv loads t study =x

when youre all alone in th lands of forever,
lay under th milky way,
on and on it's getting too late out,
im not in love this time this night.

love,xoxo 9:35 PM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

AND LIO! xD

love,xoxo 10:06 PM

NICOLA;

yo.
im busy. and i study xD
okay im lazy too.
and stop th derric-ing!
im gna kill kester T.T
if you love him so much, go marry him xD
anddd eh!
im waiting for perrrthhhhhhhhhhh xD 3 wks xD
and yes, im hooked on th xD smiley. hahahah.

love,xoxo 10:01 PM

Saturday, September 08, 2007

NICOLA;

hahahahahha no update xD
xD xD xD hahahahah i stole yourrr smileyyyy.
and i wun let you hv it backkk :D

okayokay im lazy now i shall update nxt time.
and i hv loads of pics and stufffff.
so im lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D

and and and!
im goin shopping again tmrrrr =)
xD xD

and mydearrrrrr!
go and study! or faillll xD

and and and and.
thks for making it a WHOLE lot better.
sarcastic or not.

theres one in this world for everyone,
one heart, one soul to walk beside you,
one in this life to share your love,
one touch, to touch the heart inside you,
wanna reach for each night,
wanna trust with your life,
thats what i believe,
youre the one, the one in this world for me,
<3

love,xoxo 9:46 PM

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

imsry,imabitchwhocantdoanythingright.

icant balance my life.
its this up that down.
i guess thats called sacrifices.
im so damned RAHHHH.
but it cant be expressed.
and i dont know why.
im sry,but.
at first i just wanted t know why you did that.
then i wanted t just let it go.
but everyday its piling up.
im learning new stuff.
and they said dont care.
just leave it.
but i just wna know whywhywhy.
why it turned out like that.
did you hv t do it behind our backs.
RAHH.
im sry i aint perfect, im tryin, but youre not makin it easier.

went studyin today again.
as usual retardedness and gayshitttt :D
LOL.
i want my pics babe! (:
and locks! get well :D
go shit and drink water and dont de on me! =x
loll.

waiting for the day when im complete without you,
im doing what i can to let you be,
making sure theres nothing showing on the outside,
somethings dying on the inside,
im still broken,but im free,
i'll see you on the flipside/,

love,xoxo 8:02 PM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

NICOLA;

HAHAHHAHAHA.
MY STUDIES ARE GOIN DOWN TH DRAIN.
AND MY HEAD IS ON TH CHOPPING BLOCK.
AND I STILL CAN LAUGH.
T DOT T HAHAHAH.

im lazy t blog.
i'll just blog bout today.
superrrrr funny LOLL.

stupid t dot t. :D
gayyyyyy. it was funny luh :D
loll.
and and zeng lao shi is so funny hahahaha.
oh. i think im okay wit somebody alr :D
i think.
loll.
then aft sch aft sch SUPER ULTRA FUNNY, :D
hhahahha. was damn gayy :D
went macs wit fangs t study hahah.
went sch bus stop t take 166.
then when th bus came, SOMEBODY forgot her ezlink :D
hahahha so walked all th way back.
super slow dunno why then missed another bus =x
hhahahah then had t take mart t harbourfrnt 45 mins.
talkin bout some stuff on th trainnnn :D
studied at macs. i did hist :D
she did amaths :D hahahahha im smart!
darhling kissing partner =)
THEN THEN THENNNNN.
just as we were peacefully doin ''studyin'',
AHEM AHEM.
something super funny happened.
hahhaha.
made us super pissed, but we kept laughin cos of th damned crap things they said.
and they looked like homos luh.
LOLLL.
i think they thot we were maddd.
kept laughing fr no reason. hahahha.
then suay met them at th toilet again T.T
but we got rid of them :D
loll. i WAS LAUGHING LIKE SIAO T.T
pics :D

MONKEY! :D

SENSORED :D MUGGINGGGG :D

YO, I SEE!

LOLL. GOTACHAED!

HAHAHA.

SOLARISED!

love,xoxo 9:21 PM

Sunday, August 26, 2007

NICOLA;

why im not talking to you?
if i told you wud you admit it.
i think not.
so why tell you.
its so simple.

and you.
im not gonna let you control my emotions.
just forget everything, it all.

im kaboom-ing with a BAMABOOM.
emotionally dead, a walking corpse.

go party and get drunk,
dirty secrets and sly lies.

why people trust themselves and no one else.

let take what hurts and write it all down, on these paper walls and this empty house,

random thoughts.

love,xoxo 12:24 AM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

NICOLA;

i am officially incapable of managing my life.
so im not gonna even bother.
things i nvr dreamt of are happening.
actually they happened awhile ago but i just found out, being th lagger that i am.
so as of today, im not gonna bother about anything and just mug for eoys.
40 days left if im not wrong, and im not gonna screw it up.
im leaving everything till aft eoys.
''crayon's a bitch,'' (:

love,xoxo 8:03 PM

Friday, August 17, 2007

NICOLA;

this post is dedicated t zeng lao shi :D
hahahaha.
cos i felt super bad bout calling her that last time =x
so ive deleted that part :D
hahaha she rocks :D

ANDAND.
i hv loads of pics t upload but im lazyyy sryy =x
nxt time hahahahah.

love,xoxo 10:38 PM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

NICOLA;

hahahaha.
hvnt posted in a wk.
lazyy :D and kinda busy =x
i shall just post bout today :D
IN CAPS :D
UMUM. ANYWAYYY. YEAH.
CHAPEL. WE WERE LAUGHIN FOR NO REASON OR SOME STUPID REASON DURIN NATIONAL ANTHEM THEN KEPT SHAKIN T.T
THEN UM WATCHED SOME WEIRD VIDEO AND I WAS FALLING ASLP. =.=
THEN CHINESE, TING XIE. I GOT ALL CORRECT (: LOL.
AND I GOT A1 FOR MY GONG HAN TEST ON TH DOT.
BUT STILLL HAHAHHA. T.T
THEN THEN. UM. OH CHEM TEST YEAHHH.
IF I PASS THAT ONE IM GONNA BE HAPPY HAHAHA.
I STUDIED FOR THAT DAMNED TEST LUH. =x
AND MS LEE HELPED ME =) HAHHA. MY EYES ARE SCREWED.
RECESS ATE. T.T
YOU TRIPPED ME =) AND LEFT ME SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT.
LOLL JOYLYNN SAID IM RETARDED. OKAY NVM.
WENT FOR PHYSICS. HVIN TEST SOON CANT RMB WHEN.
HV T STUDY AGAIN ): LOLL.
AMATHS RAHHHHH!> FCK AMATHS OKAY.
I FAILED FCKING DAMMIT. DAMN PISSED.
KOKONUT! TYS FOR MAKING ME HAPPY =) HAHAH.
THEN SCH OVER =) NO R&D.
WENT CLEMENTI WIT MAMAS AND JOYLYNN AFT SCH.
MADE A WHOLE LOAD OF NOISE ON TH BUS.
WITH ALL TH DARHLING CAMWHOORING =)
HAHAHHA. AND SOME WEIRD PPL ASKED US T 'SHUUSH'=x
WENT T EAT AND I DROWNED IN COKE. =)
MORE CAMWHOORING. ITS FUNN =) LOLL.
THEN SUPPOSED T GO HOME.
BUT IN TH END WALKED AL TH WAY BACK T TH INTERCHANGE T MEET LOCKS.
IM SO DAMN NICE LUH. T.T
WALKED ARND AND BITCHED :D
WENT HOMEE.
ANDAND I HATE MUGGING. I ALWAYS WANT T FALL ASLP.

love,xoxo 10:25 PM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

NICOLA;

''FORGET ALL YOUR FRUSTRATIONS AND JUST GIVE YOURSELF TO GOD, BECAUSE HE WILL GIVE YOU GREAT THINGS IN TH RIGHT TIME.''(:

tys robert hahaha.

love,xoxo 10:39 PM

NICOLA;

hey darlin' yo. youre a big fat NUT xP

&FINEE, yknow. seriously.
thks alot huh, for pissin' and not even telling me.
and i know what it feels like, but why am i still doin it?
imevilT.T

love,xoxo 8:39 PM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

NICOLA;

im dead. im bloody lazy t update.
so i shant.

what th heck is th problem luh.th probs keep comin and goin.and all i can do is just bear with it.you want me t hv a postitive attitude t it.but how can i when it keeps on comin.and when my thoughts are always running.isit me or is my mind always on th run.thinkin too much,thinkin things i shldnt be thinkin at all.i really dont wanna give a damn anymore.but can i.i cant.if its not this,its that.and i know god has a reason for letting everything happen.but i need t know th reason,cos im dyin inside.and my smiles as fake as day.help me be a pillar of strength.that i may not think and live life th way it shld be.&tys locks.iloveyouxP hahahs.you rock luh.everythings piling up like books and rolling like snowballs.piggy,eu&2,spic,academic,and i need t mugg.cos im lagging behind.and if i dont study im gonna fail.god help me.LOVEME♥

love,xoxo 8:56 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

NICOLA;

EH.
FUCKFUCKFUCK.

so its fun makin a girl cry right.

love,xoxo 10:37 PM

NICOLA;

rahhs. i feel like crapppp.
and im putting on a hppy happy face.
how fake is that.

thursday.
emo dayy ):
i felt like crying luh.
~~''cursing'' you th whole day didnt work cos th moment i saw you it all melted away~~.
dont talk bout it alrr.
ehh.

fridayy.
ehh cant really rmb whatt happened T.T
gb. LOLL. gayshitt.
was super tired and crappppp.
released early =)
supposed t meet sq, buy straws fr crayonn t make.
but didnt want him t come down all th way just for that.
so went vivo wit maisie. no bloody straws.
anw, i think im not foldin alrr.
cant be bothered.
someone told me ''they wont appreciate that no matter how long or how much effort you put in.''
and if its him, yeah i think thats true.

satt.
i woke up fcking late.
woke up at th time that i was supposed t be in sch.
i wanted t pon but maisie say dont ps her.
so i go luh, my dad speed frm hme t sch in like less than 5mins.(:
th walk was borin lluh but th squad was funny.
but i was feeling kinda emo, thinkin bout stuff.
hais.
anw, aft that went t meet mickeyyyyyyyyyyyy =)
he cheered me uppppp okay =)
ahhahahhah.
stayed there till aft dinner. =)
and he pasted gay popup stickers on my phoneeeeee =)
LOLLLL.
ehh grape marshmallows are LOVEEE(:

today went church.
woke up late as usual rush rush rush.
aft church went marina square.
then went t suntec =)
shopping spree with mummy! =)
hahahhaa i made her spend alot of money :D
then when t meet th two big fuuny big thingys :D
so long nvr see them. hahahaha.
they kept callin each other bulldogs T.T
weirdo =)
gelare was funnnnnnnnnnnn :D gooey ice cream fight =)
hahahaha.
ehh im tired. i walkd th whole day.

and fck you. if you dont wanna talk t me then FINE.
but i just wanna know who.

love,xoxo 10:17 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

LOVE, ME ♥

crayon and crayon and crayon and crayon.
emo. bloody emo. slit my wrist, let it bleed, bleed th pain away. do you know what it feels like, loving someone, whos in a rush t throw you away. how can it be a bittersweet love when its constant pain? how many bloody times dyou wanna cut me, it hurts yknow. i guess its a case of head over heels. id call it quits, but i cant, it hurts so bad, im alr numb. th storys simple, its just you. whyd th heck i love you. its pure ignorant pain. i cant let go, it hurts. throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make th great escape. game over. LOVE, ME ♥

love,xoxo 9:51 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

NICOLA;

and then he swears he loves her =x
i dunno wth im thinkin.
im happy but yet im bloody sad and emo.
hais. i seriously dunno which is more impt but i guess that is.
at least now it's under control :D

sat :D
mum didnt let me go out in th morning so i friends marathoned T.T
''sneaked out'' t meet jerome for lunch :D
&he ''poured cold water'' over me, not in th literal way hahaha.
he copied me! snatched my tigger awayyyyyyy =x
but im nice, i shareeee T.T lolll.
went linc's church :D
his friends are gayyyyyy LOL. benedict's funny :D
left aft worship, went vivo.
ate talked slpt late crapped.
jelly jelly & wang wang addiction! :D

sunday :D
church. harbourfront lunch.
''~~bitching~~'' t charm bout um. loll.
and ilove mummy loads no matter what :D

mon :D
LOL. passing loads of notes thruout th day (:
and passing notes thruout english test. T.T
mano is blind :D
hahahha. its addictive =x
had bloody tuition for super long ): lol.

tues :D
haha camwhoore dayyyyyyyyy :D
was bitchin t kokonutty bout ____.
dunno how it started but it was appropriate :D lol.
haha gay shitt. passed letters durin amaths again :D
chem prac was funnnnnnnnnn :D stupid water T.T
aft sch realised i lost my mp3 like wth.
mong kept askin me t retrace my steps T.T
tys mr kwa :D he found it LOLLL.
&when i gave locks her letter it dropped into th drain outside th g.o. =x
had t pick it up frm th stinky, oily, muddy drain =x
&tys doro :D and mama & eugene. hahhaa.
went queensway &i said th f-word damn loud on th bus damn loud T.T
went macs. crapped loads bout ahems ahems lolll.
&long stories filled wit mmrs :D
walked arnd aft that kept seein _____ & ______.
lol then i think they thot we were stalking them but wtv.
went ikeaaa ;D balloon hotdogs &beautiful camwhooring.
it was so retarded hahahaha.
retarded fun filled mirrors :D
and everyone was staring at us T.T
we're camwhooring pros (:
and i ps-ed sq & timmm & jerome & th rest sryy =x
lazy t go tampines =x

but i went today.
:D im so nice lolll.
went JEC aft sch wit mama and fangs :D
hahaha ljs :D and mama! dont be emo alr okay! i love youu!
we crapped T.T as usuall.
then mama went off.
and fangs was so gullible hahahahha.
she believed me when i said i msged ______.
hahahhaha. super funny.
went home, then went tp :D
hahaha i love you guys. now i can do 3 pointers :DDDD
i got wet and i just got home.
and my mummy was nagging at me t come home.
and she scolded me for comin home all wet T.T
and daddy's coming baq todayyyy.

wth. how many times do you wanna cut me.
it hurts yknow. theres only so much i can take.
and i cant help it. ive tried givin up, it doesnt workkkk.
im really scared t msg you.
cos if you dont reply i dont know how im gonna gv up on you.
but whyd i love you.

love,xoxo 8:37 PM

Friday, July 20, 2007

NICOLA;

stupid crappy first half of th dayy.
so freaking emo-ing. ):
but i think everythings okay okay =)
and im gonna be a happy hoodidi =) hahaha.
no more emoness worsxz :D
and im addicted t letter passing and crushing paper =)
hahaha. esp durin amaths =) doro cant aim for nuts :D
and neither can i :D

anw, ponned half of chinese class today =)
cos linc was outside then i didnt want t go in.
i felt like a stupid idiot tryin t hide frm mr lin and zengg.
hahaha and trying t drag doro t some ppl :D LOLL.
so gay luh T.T hahahahhaha.
then went dover met locks and maisie.
ponned gb :D
then waited for linc t finish choir.
went tiong t meet doro haahhaa.

super funny luh. th stupid cards :D
bluff me say not for somebodyy hahaha.
went kfc crapped played taiteee thks t some ppl.
and made a whole lads of noise wit a LOT of vulgarities T.T
hahahaa. then th weridy topic came up in th toilet!
of all places =x
hahahhaa. but i shall not put it here its obsene hahahahhaa.
and i was th ultimate lagger cannnnn =x really really laggingg.
official laggerer :D

love,xoxo 11:43 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

NICOLA;

why me i dont know what t think,
i finally get aboard and th whole boat sinks,
seems t be th story of my life.
ILOVE LOCKS & LINCOLNNNNN :DD
&ILOVE SQUARE =)
muacks <3>
&thk you shweinhund, my spic, loser blackie :D, doro, and benjamin hhahahaha LOLL.
&now i finally understand what true friends are for (:
damned shit, i ~~''cried''~~ twice today T.T
i ~~cant~~cudnt take it anymore. i~~m dyng~~was dying.
but now i know lifes a bitch and ive gotta fight it :DDDDDD

no, im a happy happy girl :DD T.T
well, im not emo anymore :D
haahhaahahha.

anw, went dover aft sch wit linc & locks.
iwanted t somewhere else t play but linc had choir T.T
ate ice creamm :DD anti depresssing food for 3 depressed ppl =x
talked &~~emo-ed~~. th emo world does not exist =) loll.
went heritage view =) th security guard is so stupid luh.
hahahah. gayy. stupid ironical situationn =)
played swings =) spin-aphobic hahahha. high in th skyyyyy =)
played waterrrr :DD and we splashed till i got bloody wet =)
haha bloody load of funn :D
pushed my probs out of th window :) and they flew awayy T.T loll.
went home wit locks :D talked hahhaa.

got home, went out again t meet square =)
left/ forgot my phone at home. no batt anw hahahhaha.
went yatch clubb againnn :DDDDDDD
that place is totally love :D
and i got home damn late wit another round of nagging frm mummy T.T

like i dont hv enough parental, academic, time mangement or wtv else probs right. of all ppl, you had t just be th one t make my day worse right. fine you want me t tell you sth? you hv a huge attitude problem. and you succeeded, happy? but only for a split second there. ask yourself, howd you treat th ppl arnd you. thats another guilt trip for you.

love,xoxo 9:31 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

NICOLA;

EVERYTHING LOOKS PRETTY ON TH OUTSIDE, BUT ON TH INSIDE ITS ALL A COMPLICATED WEB OF MESS.

hahahahhahahaaaa.

fri :D
had gb, gb farewell :D
stupid reena scolded me like twice! =x
bleaghs.
had dinner &handover :D surprising hahaha.
super tired homeeee :DDDD
OH and. LOLL.
i slept T.T
you dropped a big bomb on me this day.
youre my bestie, my piggy.
how was i t know? i nvr even imagined.
but now its all a mess.
and i dont want either of us t get hurt.

sat :D
went t sch for past vs present. T.T
ehh slacked arnd. hahah.
saw uncle vincent T.T and aunt fongling and faith! :D hahahaha.
lil sweetie :D havent seen her in ages shes so cute :D
watchd th ppl play volleyball and stuff.
hhahaha. then went harbourfront wit mamas.
then went baq t sch again cos of ______ / ________.
and mr mak came back (: hahahha.
and he said i didnt see him earlier when i went t say gdbye t faith =.=
met lincoln :D and piggy :DD
hhahahhaha. then went t play wit lincoln for awhile at th basketball court :D
i think im as gd as him :D LOLL.
went t find piggy aft that. he ate i stared T.T
then saw ryan hahah. took retarded pics. loll.
ehh talked t piggy haha.
played ''football'' if you wanna call it that wit piggy ryan markleong hahah.
met mamas then went home aft that.
super ultra tired =x
and my damned stomach hurt th whole day =x
why i dream that i dont wanna know.
but i guess you cud say theres a possibility.
i loved your company, but maybe it was there all along.

church today :D
had duty, was stil slpy dunno why.
stomach still hurt a lil.
brina came back! =)
and shes a blondie now hahhaa.
i hv t go study hv so many tests this wk, finish up my letters and catch up on my slp or i'll really die soon.
and tmr's stupid gb day.

and its all in th letter of love.

love,xoxo 4:29 PM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

NICOLA;

EHH.
lazy blog.
as in really lazy.
still have physics test t study for.
and letters t write.
phone calls and smses t return.
and sleep t catch up on.
LOL im crazyy.

ehh.you make me sad yet you make me so happy.
im a fool,such a big idiot and yett.
aye, its cos its just you.

&tys m'dears;
piggy =) square =) tim =) shweinhund =) spic =) psychitrist =) peeweee =) locks =) mamas =) joy =) fangs =) val =) stupidstupid =) gy =) kokonutty =) benjamin =) latonia =) jeffery =) maisie =) ehh. cant rmb alr. =x i hv stm =0

love,xoxo 10:06 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

NICOLA;

ive been lazy t blog =)
but i'll blog now =) LOLLL.

had full u on fridayy =x
disgusting uniform and i hv t wear it th whole day nxt monday =x
aft that went carousel with piggy :D maisie came too :D
it was kinda funn hahahhahaha :D th drama rocked :D

sat :D 070707 :DDDD
went clementi macs for lunch wit mamas.
talked bout how ____ were assholes.
went chermaine's church aft that :D
hahaha, watched her perform.
met titus and bolin :D and lincoln :D LOL.
aft that went mamas hse for dinner. hahaha.
rushed thru dinner, rushed t sq's hse.
met timothy and ''all th blackies'' :D hahaha.
we're one a kind okayyy :D LOL.
rushed t aunt beng's.
was supposed t blade bt charm didnt bring her blades T.T
so i ranted bout my suay day t her and watched DOA wit ezra and gang goin eww all over LOL.
went home. then went out again t meet mickey for awhile :D
LOVE! :D and th scary mother's arnd. =0
saturday was definately rush day :D

sunday, church.
was fighting wit charm over brendon urie, ryan ross and th cute groom :D
and ptrick stump's voice is gay LOL.
ehh, my taste is one of a kind :D brendon urie is hott :D
met mickey in th evening. grape marshmallows are love, darhling,

monday (:
felt like killing lim ah gek ytd :D
ehh. i was cursing her t no endd luhh.
she was ''lecturing'' us, telling us bout what stupidd garlicc.
wthh. do i look as if i care how she peels garlic.

tues :D LOLLLL.
hahahaha. wanted t go harbourfront todayyy :D
then eugene was ''pao niu-ing'' LOLL.
quote frm jingfanggg HHAHAAHA.
then went vivo crapped and camwhoored hahahaha.
and weird ppl asked us if they cud take photos of us.
same thing happened at b&j's.
and now our pic's up on th b&j wall LOLL.

square's here :D
we're takin over th hse, nobody else's here :D
LOL. tim was here just now, but he left lol.
ehh im bein counselled since my psychitrist is ''on leave''.

and im turning emo ):
badly turning emo =x
i dunno what t do okay.
dont ask.

iloveyou crayon, wth is goin on?!
and you aint even caring bout me right.
then just kill me.
let me bleed and DIE.

love,xoxo 8:24 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

NICOLA;

LOOKING AT YOU YTD,
I THINK ID DIE WITHOUT YOU.
AND YOU KNOW IT TOO.
EHH.

love,xoxo 12:13 PM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

EH. EHH.
i might just kill myself sometime soon =x
rahh.
how th heck cud i do that man.
or rather, whyd i do that.
zomg =x i felt so stupid, silly wtv.
hahaha. im a maddd person alrrrr.
sch was boring today, boring teachers and theyre nagging.
i almost fell aslp can! LOLL.
aft sch ate ''lunch''. talked t piggy.
he took so long t do his bloody emaths can T.T
then went t watch talent time.
haha. it was super extreme. really gd or really badd =x
left halfway. stupid stupid stupid me.
then thks (or maybe not =x) t jingfang hahahahha.
ayes.
and derric's being gayy T.T
hes ''irritating'' me wit his ps =)
LOLLL. haaha. im getting him hooked t ehh! LOLLLL.

eh.
ehh.
whyd i do that for.whyd i react like that.didnt i tell you alr.but i cant keep t it myself.whatth heck is wrong wit me.

love,xoxo 9:23 PM

Monday, July 02, 2007

NICOLA;

i havent blogged for one wkkkkkkk hahahha.
lolll. im lazy t updateeeee.
so i shall SKIP LOL.
okay, this is totally rubbish.
first wk of sch, th usual.
rush rush rush.
cos not all hw done =x
but i managed t get it done i guess haha.
got pissed at daddy on friday.
he didnt wanna fetch me home ):
sat, went out wit mama.
went sakae, ate pigged out. full.
mama was so funny, she kept thinkin that we died and no one cud see us LOL.
then this waitress came and asked us sth and she gave me that look as if she was madd LOL.
went west coast park.
got lost, someone was a idiot with all his ''oh''s.
church ytdd. supposed t go rollerbladin.
postponed went for lunch wit youth instead.
youthday,
went yatch club playy with sq :DDD
th sun was blazing hot.
thank god for th water. hahah.
but i got all wet =x
LOL.
''ps'' mickey =x cos of irritating ________ =x
sry dude, i owe you =x
then went west coast park with ivan.
played, talked, climbed &spinned :D LOL.
homed.
okay, im seriously lazy t blogg.

okayokay.
im leaving it. let it be. not thinking =) tryin not t =x not an easy task, that.
&you make me happy =) LOLL.

love,xoxo 9:14 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

NICOLA;

hey you.
stop emoing, seriously.
cheer up, i dont want t see you like this.
smile okayokay =)
smile for me.

i miss you spic (: though youre still arnd, okayokay =)
&shweinhund! come backkkk, just hurry up alr =)

love,xoxo 11:02 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

NICOLA;

[edit},200607,

maybe there are some things i dont have t understand, and i dont want t, im just good with th knowing and, youre confusing me, aint you, but i may just hav seen th light in darkness,

youre definately th lighter of my darkness,

{/edit]

sometimes i dont understand, though its not how i want th situation t be, but some things are really complex and hard t comprehend, but all i wanna know is why, th reason for happenings, i wanna know what youre thinking, cos boy, you got me, and i cant help but see that all this is just a reality in a fantasy, its this trail of thoughts that just maybe i shldnt be thinking about, but its caught me in my tracks, its caught me, got me thinking,

love,xoxo 10:34 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

NICOLA;

restarting friends frm season 1 (:
im workin on it (: haha but dont hav much time.
LOLL.

yesterday a clear horizon, now the clouds are rolling in its disappeared, the one thing that ive always believed in, its strange how right now it all seems so unclear, i consult my soul and it tells me that it knows, theres no doubt one day im gonna fly, gotta stand up, dust myself off, just for now, its the end of the road,

when something ends something begins, but now its just the end of the road, when someone loses someone wins, but now its just the end of the road, dont get to fix it if it doesnt break, but now its just the end of the road, when you gotta leave it makes you wanna stay, i know its the end of the road, its the end of the road,

one line can change a story, so sometimes let the line just be unsaid, pride only thinks about the glory, and just the right now and not the days ahead, ive held my breath, walked on shells hoped for the best, what the future holds, i dont know, ive gotta stand up, dust myself off, just for now, its the end of the road,

ive been traveling, get the dust right off the windshield, no one gets the road map to their life,
cause life is so subjective, ill take my pain and i wanna protect it, never blinds me always reminds me, theres so much more to see, at the end of the road,

what are th signs i see, maybe shes in th way, but i know shes not th prob, so what is i really wanna know, ive waited for a whole wk, i wanna see you, but when i do, what gd does it do, it breaks my heart instead, i dont know if i shld break this four yr affair, i thot it ended when it ended but i think it didnt, maybe i shldnt love you, cos if i didnt realize that i really really loved you, now i do, cos i cant help but think of you, and what might happen, its so senile, so childish, so not what i shld be thinking, doing, but does it help, either you or me, maybe its th end of th road, maybe it isnt, but am i gonna be waiting till th sun sets and th world ends, cos i really cant decipher what it is that we have till this day, but i know therell always be this lingering feeling between you and me, and it feels awkward when wére face to face in a crowd, but what happens when wére alone, its a whole different story altogether, cos i really wanna know too, i want th truth and not th suspisions, is it worth it to wait like this, for you, i think so, and although i dont know how much longer im gonna be holding on to this, i think its best that we talk, ultimately, this may be th end if th road, but maybe it wont be.

love,xoxo 7:44 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

NICOLA;

HAHAHAHA.
LOLL. IM MAD AND HIGH, EXCUSE ME (:
anw, was supposed t go piggy's hse today but sth cropped up.
so i think im goin on fri. (:
went shweinhund's hse today instead haha.
we got damn pissed at itunes but i managed t fgure it out (:
and played proj gothem or wtv and call of duty 3.
kept dyin hahaha.

youre coming back in two days,

love,xoxo 8:59 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

NICOLA;

im back! (:
or i WAS back lol.
i finished 10 seasons of friends alrr! (:
like FINALLY HAHAHHA. okay, so i know im lagging.
malacca was funn =) haha. miss church camp.
nice hotel loads of food (:
i think i grew fat! hahaha LOLLL. T.T
went selesa (: ate and lazed arnd.
dry swimming hhhahaha, not so much of wet swimming lol.
didnt see dwayne and warren this time.
&kenneth says he might be comin back (: lol. T.T

damn, my mum thinks i can pry metal, im no superwoman hello.

pictures (:

mummy dearest (:

im waiting for th sunset,

heaven's there,

dont mess with me (:

i'll post th others another time. (:

havent edited them yet no tme :D

&3105♥ one night, yeah, one more time, thks for th memories, even though they werent so great, he tastes like you only sweeter, ♥
thks for everything, everything. i think you know what &how much it means t me, but maybe its th final gdbye or th start of a new beginning.
but its not up t me t decide, ~~im sorry~~, love. has it really dragged on for almost four yrs? i dont wanna know. but i think th answer is yes.

love,xoxo 6:52 PM

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

NICOLA;

dont take me (: LOLL.

tic tac toe, this photo's bloody old.

LOCK =)

fangs (:

MARCUS KOHHHH. this photo's old, old.

PIGGY :D this photo's oldoldold hahahah.

MAMAS! :) HAHAH.

pull th trigger>!

LOLL.

this photos are oldoldold :)

&sammy's sitting nxt to me, splatting his saliva all over my arm.

and calling me a ~~blangah~~banglah and a shweinhund.

dont ask what it means, you wun like it haha.

shit, im just another idiot, you leave me smiling inside out.

love,xoxo 6:31 PM

NICOLA;

hahaha. im at sq's hse (:
goin home soon.
i'll be gone tmr (:
im gonna miss my phone ):
and i'll be back on th 7 june (:

&if its of any consolence t you i'll miss you too ((x
cos spic is LOVELOVE! :D

love,xoxo 4:31 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

NICOLA;

i wanted to blog but i guess laziness got th better of me :D
gonna be in malacca frm 31 may to 2 june, in genting frm 3 june to 7 june :D
hope im still goin bankok, shopping spree! :D
& i shall continue my friends marathon :D
starting season 9; eight seasons down, two more to go! :D

DERRIC HAS WEIRDYWEIRDY HAIRRRRRRR :D

so slice my veins,
&let th romance bleed away,

i wrote 210 times of your name, but is that how much i can love you?

love,xoxo 8:00 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

NICOLA;

im friends marathoning again :D
got back report bk on thurs ):
dont ask man, i got eigth in class.
& guess what my parents said gahh.
went piggy's hse aft that.
i was super scared.
but piggy & derric cheered me up :D
or tried t, not an easy task that.
haha (: tystys guys :D
and my sms bill is bursting like madd hahah.
okay, blame me im lazy. :D

isit me or isit that youre drifting away ): pls tell me ): i wanna knoww>
&my smsing partner in crime you make me happy!(: tys:D

love,xoxo 3:57 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

NICOLA;

IM BACK!
back frm obs (: hahaha.
i hav red spots all over my hands and legs. ):
and im super super tannnnnn (:
hahaha. stupid sandflies.
i miss my watch mates, instructors.
but im so happy to be hommeeee (:
LOL. even smsing partner in crime doesnt like obs (:
LOLL. im slpy(:

went mamas hse on sat (:
wet bugis shopping hahaha.
ate slacked watched tv :D
aft that went to watch tiptoe thru th tombstones (:
supernice play by hwa chong jc hahaha.
went wit piggy met sarah& weixin.
piggy and i were late luh hahaha.
i was high due t lack of sick. haha.
almost twisted my ankle luh lol.
accident prone worsxzs (: hees (:

went to cut hair on sundayyy (:
haha love my hair nowww (:
LOLL. its damn thin hahaha.
i hate thick hair bleaughs.

ytd went mama's hse (:
haha. stupid elearning is a screw up.
gosh it sucked. & my internet's down.
so went daddys office at night.
haha. peace an quiet no noisy bro LOL.

at slpng beauty's hse now (:
dearest psychitrist LOL.
just watched half of scary movie 4.
ate macs, lol. im slpy ):
screw im doin elearning.
or TRYING to. screw th penguin.
not that anyone wud wanna screw her.

smsing partner in crime ! :D

&GOSH, SHES PISSING ME OFF TO NO END. I CANT HELP IT BUT ITS REALLY GETTING AT ME. SHES SO A THORN IN THE SIDE. AND SHE HAS NO ORIGINALITY BLEAUGHS.

im sorry i hung up, but whatd you want me t say? its not exactly a choice i can make. complexity is screwing everything upp.

love,xoxo 4:13 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

NICOLA;

OBS TMR!):
NO PHONE FOR FIVE DAYS ):
I'LL BE BACK ON TH 18 OF MAYY(:

im gonna miss you so, but do you even care?
your love is all i need, but whats th point if you dont even think about me.

love,xoxo 8:52 PM

Saturday, May 12, 2007

NICOLA;

obs lumut and brunei ppl are gone ):
10 days ): and local is in TWO DAYS.
im so dead. im so dreading it.
so not looking forward to th toilets.
packed finished, well almost, except for th stuf i need tmr.
haha. met square just now. played wit maggi mee LOL.
stupid fire wudnt off. or gas thingy wtv.
haha. burnt and taa-taa maggi! LOLL. :D
and th stupid paper caught fire and i was screaming like a mad person.
LOL. scared th whole hse caught fire =.=
gosh, im dumb =x HAHA.
goin rollerblading tmr (: yay. ^^
& its weird, but i kinda miss bolin, my mama-san haha.

love,xoxo 10:02 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

EVERY WORD YOU SAY PISSES ME OFF.
SO SHUT UP. YOU IGNORANT THING.
GOSH, DO YOU EVEN KNOW YOUR OWN FAULTS?
IF NOT, DONT TALK BOUT OTHERS'.
HAVE A NICE LIFE. OH WAIT,
DO YOU EVEN HAVE ONE?
OHNO, I ASSUME NOT.

love,xoxo 10:06 PM

WAHHHHHHHH.
I FAILED AMATHS!
SURPRISE SURPRISE! ):
IM SO DEADD LUH.
actually my other results are okayy (:
but kinda sadddddd):
we aimed to mug and score high and now.
its like, i failed amaths. RAHHHHH!
I KNEW IT LUH. i just knew it ):
i knew id fail amaths. and emaths is supposed t be one of my gd subjs.
so can anyone tell me where's th link?
goshh. i said i wudnt fail anything in sec3.
but i did. ): but somehow, just SOMEHOW.
i think th term 2 marks will pull me up to a pass at least.
bleaghs. dont wanna talk bout it.

love,xoxo 9:52 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

NICOLA;

okay, friends marathon againnnn(:
haha. colourless at that if you know what i mean ^^
im so addicted to friends, (: haha.
almost finishing th forth season alrr.
but i cant watch anything for th WHOLE of nxt wk.
im so dreading obs. ): sighh.
but im dreading tmr moreee):
getting papers and marks baqq_):
DIEE. im so gonna DIE. those papers were killers.
except maybe for chem. but youd nvr know.
goshh. im so deaddd luhhs. ):
anw, today watched friends wit piggy th whole day,
well prctically lol. but th tv or wtv screwed up.
haha. pizza (: &hes such a loser.
hes scared of th guy on th phone haha.

i think i practically miss you.
but does that even make sense,
aft all ive done ~~for~~ to you?
sometimes i wish i nvr had a heart,
that wud make things so much easier.
i dont want t hurt you again,
neither do i want t go thru all that again.
its so like DE JAVU.

LOL>! ^^

its th letter im writing t you, t be burned awayy.

love,xoxo 8:58 PM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

NICOLA;

zomg. some ~~bitches~~ are so bloody ~~ugly~~.
like YUCKS. does she even know how to take photos?
NO. three ppl alr TOLD me. and i didnt say anything first.
LOL. okay, nvm hahah. i cant stand it anymore lol.
went shopping early in th morning with mummy (:
haha. made her buy like, everything. ^^
went to clementi to meet piggy, doro, joy, bolin.
bolin was late AGAIN. whats new? =.= lol.
but at least he didnt make us wait 2hrs like last time.
haha. in th end went holland. aft so long.
ate at bk =.= &bolin kept whining bout th wireless can?^^
aft that went bukit batok wit bolin.
met 'lil drummer boy lol. went bowling.
okay, now im SO tired. and slpy.
when i got home slept a while.
daddy caled didnt pick up thot i was being rebellious.
like whatever, seriously. LOL.
okay, square ROCKS.(:
OHSHITTTTTTTTTTT AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

love,xoxo 9:20 PM

your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
this idle hour just wont pass,
ive never missed you this much,
never thought i would,
didnt think youd feel so far away,
your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway,
autumns amber red shadows dance,
i miss our midnight rides, on highway eighteen, eighteen is gone,
so go past the lights and all the excuses,
you could have left, sincerely yours,
dont you think its obvious that i want to say more,
but anything too daring to say to you,
will be said in this letter, then burned away,
so you never realize, im here,
im thinking of your vague reply,
so i can understand, why we put this at rest,
why we forget to, say that we were leaving,
and say that we were sorry,
the past remains unspoken, as this vacant night is dying,
but i still miss your summer perfume,
this cold air brings in such a distance to us, such a painful distance.
but im still waiting for you to say, you hate me now,
so i don't have to, hold on to this burning heart,
this burning heart is getting old, its getting old,
while sitting on this cold kitchen floor, head down to hide the tears,
ive realized, ive finally realized,
that you were never, you were never meant, for me.

love,xoxo 8:13 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007

NICOLA;

7 hours friends marathon.(:

HAHAHS. im addicted t friends. thks to piggy lol.

i got joylynn and lockeys addicted too! (: iROCK so bad can.

haha,im influencial lol (: okay, its not difficult t influence someone.

esp t like friends heh. LOL.

slacked loads & i love locks LOL!

lazy to blog.

frm saturday (:

we dont like you that much. ahha.

its our reflection youre looking at.

im not emo, at least goin to not be (:

love,xoxo 9:19 PM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

NICOLA;

goshes. today was a day of mixed emotions. =x
a day of fun spoilt by sadness. ):
anw, woke up, slacked arnd was like a ghost town wit nobody at home =.=
watched 'friends'. didnt watch th time.
left hse late. went eunice's hse. ate lunch.
talked about stuff abit. then watched a lil of 'th champion'.
gosh, i havent watched that show in ages.
then went tb. bought some stuff.
played arcade. & you know what? we totally sucked at air hockey =/
and you know what eunn did when she played th car racing?
it was SUPER funny. her car cudnt move and she kept changing th gear.
while it was on AUTO =.= and she was like shit my car cant move cant move.
and all that time she was stepping on th brake. like =.=!
and we were making hell of a noise luh.
there was this old man with his grandkid, like staring at us.
anw, we went bugis aft that. was supposed t go bugis street.
cos she wantd go see him play basketball. heh.
but in th end went for an expedition of boon lay =.=
we prac walked like, half of NTU luh!
thks to ____ =x (okay, eunn said put a dash instead, so i did =.=)
anw, watched them play basketball a while.
we both emoed on th way baq to mama's hse.
&mama! dont ever EVER blame yourself for what happened okay? he alr said it wasnt your fault. you didnt do anything wrong alright!
ate dinner watched tv, her daddy sent me home.

please send me medicine for a broken heart.
memories could drown me, but love would steer me thru.
you dont even care, so why th heck shld i?

love,xoxo 10:19 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

NICOLA;

MIDYRS ARE OVER! except for d&t but who cares.

LOL. im SO dreading checking scripts day.

cos i dont wanna know my marks. ):

&i didnt go online for th past 6 days, i think.

amaths was a total killer. i dont even know why i bothered.

im SO dead. ms lee just kiled my brains.

went holland for subway like early in th morning.

wit piggy, joy & fang. haha. nothing was open can?

went piggy's hse with joylynn today for friends marathon.

i didnt think youd get all touchy about it, cause i thot you didnt care.

haha. laughed like maddd LOL. then continued at joy's hse.

ordered macs AGAIN. i think th macs person is gonna get sick of me.

LOL. went home aft dinner.

camwhooredddd (: over th last wk or so. didnt blog LOL.

we MUGGED okayy. (:

emo shit. we dont need YOU.

val , nic , eun ,

shadow of our lives.

the rest of the photos are with joyy. and manda. and eunn. hahas.

im keep sayin i'll stop thinkin but cant do it. i just cant.

my burning heart's bleeding, turning cold of emotions.

you could have left, sincerely yours.

love,xoxo 9:50 PM

Friday, April 27, 2007

NICOLA;

i wanted to post properly today since ive been so lazy lately.

but now i feel lazy again. and i need to mugg.

lol. like real, i do, but who cares.

midyrs started today HAIS. but only english.

zomg, i think im obsessed with CRAYONs. diediedie.

today was havoc. so was ytd. but everything's okay.

well, ALMOST everything. i guess? actually not really.

SIGH. whatever happens i'll still love all of you (:

went joy's hse today. for amaths tuition.

slacked, talked, slept, camwhoore, emoed.

crayoncrayoncrayoncrayoncrayoncrayon.

haha, th word of th wk is seriously LAG/ LAGGING/ LAGGER!

HAHA. see, bolin, i put it there alr (: LOL.

i think i cud hav had easily used it more than a hundred times this wk.

everything and everybody is lagging to me.

even my dadd said im lag-obsessed LOL.

emo shit.

im thinking of you but isit all i can do is THINK.

your msges are like DIAMONDS.

but its that i cant let go.

love,xoxo 9:54 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

NICOLA;

LOL! i did th most um DUMB thing ytd! goshhh!

like seriously. and guess what happened today, say.

fangs kept saying ________ was cute.

and guess what,? he became her ''boyfriend'' LOL.

okay nvm.

went JE after sch haha. eunn went to meet SOMEBODY LOL!

camwhoore!(:

retarded.

I DONT LIKE YOU.

MUGGERS/ GEEKS T.T

love!

EVIDENCE OF MUGGING ><

EUNN. &.(:

SQUARE IS LOVE! FORGET CRAYONN! I CANT):

gosh, im SO gonna kill ________ tmr. hes SO SCREWED.

all his fault, now i see orange! arghhhhh. LOL.

AYES, IM EMOTIONALLY unstable according to SOMEBODY.

you cut my wrist and killed my heart.

love,xoxo 10:08 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

NICOLA;

WHAT THE HECK DID I JUST DO LIKE ONE HR AGO?!
AHHHH. IM SERIOUSLY NOT THINKING LAA.

love,xoxo 10:26 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

NICOLA;

HAHAH. went joylynn's hse today. AGAIN. lol.

camwhoored like madd (: hahas. studied a lil.

we're HANGING ((x LOL!

NIC & JOY! (:

BNJ(: BEN AND JERRY'S !(: LOLL.

BOLIN. NIC. JOY.

ONE TWO THREE ASCENDING (: T.T

WE ROCK CAN.

IM SO FORGETTING CRAYONS ALR.

SOFT TOYS ARE LOVE!

joy's study table +plus bolin ^^

THE GHOST.

gosh blogger is lagging hahas.

im lazy to blog. boo. HAHA.

love,xoxo 10:03 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

NICOLA;

these CRAYONs just colour my SQUARE world!
i cant think. its like a mind block.
these thoughts are hogging my mind when i know they shldnt.
goshes, is this what my life has come to?
its so in th way. just THERE. and i cant seem to forget it.
or get rid of it. just like th ppl arnd me ask me to.
but its easier said than done, definitely.
every time im about to take half a step forward, sth pulls me backward.
its like a string, that'll nvr let go.

love,xoxo 11:43 PM

NICOLA;

woke up late this morningg! ):
rush like mad. was supposed to meet square at 10am can!
in th end made him wait till 11plus pm.
and i took th wrong bus luh =.=
i took 143 instead of 183! cos i was rushing like madd.
i think my eyes are really cock mann.
then i had to leave early somemore.
&then aft that my dad sent me to bb mrt.
was super early luh. th both of them still at home ^^
then they askd me not to be late like =.=!
aft that joy came with charis. but charis went somewhere.
then joy &i had to wander arnd for ONE HR to wait for bolin luh.
and we were so blind, cudnt find th macs. LOL!
laughed like shit luh, supposed to study.
what did we do? pPLAY. play first, study later LOL.
chatted online, blasted music, played audi, koped songs haha.
and when we were listening to ______ play guitar on th fone,
i suddenly thot of square. and crayon. AHH. so similar like SHIT.
GOSHES! studied a LIL in th end LOL.
crapped arnd, laughed my stomach out ^^
got joyy addicted to tong hua T.T hahas.^&cannon in D!(:
hais told bolin some stuff on th shuttle bus.
burdened him wih my probs too LOL.
he can be like some psychological helper or whatever luh.
haha, hes gd lol. makes you happy HAHA.
kept thinkng on th ride home. emo-ed laa.):

&JOYY! TYS FOR HELPING ME MAKE MY TAGGY LOL.
im a lazy pigg T.T

whosaidwhosaidicantbesuperman?

LOCK'S TALKING BOUT MAKING CAKE AND ICING! LOL!

love,xoxo 9:30 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007

NICOLA;

somebody tell me whyy i could EVER think this why.
you know how many times i saw him today? of all days, girl.
i cant stop thinking, i dont know what to do!
&tys joy for photoshopping square's photo(:
ilove it luh! nvm th words haha. val's prob gonna kill me lol.
went scuba diving todayy. kept forgetting to breathe out LOL.
i kept breathing in and n but somehow i had no breath.
then realized i didnt breathe out like GAY T.T
slept on th bus. long ride back home.
crapped like mad wit maisie, was like a drunkard or sth.
was mad and high, tryin t forget my probs.
tmr goin joy's hse. study wit bolin and her.
then jam awhile, photoshop & she wants to audi hahas.
camwhooreeeee :D hais. i cant help thinking of it.
i just cant. its like, crayon!! BUT. i know i shldnt.
okay whatever. its so irritating. GO AWAY!
square, crayon; my mind is in a whirl.

love,xoxo 9:06 PM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

NICOLA;

damned. just when i didnt want to think abt it. you just had to say it. you had to, right? you knew th answer, you knew you did. but you just had to make me think of it again. my thoughts are mixed up, my feelings are too. gosh.

goshes my life is in a big mess.
just like almost everyone else luhs.
i dont know what to think, what to realize.
and mama's in a big mess too. hais):
i msged hongkonger for her today.
hes so slow! i can bang my head on th wall pls.
but i think i got th msg across though.
&when we were eatin lunch, guess who walked in of all ppl.
hoyy's teddy LOL.
ilovemyslowbraineddiary (: yourockayes.

love,xoxo 8:51 PM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

NICOLA;

goshes zomg, my mind is mixed up, in a mess.
emo day for everybody. joyy cried.
im gonna say goodbye to emo-ness soon.
gonna just let it all go.

&ilovemyslowbraineddiary! tystystys!(:

love,xoxo 8:27 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

NICOLA;

gosh, th whole wide world is sad, emo, brokenn):
emo wk dammit. everyones sad & emo.
but i shall not talk about shit like stuff.
gonna focus on happier things and no more emo-ing arnd.(:
ben&jerry's day! lol. i LOVE chunkymonkey. CHUNKYMONKEY (:
went vivo wit maisie, fangs, tim &clerance.
three fairsians, one RI-ian & ACS(I)-ian, like wth.
smart ppl wit um, not so smart ppl(:
they were so crap luh, changing badges and all hahas.
went superdog and we all stared at fangs eat her food.
turns out fangs is even more disgusting than tim.
went maisie darhling's hse, koped songs (:
her brother's so.. um? indesbribable.^^
watch a lil hana kimi. was supposed to study can?
and i think i pissed her maid off. =x
and my wound hasnt healed! its so gross.

sometimes i wish i didnt love you so much, cuase it hurts real bad.

love,xoxo 8:16 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

NICOLA;

im gonna smile & be high and make ppl laugh again!

i shall not be so sad anymores (:

hees. im gonna be mugging real hard and STOP thinking!

midyrs are in 11days): DIE! but must jiayou luhs. hais.

today was tiring. tried to SMILE (: hahas.

went to do th handprints at th wall, (:

camwhoored a lil. wit fang, eunn, joy, lele-rie(: and ryan, EXTRA :D

haha, and lele-rie tried doin th murder thing on me.

but i looked retarded): i dont wanna look retarded, no.

came home to mugg hard! my brain's gonna explode!^^

thankyous to m'dears who tried to cheer me up yes :)

square, slow brain, piggy, eunn, joy, jingfang, bolin, maisie, kenneth, peewee, maybe gy. +charm &chris.

maucks i love you people!(:

&lol! joy photoshopped th pics AGAIN.

i like this pphoto hahas.

we look retarded and disfigured haha.

purple! go ROYAL!(:

my diary 2007(:

love,xoxo 8:44 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

NICOLA;

yaye(: i look like wentworth miller!

i look high and happy, but on th inside im broken, dying, im in escapism, and i miss you so.

love,xoxo 5:33 PM

Friday, April 13, 2007

NICOLA;

ilove this edited/phtoshopped pretty photo!^^

like a rose trampled on th grnd, you took th fall, and thot of me above all

goshes. friday th thirteen.

maybe its th psychology. like how you think and all.

first thing in th morn at arnd 1am, that was life-changing.

then went to sch was so down. guy , all i can think is you.

then the thing wit her, like she expects me to go down on my knees^^

then went opposite aft sch raining, soaked my shoes &socks.

fell down in th rain. slipped and fell. skinned my knee

its still ''watering'', water dripping frm th wound. yucks.

then doro called me, said ms mano gonna kill me.

cos i ~~ponned~~ didnt go for english.

but in th end cleared it up, wit my skinned knee.

everything happens for a reason i guess.

went g.o., joylynn dropped her phone. spoilt. cudnt on.

and that was th first time she dropped her phone.

and val's phone dropped a million times before. weird.

then val's phone cudnt call out. then kept goin blank.

like, everything went wrong. or maybe its th way you look at things.

addicted to two songs today. thks to joylynn tannnnnn. &gb PAD.(:

above all, & if we hold on tgtr. (: th land before time song.

gb PAD was not badd(: was so touching luh, natania & steffi.

&kept singing th above all song durin amaths class.

and ms lee kept askin joylynn &i to stop talkin like, wth.

ate loads, reached home LATE, tiredd.

and my gross wound is still ''watering'', yuckys,

i'll nvr forget you, you'll always mean sth to me. its just th end of a chapter but th start of a new chapter. i'll always rmb everything we've had tgtr, th love, joy, peace, laughter, toot &harmony. we'll continue to live on strong yeah? dont let it affect our studies, midyrs just like we promised. no more repeatition of today. i'll nvr forget th trust we had, th trust you so willingly put in me. you were and still are more than you cud ever imagine to me. and i still love you so.

love,xoxo 10:30 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

NICOLA;

far east day photos !:D

NIC , JOY , !

WHITE sunglasses!~(:

JOY , NIC ,!

RETRO SUNNIES! :D

NICC , JOYY , FANG , !

dresses are love! hahas.

NICC , FANG , JOYY ,

cabbing!(:

love,xoxo 9:35 PM

NICOLA;

im tired slpy grouchy and feeling so dumb.
hais. LOCKS sry luh): really sry okays.
arghh im not gonna care about anything else anymore.
sheesh. ate lunch aft sch, so funny luhs what twit th person at th table.
lol. i feel lazy. i miss you, you slow brained diaryy!

love,xoxo 8:33 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

NICOLA;

goshes i love camwhooreee HAHAS.
today was crazy day(: helped me forget that midyrs are in 16 days):
okay, whatever about that haha, im so tryin my best to MUG alr.
gay thing happened aft sch lols.
went toilet, (with our drinks =.=) wonder who thought of that idea =D
gross anw, so joylynn & i stood outside th toilet, waited for th xiu jie inside(:
and suddenly from no where, came this ~~retarded~~ guy.
know what he did? he stole the DUSTBIN COVER. =.=!
YES, the DUSTBIN cover. th one outside th toilet.
then he started running away, as if he stole something.
and of all things th DUSTBIN COVER!^^
joylynn &i were laughin like shit hahas it was funny laaa.
then he ran into this girl who ''purposely'' ran in his way, which is as retarded.
but aft that he walked back and some cleaner had to carry th cover back.
funny shit luh HHAAHA :D wait, am i even makin sense? T.T
LOL. then went far east, crapped on th bus REALLY LOUD^^
bitched bout certain ppl. hees. and talked bout primary sch days =.=
went bk eateateat(: joylynn called me a piggggggg): haha.
she said i ate th most LOL. but they ate FATS.^^
went to get th class jacket/ pullover done. as in th design stuffs.
alcinda came for a while, literally. lol?.
actually jingfang did everything, joylynn &i were camwhoor-ing away.
while fang was ''S? or M? or L?'' -ing away xD
sunglasses and caps!(: dresses and tubes! :D
hahas. you shld hav seen th mess that the changing rm was in luh.
it was SHIT. 3 ppl canned in a changing rm sucks okay.
and th woman asked us not to somemore. haha.
we were laughing like shit, and i thot th dress was spoilt =.=
okay, whatever. its just me(: lol, not th dress. hhas.
i'll upload th pics another day, theyre wit joylynn.
photoshopping and cropping (: YAYE! T.T
cabbed back to sch took bus hme.
no piano today yays(: lol.
i miss slow brain alot.
feels weird without his voice disturbing me haha.

love,xoxo 8:35 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

NICOLA;

goshes, finally changed th format link everything aft like how longg.
hahas. whee, im tired. slpy. still suffering frm lack of sleep.
dang, my dad just nagged at me. get off th internet now!^^
ohoh. know what me and sarah did today? hahas, barah i mean (:
haha, we were playin with Bs in chem class lol.
sarah started to yi bei, then we started adding on^^
then barah bu bong ,
then boylynn ban booi bhien ,
&she gave me THAT look, like whatever haha.
she said it sounded like bolin, but bolin wasnt there.
he signed out, heh. everyone's getting th fever bug.
then bunice bun bui bin ,
then byan ban bei bao ,
okay, everybody dont giv me that =.= look.
now you can see how bored i am in chem class.
all thks to th stupid botoxx. boringg. hahas.
si min, babe! take care yeah? even though youre discharged alr.
ohhs and i got A1 for both my emaths and amths tests(:
same marks haha. yayeeee :D lols im happy^^
and i burnt my hand durin sp today): hurts luh.
i cant sms properly yknow shit can.
and gabriel was playin wit th big srew ^^ ahhas.
went imm wit piggy aft sp today.
hahas. stupid baseballs and rugby balls lol.
just had dinner with weird relatives, gradparents came back today.
back to my sleep.(: im lazy to study! rah!

love,xoxo 9:28 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

NICOLA;

so you stole my heart , and wrote me a ransom letter.
GOSHES!:D im tiredddddd. tiring wkendd.
went ecp on thurs. for sch funD-raising thing.
did sandcastle. we got first prize in in sec3(:
went piggys hse aft that. watched FRIENDS:D
FREINDS FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS!:D
lol. im watchin it now hees (:
anw, aft that went nydc holland for lunch.
saw primary sch teachers, but that was not that bad.
went vivocity aft that, saw secondary sch teachers.
ms ong, ms tan, ms reena and some others luh.
went home. slept late. really late. whose fault?
indian tortoise luh, (: aka evil owner (: aka slow brain (:
haha. we talked super long luhs. lols. super slpy.
ytd went for youth camp camp. hahas.
had amazing race. walked frm one end of ecp to th other.
slept only 2hrs.(: went blading at 4am in th morning(:
wen bladin this morning at 7am(: blading obsession :D
ilove ROLLERBLADING! mikhal rocks at it luh! hahas.
went charms' hse aft breaking camp.
not enuf slp, was super high. so was everyone else luh.
kept singing ransom letter. addicted to it.
slp on th train, th bus. so tired. came home. slept. (:
haha. talkin to th SLOW BRAIN. so irritatingv :D
>LaughOutLoud,

love,xoxo 8:34 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

NICOLA;

she's like, so WHATEVER:D
nanenanenana you cannot catch me(:^^
lol im high.(: new tv has arrived!=.=
and i just realized im gonna be building sandcastles for two days in a row.
at the SAME place. hahas how stupid.
amaths test was easier than expected.
so, so, SO much easier(:
now locks is makin me watch naruto hahas.
touching episode 76! but i wun cry like kylie did.
physics test was so-so, other than th calculate friction thng.
and emaths test was a ''killer''. hais.
lets just say, for once amaths was easier than emaths surprisingly.
and im sitting nxt to an obsessed maths GENIUS.
GOSHES!:D

love,xoxo 8:49 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

NICOLA;

cause our lips, can touch. and our cheeks, can brush.
church today. felt so stupid after i got conned.
conned no, not once, nor twice. but TRICE!
same trick somemore what th heck hahas.
CHEAT MY FEELINGS!
hahas. that just reminded me of p5 campp.
but i didnt get trick th 4th and 5th times(:
maybe cos they werent th same trick lol.
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS :D
went for lunch th ex s11 place.
went back to church for youth meeting.
went wit charms to marina square to meet parents. homed.
youth camp on friday at east coast.
three east coast days in a row; thurs fri sat, wth.
i'll prob become east coast's number one fan aft that^^
my grp has all th nice ppl(: BUT..*
hahas. jh, jessy, bryan, zaien, caile +me =.=
gosh its back to sch tmr. my time is flying all away):

if i were dying, wud you do anything to save me?
WITHLOVE!

love,xoxo 7:54 PM

Saturday, March 31, 2007

NICOLA;

do you feel like a man when you push her around?
do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
went dover for lunch aft sch ytd.
had gb, had to apologize to 3rd coy for not goin for drill comp.
according to ms ong, loads of ppl didnt go, esp sec3s.
crapped loads with maisie laughed till my stomach ached, as usual(:
aft gb, was at busstop, my mum called.
offered to pick me up. sent maisie hme.
had dinner. slacked. fought with brother. slept.
whee just bought new tv^^ lols.
went airport to get daddy just now(:
he went perth for one wk. hahas.
he bought like damn alot of things. 31kg overload hahas.
shit luh, monday hav physics test, emaths test. tues hav AMATHS!):
GOSH, im scared of amaths! i dont wanna fail anything this yr!
and so far i havent but amaths is so SHIT. stupid lg.
i hav to mugg MUGG!): midyrs in 31 days..? or was it 30?
ah, whatever. damn those tests.
off to eat my dinner +lovely haagendas lemon sorbet!
its my current new addiction :D

&gy, i know your dirty lil secret too hahas.

WITHLOVE!

love,xoxo 7:32 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

NICOLA;

our lips can touch.(:
yesterday was wednesdayyyy, today is thurrrsday!=.=
went holland bk ytd.(: stupid rain! made us wet luh.
sry jingfang, abused your bks hahas(: browned wrapped parcels LOL.
and eunn kept screaming when lightning &thunder struck.
made me scream also lol. scream until didnt see th cat.
LOL. black cat(: we love mushroom swiss :D
we talked and crapped and crapped and talked^^
then aft that went back to schh wit eunn(: EHS. deaf!:D
god is our father, and he has made us his children.
made jesus our brother, hand in hand we'll walk together as ONE!(:
mag got me addicted to that^^ was singing arnd durin eng class today.
hhahas and what wit th whoom papa whoom papa whoom papa HAHA.
THE LION SLEEPS TONIGHT!(: gabriel's voice is damn low luh.^^
haha im damn random today :D
went eat ''lunch'' aft sch as usual wit all. (:
father i will run to you, youre my rock, my shield and my stronghold.

WITHLOVE!<3

love,xoxo 8:42 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

NICOLA;

ihold th key to both realities.

yo dudes(:
hahas.
whoo i didnt go for amaths ytd either(:^^
didnt go for r&d spore poly just now.
had SLIGHT fever, but whatever hahas.
played some water fountain thingy in chem lab todayy.
botox was so borin, and she didnt care anw.
bolin was fiddling wit the trio taps haha.
so i went to create a musical fountain.(:
wit no music or colour whatsoever.^^
then joylynn and i started talkin bout how crappy th sentosa musical fountain is.
and how ugly that woman's face is too. heh.
so its a gd thing theyre gonna do away wit it aka DESTROY it :DD
LOL. i feel destructive now, somehow. hahas.
and ms lee has a GREAT freaking prob.
everything +PLUS attitude. sheesh.
my mum rather me go for tuition than her STUPID lesson my problem isit.
like who wants to go for her freakin lesson luhs.
blehhs, she spoils my mood. ahh. 34 days to midyrs.
DIE. ahh. d&t test tmrr. theory is HORRIBLEE.
and i owe sch teachers three letters alr. hahs.
gb drill comp letter, amaths letter, r&d letter(:

doro! what if i said that i DID go up to xiaobailian and..

((: hahas. come kill me(: see if u daree lol.

i feel high but not exactly either. hahas.

and i realized everything ppl tell me or whatever i say.

i'll go ''HAHA'' somehow. hehs.

i like this photo(:

though i look somewhat retarded.

eunn's WHITE specs. hahas :DD

im officially in love with WHITE so dont mind me(:

isit me or is the wworld just SUPER ULTRA slow todayy.==

hahas. parallel universe,(: lol i cudnt even spell it.

but neither cud squaree haha(: and u took ur olvls alr. shakes head==

LOSER:D LLLL!(:

lets quote maisie!(:

DANSON IS HOT AND WUZUN IS CUTERR!:D

love,xoxo 7:41 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

CHERYL;

I'M SO SORRY FOR ALMOST LOSING YOUR MATHS BOOK!
i left nicola's maths exercise book in the chemistry classroom.
sorrysorrysorry!
left it under the table and completely forgot about it.
damn, my memory is going downhill!

whees, i got new internet connection that is so damn fast!
the modem guy just left.
i skipped Amaths extra class.
told her i needed to be home because the modem guy is coming and there is nobody at home.
not a complete lie, nono. its a half-truth!
the modem guy is really coming, just that my mum is home.

I'm listening to RAIN! hahas.

I LOVE MY OXYGEN BABY!

love,xoxo 7:46 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

NICOLA;

its something i cant deny.
booyah! hahas.

im backk. aft not goin online for two days(:
actually im lazy to post now. but nvm luh.
hees. tests are nxt wk!): noooo^^
and midyrs are in exactly 38days.. i think.
hahahs. not gd, but ohwells whatever it is.
maybe i'll start muggin. not maybe. MUST. but BUT. hais.
ytd went lunching wit doro locks eunn and gang.
hahas. doro and her chicken +tomyam mixture.
you can hav it none for me tys. hahas.
played BINGO durin recess again :D
th guys had their napfa. so we didnt(:
doro and her usual 13. hahas.
and piggy sprained his ARM. hand, whichever.
hahas. and th chinese medicine stinks.
thats what you get frm playin lousy soccer instead of basketball.
basketball ROCKSSS. hahas, maybe im biased cos square plays it.(:
aft sch u know what EUNICE FUN did?
shes so gonna DIE for it. meis youre so screwed i tell u.
went dover for 'lunch'. if you call that lunch.
and we saw him and eunn didnt! until until HAHA.
eunn youre dumbdumb luhhs(:
even maisie saw him i think and you didnt.
OHOH and we saw THEM ultra shock can. but maybe its not.
reached sch late for roll call. run like madd.
lucky ms ong not there yet.
or else can serve our heads on platter alr.
i want my nerdy white specs foto mummys(:
nat! what th heck did i do luh):
~~ilookedat______andyouwerestaringstraightbackatmewhatthheckwasithinkingbutthatsbesidesthpointright~~?

love,xoxo 7:26 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

NICOLA;

&ilove the song 出口 CHU KOU(:
by 飞轮海 FEI LUN HAI. hahas.

love,xoxo 9:55 PM

NICOLA;

its a long ride back to reality.
holidays are like so short last day alr):
sry too lazy to post th last few days hahas.
shall update noww.(:

110307 (sunday)
went far east plaza.(:
go see fang & nattarat and some others paint postboxxy.
met eunn mummys there. chris came along.
hahas. eunn was 'forced' to eat a bk WHOPPER. like wth.
she ate halfway, we got sent to borders by fangs.
wanted us to buy permennt marker^^
but we side track abit went to wisma. topshop.
i got to see HIM(: ahhaha. but HongKongers are better(:
aft that fangs got interviewed by some ppl.
stay super ultra long. and eunn got scared by THAT ant xDD

120307 (monday)
went sebana with ngis :D
hees:) that place is nice(: BIG. but buggy): kinda.
played angsana hunting 'game'. LOADS of fun.
HEART-shaped(: hees. got darker. as usual(:
ilove crab eggs !(:^^

130307 (tuesday)
sebana!:D
went surfing.(: love th wavessss :D
went swimming under th HOT sun. ugly tan lines):
met uncle colin !(: by coincidence.? or maybe i just didnt know.
went jet skiing! BLOODY LOAD OF FUN. hahas.
shack out.

140307 (wednesday)
sebana !:DD +went home luhh.
took so long to find th place we wanted to eat lunch.
its a long ride back to reality:D

150307 (thursday)
initially went queensway sc wit mum.
aft that met square(: walked arnd queensway.
went ikea(: ahahahs. the stupid heart-toheart.
like how the heck are u supposed to connect th doll? =D
u almost strangled me wit th bloody snake! (note th accent:D)
fluffy legless snakes on strike!=DD
muacks squaree:D
piggy!
IOU IOU IOU IOU IOU IOU IOU IOU IOU IOU
(im lazy to type th rest): sry!)

160307 (friday)
went vivo for lunch wit maisie darhling(:
ahahhs. ate yoshi. walked arnd. laughed lke mad.
&literally, laughed like mad. jaws hurt like hell loads. =DD
aft that we went to orchard mrt to meet eunn mummys:D
we were late so made her waitt. sry mamas.(:
then went borders supposed to meets fangs there at 3pm.
but guess what? she hadnt even left her hse. ^^!
so we walked to heeren first. but when we got there, she arrived.
she was at borders.^^ so had to walk back. ! know how far that is!
exercise routinee.): hahas. slimming package =.=!
walked back to heeren AGAIN. took neos(:
talked, crapped, laughed shopped loads(:
i spent like, almost $100? also dunno on what.
bought new stuff(: hahas. hees.
darlin'licious; with LOVE!<3(:
OHOH you know what eunn mummys did to me at heeren?!
she is SO DEAD. hahas. SOSO DEAD.(:
after that went shopping wit fangs cos eunn & maisie had to go seperate ways.
white bags are LOVE !(: right fang? HEES.
aft that went to queens condo.
ywav bbq(: but i didnt stay long hahas.
that timmy guy is nice though haahs.
tired, wearing skirt, legs ache. SO GO HOMEE(: lol.

170307 (saturday)
went out wit ______ in th late morning.(:
& for lunch(: hahas. wheees^^
aft that went to rahrah's hse:DD
had loads of fun. watched mr fix-it.(:
um. th shows abit.. sick? but okay storyline hhahas.
talked loads(: we love 8days cuties yes? =D
i love her sister :D super ultra niceeeee (: hees.
went home for dinner wit th tveeeee (:

went marina square today for lunch.
wit aunt beng, essy, zw and all(:
haha, stupid lego land ((x
oohs, zw is th most xiu jie in church worrxxzzs HAHA.
lets see how u survive there and then ! lol
whees i just had pepper lunch.
FULL TO TH BRIM.(:

withLOVE !<3

love,xoxo 4:24 PM

CHERYL;

IT'S CASE SENSITIVE!

love,xoxo 3:03 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

NICOLA;

PIGGY !
IOU IOU x100 !
i'll type th rest another day !

&zw ! now you know what it feels like huh !:D
tys for saving me frm yknowyknow (:

love,xoxo 8:44 PM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

NICOLA;

BOO !
IM BACKK.(:

ahaha. lazzy to blogg.
&zw ! i know your dirty lil secret :D
you too nat !(: haha.

WITH LOVE !<3

love,xoxo 8:16 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007

CHERYL.;

GOT ME A NEW PHONE! got it yesterday.
yippeeees, i can do video calling now because the phone supports 3G.
anyway, today is ZOODAY.
in farfarfar away land, the zoological garden lay.
the purple and pervertic animals are ready to pounce at any visitors.
okay, its a stupid joke shared with someone else. hahas.
and you know what? its so early in the morning and i'm home alone.
i realize i like to come online in the morning...its very quiet and all. weirdness alert!
anyway, signing out on friday was real utter crap.
i was seriously unwell at first, then when i sign out, i want o-k-a-y already.
but heck. its a good excuse to skip gb anyway.
i mean, i already skip last week, can't anyhow skip this week again rights?
sign out at 11am plus, but i met dan at 12pm. HAHAS.
just turn in yet another letter. wahahahahas. this is so fun!
okays, TATAS alreadys. LOVELOVES! =)

love,xoxo 9:45 AM

Friday, March 09, 2007

NICOLA;

ohmytian, yi ge GAY yi ge HUA HUA GONG ZI:D

last day of termm. one wk of ~~holiday~~doing homework.
loads to do. and first three days are gone.
midyrs are starting on the last day of april.
which means im supposed to be muggin.
but what am i doin? SLEEPING. haha.
randomnessness !:D
played BINGO during pe today((:
eunice mummy, dorothea, joylynn, me and ryan had nothing to do.
so guess what ! play BINGO lor !(:
and they kept sayin its an oldies game.
but its fun luh !(: hahas.
and doro loves the UNLUCKY number 13. hahas.
ponned gb today. actually not ponned luh.
cos i had cramps and headache. yeah right.
and somemore today have enrollment. hav to stand under hot sunn.
and the whole thing is until 9.15pm. so longg luh.
so i didn’t go(: was so scared ms ong catch me luh !=.=
sunday we’re goin to far east !> (:
see fang paint the STAMP postbox. plus nattarat. and um. cant rmb.
haha. camwhore galore, if i can rmb to bring the cam, that is.

kenneth ! dont be sad luhs(:
and youd better not get me into hot soup.
or youre so GONNA REGRET IT.
though i think its an um. cannot make it situation.
but still can hope luh, huh. (:
LOCKS ! i know you tryin to make me reply you.
BUT do you hav to resort to distorting his NAME and REPUTATION?
thats behaviour of a childish ATTENTION SEEKER :D
mummys i told you rightt.(: i TOLD you(: haha. HOT BODS !(:

love,xoxo 8:58 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

NICOLA;

BOO !(:

and youre supposed to say AHHH.. but nvm=.=
im addictedd to the vit c songgg.
the 'as we go on we rmb all the times we had together'.
also dunno why. joylynn tan luh ! made me start singin it.
still dare to say youre innocentt.
and lockeys got back her handphoneeee.
and keeps calling me luh.
today alone call like at least seven times le.
im goin sebana frm monday to wednesday(:
haha. and i love the song zhi dui ni you gan jue.(:
hees:D im really random todayyy(:
today supposed to stay back to paint the grafitti wall. BUT.
but i didnt(: hahas. fangs gonna kill mee.
aft went eat lunch with eunice mummys, dorothea, joylynn & nicholas.
but nicholas disappeared somewhere half wayyy.
cup noodle galore:D tomyam + chicken(: =/ hahaes(:
im so scared luhh. havin theory test on sat.
and so coincidentally, many other ppl are too.
jaime, nicholas, magdelene, chloe, and um. i cant rmb.
but apparently theres only one day for theory tests.
tmr having gb 70th anniversary till 8.30pm or maybe even laterr.
ahhhhh. full u somemore. i hate full u ayes.

love,xoxo 9:02 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

CHERYL;

THE BOY/GIRL WHO THOUGHT HE/SHE IS FUCKING BIG
PROLOGUE

if one thinks he/she is fucking big, he/she should go fuck himself/herself.
the reason is partly due to nobody would want to fuck him/her.
and he/she might be real fucking big, yes, in the size, of course.
can't even look into the mirror because he/she is too fucking big!
he/she should just go have a fucking good time trying to fuck himself/herself!

love,xoxo 8:32 PM

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

NICOLA;

its gone frm sweet to sour !
guess what ppl ! i failed my a maths test.
prob the first time I failed a MATHS test, no kiddin.
but can hav retest tmr. hais.
thks to the stupid lee and the stupid lg luh.
broke my record.): noooooooooo.^^
hees(; had funnnnnnnnnnnn today:D
went clementiiiiiiii (: wit mummys eunn & my baybeh fangfang(: =.=
we almost missed th stop^^ talked far too muchhhhh.
PANJABI !(: european panjabi((: and uh, was it chinaaaa?
china whattah? oops cant rmb le. =.= un-racist, say.
and surprise SURPRISE. for once and ONCE only.
fangfang cudnt finish her food. and she was FULL.
her ever most bottomless pit was FULL.=.=
surprised both of us. prob including her hahas.
alright, im crapping. as usual (:
shit, friday having gb full uniform.
then sat havin dammit leadership conference frm 7.20pm to 9.15pm.
i wanna go for ywav sinful desireeeeeeeeees): so stupid cant go.
damned the leadership conference. so suay luhs.
haha LOCKEYS. i know you feel like killing a CERTAIN someone.
BUT BUT. you cant cos you have no right to. lol.
i like the song chao xi huan ni ! frm hana kimi.(:
i cant resist wuzuns oh-so-cute face wit his oh-so-beautiful body.(:
lol i sound like a pervvvvvv. but im NOT. duhh^^
jiros cute too hees(: cute attitudate(: RAHH !=.=
im HIGHHHHHHHHH.

ILOVEYOU WORXXZS:D

love,xoxo 9:58 PM

Monday, February 26, 2007

NICOLA;

cause I don’t know you anymore.
hana kimi ! wu zun ! jiro ! fahreheit ! :D =.=
ees ! ilove ‘ai dao’ !((: that song is nicee.(:
im goin obs local.(: hav to live without my fone for five days.):
but five days not that bad luh.
maybe I’ll find a way to sneak my fone in heh.
eunice fell in love with SOMEBODY durin lifeskills today. (:

LOCKEYS.
youre a loser wit a L (:
LMAO=.= jkjk luhs. my husband naes(:
LOL. pinkypinkypinky. and my dads beautiful name.
blehhs. im so lazy to blogg cannnnnnnnnnnnnn. =)
piggy, square ! lky sucks, jealous bitch wit no heart. but no matter. :D

love,xoxo 8:26 PM

CHERYL;

IF EVERYONE CARED, NOBODY CRIED.

love,xoxo 5:06 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

NICOLA;

here we are. we are alone. theres weight on your mind. i wanna know. the truth. if this is how you feel. say it to me. if this was ever real. i want the truth from you. give me the truth. even if it hurts me. i want the truth from you. give me the truth. even if it hurts me. i want the truth. so this is you. youre talking to me. you found a million ways to let me down. so im not hurt when youre not around. i was blind. but now i see. this is how you feel. just say it to me. if this was ever real. i want the truth from you. give me the truth. even if it hurts me. i want the truth from you. give me the truth. even if it hurts me. i know that this will break me. i know that this might make me cry. you gotta say whats on your mind. on your mind. i know that this will hurt me and break my heart and soul inside. i dont wanna live this lie. i want the truth from you. give me the truth. even if it hurts me. i want the truth from you. give me the truth. even if it hurts. i don’t care no more no. just give me the truth. gimme the truth cause i dont care no more give me the truth cause i dont care no more no. just give me the truth. give me the truth. cause i dont care no more no. >the truth; gc.

love,xoxo 9:00 PM

NICOLA;

FUCKFUCKFUCK YOU.

its the end tonight.

love,xoxo 8:20 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

NICOLA;

happy belated valentine's !

wahahas.
thks for the many sweets and chocs ppl(:
now my fridge is filled with them.
actually half of them is in me=.=
12 roses. baybeh !:D
1 rose. lockey (:
1 rose. piggy :]
& square owes me 3 roses =]
hees (: tys tys darhls ! lol.
ahhh. im freakin slpyyy =.=
ytd i got hme at like 10.45pm can !?
damn late. but it was funnn. and nicee(:
SUPER ULTRA GIANT TIGGERRR ! its MINEE :]
iloveyou ayes <3
was watchin shao nian shao nu just now.
WU ZUN IS SO CUTEE ! :D
i love his bloody face(:
almost as nice as elvin ng ((:
maybe ~~cuter~~.
haha. and i cut out your darhling's foto for you y'know.
see how nice i am :) hees.
&mummy duckie (: eunice is on HIGH today !
and i know whywhywhy (: haha.
okay, not the ryans kind of 'im on the 4th flr so im high' kinda high.
but that kinda high. lols im crappin AGAIN.
i caught it frm him what d'you expect.
its contagious y'know (:
great, now i need to go.
and i just got online ): LOL.

love,xoxo 8:59 PM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

CHERYL;

AND THE WHOLE TOP DIAMOND AND THE BOTTOM ROW'S GOLD!
aiya, sorry haven't buy your proper valentine's pressie yet.
no time ahs. i already know what i want to buy, though.
just give you a makeshift pressie 2mr. hahas.
argh, my computer got some shit problem. can't pull out all the songs.
oh yes, 'SORTING OUT BILLY' is by Jo Brand...
and i hatehatehate that stupid mdm susan lim aka market-dresser.
just gave her that nickname. thanks to her ugly clothes that fits going to the market.
wait a minute, market go-ers are actually dressing much nicer than her.
anyway, TATAS and LOVES. =)

love,xoxo 5:35 PM

Monday, February 12, 2007

NICOLA;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGY !:D

WHITE !:0
stupid piggy dont want to tell me. hmphh.(:
FINEE then(: so be it. lol.
ayee. today supposed to have amaths class.
but i didnt go :D
went to subway at harbourfront.
together with lockeys, eunice & fangfang (:
was actually supposed to go holland v before that.
but val didnt hav to go anymore so in the end didnt go.
mummy duckie:D eunice had a hole in her mouth luh.
you shld have seen her eat.
DISGUSTING :D ! haha.
aft that me and mummys went to look for presents.
and uh. those papers.
found them (: lil minnie mouse. LOL.
hais. im tired. had piano just now.
i cudnt even concentrate so ended up having her scream at me):
tmr havin eng presentation.
i have stage fright ! NOOOO.

love,xoxo 8:31 PM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

NICOLA;

pfft. now i know why she. much as i want like to say it i still will. you have no originality. and so IGNORANT. i was clearly talkin about you the other day but you didnt realize. aye, sometimes i think you deserve it. maybe what he told you was true. just like did you hav to act so big and extra to ppl whom you think are more superior? NO. if its in you to be ignorant and hav mood swings, fine. not your fault. but do you seriously hav to pretend to be high one moment and moody the nxt? its its in your nature who cares? now no one knows who you REALLY are. not me. and maybe not even yourself. reality check; do you even know who you are anymore?

BLEHHS. :D
got pissed off just now. up to the brink.
whateverr. not worth talking about.
lazy to blogg. had gb on fri and sat.
went st hilda's on sat for gb.but they didnt go sch that day. heh.
doin banner thing. havent painted !
haha, the cartoon gb girl elis drew was so cute.
and ms chin is so perfectionist :D and particular.
and shit. 3 march hav leadership conference ):
frm 7+am to 8+pm ! and i cant go for ywav like that.
maisie and i were like ohshit. so if we cant go and fangfang cant go.
that means eunice cant go eitherrr. hais.
supposed to have proj today. but nobody was free to go.
only chloe. and fangang didnt pick up fone.
nor reply. see how biased she is?
only reply CERTAIN ppl. :D
and those CERTAIN ppl dont appreciate it.
LOL. i feel so lazy to postt.
THANGY ! :D

love,xoxo 6:03 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007

NICOLA;

it ends here and now.
maths test todayyyyyyy.
not easy but i cud do all, just a matter of whether i got them correct.
the bloody yeo booked me today.
'why you nvr camisole?' BLEHH.
bitch luh. then when mdm lim bk me.
{edited}
the zeng lao shi ask me go buy frm the bkshop.
{/edited}
saturday was funnnn (:
haha. met mummy duckie:D eunice at tiong.
actually i was there from the morning.
was dragged there by mummy. (the real one=.=)
went jjc. and ohmytian the spinning thing looked so damn fun !
we wanted to wait for piggy to see if he dared to go.
but when he FINALLY showed up he was too tired.or rather too scared :D unspoken:)
we had to walk arnd the jc almost twice because SOMEBODY was so LATE.
he was so emo luh. so ~~anti social~~.
he walked off to buy cotton candy=.=
so me & duckie stood there talkin about some things.
it seriously continues to amaze me how some ppl can be so ignorant.
but whatever, they suffer ultimately. aheeumaw.
actually we wanted to 'stand' the spinning thingy in the end.
but had no time)= had to leave if not fangfang wud kill us.
went fangfangs church. we were super late can :D
haha. all the 'crazy crazy' one =D
then went to nuss for dinner. haha.
so like a function(:

oh. went loveboat ytd(:
what a great day to wear a skirt=.=
the ship like boat was three and a half lvls high !
climbed to the top. (: nice wind:D lol.
and i think bitchin has become my hobby.
because of ignorant ppl who think theyre right at the top.
which they arent, but somehow too ignorant to see it :D
youd better watch out, youd better not cry.
youd better watch out im tellin you why :D

tys square, lockeys & piggy ! sry for bitchin so much.
im damn frustrated. or was.
tystystys! love you guys :D

love,xoxo 9:12 PM

CHERYL;

been quite some time since i logged in and realized the blog has been upgraded. goody.
oh yes, go listen to the song OH MOTHER by Christina Aguilera. its super nice =)
the english powerpoint don't need to edit lar.
it wasn't as blank as i thought it was, so just elaborate when presenting lor.
i violently dislike presenting. its so stupid! nobody actully listens, so what is the point?
stupid ~~manomani~~... its counted somemore. wah lan eh.
today the bunch of people that presented... didn't even catch what they were saying.
except for kenneth and his 'gangster' crap.
what if you don't communicate with your parents then your parents will think you gangster.
got the photos today. it was kind of weird... but its o-k-a-y lar... hmmms.
and i think its time to change the 'ADDICTION' liaos. so not addicted to MY LOVE anymore.
okay, TATAS. =)

love,xoxo 5:39 PM

Thursday, February 01, 2007

NICOLA;

the right to write me off.
lockeys stole MY SONG :D
''CAN WE MAKE THIS LAST FOREVER'' (:
see luh, i alr got it out of my head this morn then u injected it in again.
kenna until eunice want to zou me alr.
wahhh. nick jus saboed me can.
oops. just saboed fangfang also accidentally. =/
stupid chain reaction lalilalidas.(:
today had chinese test. quite easy considering that i didnt study.
till the last min, literally. typical of me :D
tmr hav physics test)= was supposed to see mr mak mak today.
but i forgot. actually i rmbed but i forgot again.
okay, im totally not makin sense.
stayed back for lunch aft sch.
had to wait for eunice aka the duck:D to finish her exco meeting.
one hr plus luh. long winded teacher.
so me and lockeys played around with the cam.
CAMWHOORE:) ended up taking so many crap pics.
haha. im gonna post them up lockeys(:
you watch outt.((: you OWE me wahahas.
mummy duck finally came out so we went opposite for lunch.
some lunch that was. hah.
went back with locklock:D
bitched on the bus loads.
i totally miss bitchin. esp to her(:
shit luh, tmr full u )=
dun like full u, but i knoda got my cap prob sorted out.
though its abit. weird aye.

love,xoxo 8:31 PM

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

NICOLA;

YOURE SUCH A bitch bitch bitch

BITCH ! :D

well, you are.
its ending.

love,xoxo 8:21 PM

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

NICOLA;

its the last straw.
guess what? todays. nvm.
aheeumaw(: haha. im on HIGH! =.=
talked to _____ super long today.
i think its like the longest we've ever talked and the most right-o?
haha. she prob thinks im nuts-o. -.-''
chem test tmr. chinese test on thurs. physics test on fri. ):
study mug mug mug. dont like it, nopeys.

LOCKEYS! ((:
you owe me! you OWE me. :D
and _________ told me whywhy.
he bullshit one luh. u got scared for nothing can.
scare the hell out of me also luh!

sat goin jjc(: love fiesta.
then goin QBC haha. maisie doesnt believe im goin =D
but i AM. im a nice person(: =.=
don li (: joshua yeo look a like. ahh.
maisie damn you =) your fault =)
and i hav a new punchin bag yahhaha. :]]
guess who? lol. he even looks like one =0
he has this gay partner he kept rejectin today.
aww, so sad right? sheesh.
okay i know you hav no idea what im talkin about.
because im totally crappin (:

you probably thot i we wud nvr find out the truth.
you thot you were so smart in your own story twisting world.
wanna tell me whats the difference between a story twister and a liar?
you were the one who landed yourself in this state you hate.
ever so judgemental, thinking youre thy queen.
if youre so great, why aint you perfect yourself.
always sayin it about them* what about yourself?
do you think youre that perfect too?
forever contradicting yourself, most of the time youre advising yourself.
deep inside you know that.
youre always chiding ppl for their not so obvious mistakes.
ever thot about the mistakes you make?
why dont you try prctising what you preach for once.
i seriously think that you have an emo problem.
no one is perfect but you aint perfect either.
you wanna know why it came to all this?
LOOK INTO THE MIRROR.

love,xoxo 7:19 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

NICOLA;

i can see it in your eyes. cause thats all i want.
NO x-country baby! haha(:
cancelled. and the sch back up plan was so not efficient.
so many ppl were drenched frm head to toe.
i was halfway there. guess who was the most dry? :D
'fought' over jia mei's umbrellala. guess who always got it? :D
but they'll prob postpone the thing to another day.
the penguin is so brainless.
january is still the monsoon season or whatever.
at least 70% chance it'll rain right. sheesh.
all the competitive runners had to run in the rain.
anw, they charted us back to sch frm there.
went to eat branch aft that. (:

LOCKEYS. dont think so much.
i also didnt know. worms told me lol.
but i think you just heck it luh.
and everything else kaye.
dont let them kill you. you cant fall into depression.
and since when were you so polite. :]

and PLEASE.
cheryl ang si min.
of ALL the people in the world.
do NOT compare me to piggy.
much less LOCKEY.
and im not a perv can. you are (:
rmb all the triangles? and the REAL perv is LOCK LOCK.
and piggy definitely owes me much more than a treat at sakae.

baby! im belated sorry! (:
still love the silly you (:
yahaha love!

love,xoxo 6:49 PM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

CHERYL;

thought i did point out some mistakes someone made...
1) HE'S NOT MY BEST FRIEND.
2) HE'S ALSO NOT MY S______. (the forbidden word)
3) HE'LL NEVER BE THE NEXT NERD IN SPONGEBOB BOXERS.
4) DAN IS NOT THE ONE WITH THE ENGLISH PROBLEMS, HE IS.
and how would you know he's wearing spongebob boxers?
you mean you got x-ray eyes? YOU'RE SUCH A PERV!!! tsktsk!
you're becoming more and more like aMANda and ballywood lor. gosh.
and ballywood owes us a treat. SAKAE it is. =)

love,xoxo 7:05 PM

NICOLA;

GUESS WHO WE SAW TODAY AGAINN. (:

somebody's 'BEST BESTEST FRIEND'.

THY S______. =)

THE SECOND NERD IN SPONGEBOB BOXERS

IN THE MAKING.

lol. whats with the WHATWHATWHAT?!

is he such a nerd till he cant read simple english?

i wudnt know. i dont even know him =.=

lazy to post (:

love,xoxo 6:03 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

CHERYL;

i think the gym fags are a real eyesore.
the main reason is because its really pathetic to see that their figure is like, worse than mine!
and they go to the gym while i don't. sheesh!
okay, friday 6.35am at the towards school bustop. DON'T BE LATE.
cos it takes damn long for the freaking 93 to come once we missed it.
oh yes, one day must teach me about the maths okay.
honestly, i don't get a shit on what she's saying!!! and my simultaneous sucks.
don't start calling people hypocrites behind their backs cos you're doing the same.
its not really logical to say that someone else is a hypocrite while you're one too.
think before you start dissing someone.
i wish, i wish, i wish that lizards can extinct.
i know they won't, but i can wish, can't i? hahas.
NERDY WEIRDY DANNY! =)
~~knight in shining armour~~ BULLSHITER IN SPONGEBOB BOXERS.

love,xoxo 6:49 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

NICOLA;

my knight in shining armour :]
guess what? i went jogging and cycling just now. pfft(:
which are things that i havent done on my own accord for a long time.
its not like we had anything to do anyway. yahaha.
our parents were doin what they were doin, what with all the noise, with all due respect.
so me and thy sexy mama aka cket =D went ~~exercising~~.
if you dun come to me, i'll go to you (: lol.
sounds like some slogan for some fast food delivery. sheesh.

oh and and i was so freaked out on friday can.
i didnt even dare look into the mirror.
yeah, i dont believe these kinda stuff but.. i get frightened easily sometimes? heh.
and piggy was scaring me and telling me that it was gonna be one of the scariest.
and tried spoiling the show for me. hmphh. :D
and yeah, we always see gym gays around. not that theyre very fit anw.
they still hav this big bulge in the middle lol.
and the 'purple-triangles' guy! haha. ultra gay can (:
had bad headache this morning. and slight fever. but im fine alr i guess.
no chance of skipping sch, thats for sure.

&he may be the LAST person to be your BESTFRIEND, but hes DEFINITELY your..
S.
for my own safety i shall not continue. or my life will so be in grave danger.

i seriously feel like jelly-o.

youre so perfect to me.

love,xoxo 7:52 PM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

CHERYL;

the gym fags just keeps on coming whenever we go swim!
please, he is like, the last person who would be my best friend can!
the burgers at burger king shrank. not that i'm surprised.
i changed my blogskin. go see it if you haven't.
i also rewrote the post i posted today. added on more stuff. hahas.
i sort of created the blogskin my myself, not edit someone else's.
i still haven't finished the whole template yet though. but the basics are up.
maybe i will add a picture or two. still thinking about it.
and i'm thinking of getting a new tagboard, but not sure yet...
but i inserted the old one already.
yar lor, stupid cross country. hate it hate it hate it hate it!!!
nevermind, we'll walk the distance. walk, talk, walk, talk. =)

love,xoxo 11:24 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

NICOLA;

fight of faith !
im super ultra tired and slpy. but i wun die so easily :D
unlike some ppl who says shes dyin :]
but honestly, i think she seriously is.
just let go and dont think about all of it babe.
dont let it kill you alriteys (:
ran 2.4 trial run today, so tiring can.
my stamina dropped until cant drop anymore durin the hols luh.
my lungs and calf muscles were on fire. see how unfit i am now? lol.
but guess who waited for me when i was so bloody slow?
nice nice eunice (: haha. then we tried to play volleyball aft that but it was so bo liao can.
we were doin things all at the wrong time heh.
had gbgbgb. lol. snrs told me like SEVEN times to tuck in my shirt.
it kept falling out, nothing to do with me.
oh AND AND we saw someone's 'BEST BESTEST FRIEND' (:
or shld i say :D ..okay maybe not, i may get whacked tmr.
i still want myself in one piece, definately.
and SQUARE. pls pls PLS STOP pinching my face. youre gonna disfigure it one day. =D
PIGGY! i feel like strangling you luh. (:
theyre forever choosin you lor haha.
but maybe its because youre ~~not~~ responsible and dadidas.
but whatever lol.
cross country's comin and my stamina sucks which means im gonna dieee.
but at least im not runnin competitive. the fun run is bad enuf haha.
tests are comin in. uhuh. ive gotta mugg. which i totally dislike, duh=.=
anw, i'll go read your blog nowww. and print your 'BESTEST FRIEND' all over it =)

love,xoxo 8:26 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

NICOLA;

it was meant to be, just like everything else !
PIGGY! im so gonna strangle you. thks alot for spoiling that skull of mine.
what with all your knocking and killing me.
haha. thks anyways(: lol.
hav to wear full uniform on friday)=
im so not happy abou that can.
it sucks luh. esp the bloody cap.
delirious this saturday & sunday :D
i shld be goin on sunday. even though id rather go on sat.
bertram luh. heh. and his face got disfigured LOL.
sammy is being the all-time imitator again. AGAIN.
cant think straight, thks ALOT.

and i shall control myself from saying ur two favourite words.
also known as ur stalkerrrr :D

if i knew better.
if its not me, its definately you.
when i see you, i find strength to face the day. =)

love,xoxo 6:35 PM

Monday, January 08, 2007

CHERYL;

he's not my best friend nor my stalker! thankyouverymuch!
2mr got the much hated A maths...
the lesson havent even started and i hate it already!
making us sit like that is a real bad move.
to think that she's high up in position and she's so, can i say, stupid!
anyway, enough of the Fujiwara whatever-his-name-is guy...
time for my now-favourite eye-candy WENTWORTH MILLER!
i love his eyes lah! look at them! so intense! I LIKE!!!

he has the now-favourite eye-candy for quite some time already
i mean, so has EDISON CHEN in his all-time-favourite eye-candy position
there are a few other people that caught my eye, I've mentioned...
but still, i've decided that they are not worthy of that position. HAHA.
anyway, okay, TATAS!

love,xoxo 7:53 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

NICOLA;

youre my superman :D
lol. piggy2 said that to mr stripey-orange ytd. (:
doin some lame gay show. heh.
then i suddenly thot of superman.
since i cant upload it on friendster for some reason.
i shall upload it here (:

cute yes? haha. i like the middle pic.
and the on on the left too(:

Tatsuya Fujiwara ! haha
light in death note 2 =.=
too bad he died in the end. his greed killed him. =/
oh, whatever.

tatsuya fujiwara & kenichi matsuyama ! :D

back to sch.
most of the teachers are fine i guess.
dont like the sound of the chem teacher though.
but what to do. that penguin has no brains.
esp when she recruits teachers.

today they had the encore of the xmas play.
xmas was like two three ago so their script lines were all rusty alr (:
but uncle melvin was still quite gd.
its in his nature anw, bein a lousy king.
not even fit to be a king.
aft church went to this 'naughty by nature' styling place.
mum's still there. it was so cramped. but nice place lol.

hey you, cket! stay strong and dun ever give up yes (:
show them your hidden muscles LOL. lovees.

and YOU(: , he is your 'best friend' *cough cough*.
alrite then, how about stalker (x
fine i'll TRY to stop :D
no guarantees :)

love,xoxo 2:49 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

NICOLA;

king of second chances.
first day of school. 'lets say no comments whatsoever!' dopey square. (: lol.
form teacher; mdm susan lim.
shes uh. nice? like nice but not that pushover kind.
i guess thats uh. good. maybe.
co- form teacher; zhengg. ahh. stupid harry potter.
i think shes our chinese teacher also luh!
she has that damned pair of eyes that keeps scanning you frm top to toe.
in that way. jus like fpl! PERV. :DD
oh, my internet's fixed. my dad finally got around to fixing it.
took so long. haha. busy man.
i like the song BEST OF ME (:
nice can? almost as nice as 'my love'(: ALMOST.
today had this whole series of 'talks'. talk aft talk aft talk.
'sec 3 is a very crucial yr. 70% of your o levels.' sighh.
mug harder yes. not worthy of thought.
lazy to continue. =/

love,xoxo 5:24 PM

Sunday, December 31, 2006

NICOLA;

it ends toniteeeee.
my comp internets broken down 0=
hvent blogged for ages. srry.
at charms hse now. internet STILL not workin.
belated merry xmas yessss(:
goin church for countdown later.
))= we hav all the horrible teachers nxt yr)=
harry potter aat that! argh!
i feel like strangling the bloody penguin :D
2006 is disappearing. gonna be GONE.
okay, so i sound saddistic hehh.
got a new mp3. FINALLY.
thks to my darling mummy(:
hha. saw liam and the others the other day.
hes SO tall. almost as tall as alex (wong). ALMOST.
i feel shortt. and he kept making. MAKING me love ipod.
uh. no thks. not aft ~~that~~ happened anw.
lol. schs gonna start. not gd. im so not prepared.
i want some hols. well, i sound like a baby now.
yadda.

love,xoxo 6:27 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

CHERYL;

SHUCKS.
our form teacher next year is susan lim.
and by the looks of her, she seem like one fierce teacher.
damn it!
and here i was wishing for a nice nice teacher. wah lao ehs.
and the whole time table is so confusing!
they only write 3 teachers initials there...
the 2 maths teacher and form teacher. gosh.
i dont even understand the time table. and there isnt even locations!
sheesh. like, so where do you want us to go?
please please let all the other teachers be nice and all.
so far, its not so good! icks.

love,xoxo 12:25 PM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

CHERYL;

HELLOS.
go swim on saturday yars.
at least meet up cos i need the money. sheesh.
and this time we must really swim
not sit at the jacuzzi and talk crap. although it sounds really tempting
we have to watch all those movies that we like okay
its so going to drain me of my cash =(
anyway, the heritage badge how?
maisie don't know what to do... ask miss reena ah?
we meet up to do the presentation one day
do on the day when one of the movies we want to watch open already
so we can watch then go do the presentation
so its like, kill two birds with one stone
or rather, do two things in one day. =)
okie dokies. TATAS.

love,xoxo 6:42 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

CHERYL;

HLOOPYS!
san francisco is an amazing place =)
okay, its a trouble not being to contact you
you should bring your phone! sheesh.
note: when i write you, i mean nicola chan, thank you very much
so im writing a note here. sort of note, anyway.
im counting on the fact that you read what i write. yeahs.
i need to write them now cos i dont want to forget
we got to do these when we are back:
1) SWIM & plan out the rest of the swimming times
2) go library before 5 dec, which is the due date
3) buy pencil case
i guess thats all rights? we just gotta meet up ASAP.
i've gotten the purple nike bottle already...
so you've gotta get the chuck taylors and the bottle. yeahs.
and we should go watch CASINO ROYALE.
james bond rocks. well, not daniel criag though. sad.
gaagaas, i see you soon =) LOVES.

love,xoxo 7:08 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

CHERYL;

these flashing lights seem to cause a glare
we need to sort out the swimming money
cos im going swimming with my cousin too.
we're going to excercise twice a week. well, try to.
once go jogging, once go swimming.
and going to use my cashcard. so ermm, i dont want to like, overlap.
if you get my drift...
you paid me $5 when i topped up $10 rights...
that means we can go swim for 4 times with topping up.
we went once alreadys, so we got 3 more times left.
okay, so remember, you dont have to pay me until we swim for 3 more times
MUST REMEMBER.
talking about excercising. i really want to excercise. like crazy
i want to give myself a HUGE christmas pressie
you know, xmas is coming soon. so yeahs
i want TONED THIGHS and LIGHTER WEIGHT
if i can manage it, that will be the greatest gift ever
i was talking about this with jennifer today... hahas =)
okay, come back we must plan for swimming and all. yupps.
draw up a plan on when to go swimming and all... draw up the time.
must do that alrightys.
EXCERCISE. erm. yeahs. XD
oh yes, i got into DOUBLE SCIENCE. hooray!
but i dont know about nicola.
anyway, i changed the 'ADDICTION' from THAT GIRL to MY LOVE
cos its like, i know we both love that song
and im not a big fan of THAT GIRL anymore, so yeahs.
anyway, buhbyes. LOVES LOVES.

love,xoxo 6:57 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

NICOLA;

walking on the beach our toes in the sand.
we went library jus noww. return and borrow bks.
arghh, i havent finished packin yet.
my luggage cant zip lor. too many things.
most of it is what you call.. crap?
tmr goin to i-dunno-where.
SOME PPL cant decide. undecisive. (:
let you decide also cant decide pronto.
i love the song 'my love' justin timberlake. =)
his voice is so.. gay. but NICE. ((:
not that i like any other gay voices though.
and you! stop pinching my cheeks alr.
pain y'know. make my skin all red and painful)=
i'll get you back for that, you'll see(:
LULU LOCK. pls stop tryin to make áccidentally' moments eh?
anyone can see thru them. get your assurance thru them(:
it might work. MIGHT. ahhaahs.
oh and i think sammy mutated suicdal bearrr.
he did something to it and now it looks uh. mutated. =D
whatever. i think im bein crappy again. as always.
better stop crappin alr.

love,xoxo 4:53 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

CHERYL;

HELLOS!
finally posting, so cheers! =)
OPERATION TWINNING is going fine.
1) le coq sportif sling bag
-cheryl: pink base brown print
-nicola: white base dark blue print with stripes
2) rip curl wallet
-cheryl: pinkish peach
-nicola: white
3) rusty keychain
-cheryl: pink
-nicola: purple
4) chuck taylors
-cheryl: yellowish white with colored tread and pastel colored shoelace hoops
-nicola:haven't gotten it
5) clear holder (book/file/whatever)
-cheryl: black
-nicola: black
thats all rightys?
plus the 37 degrees pouch but both same color lahs
aMANda got the chuck taylors too. same as mine
but her feet is so flamming SMALL loh. 4 and a half. can you beat that?
and we haven't gotten a pencil case yet
all those that we saw are so ugly. so eww, no thanks.
next tuesday go library. humph
got a whole lot of books havent read yet, no intention to, too.
hahas.
supposed to go swimming today, but canceled
cos nicola got something on in the morning and im busy in the afternoon
anyway saturdays are not a very nice day to swim
so many people and might bump into them somemore
worse case sernario.
okay, going off now. lalalas. XD

love,xoxo 8:57 AM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

NICOLA;

its just simply because :D
ayees. havent really been here.
been watchin korean dramas everytime im online. (:
theyre addictive. but ive decided to stop.
maybe for the time bein. till aft my melbourne trip anw.
haha. shld hav self control and not spoil my eyes. WHATEVER=.=
went swimmin today. and last saturday. was it saturday?
i cant rmb. at safra. and we always see gays aroundd.
GGAYS. and copper-heads. saw a female version today.
and 'flappy hands' ppl. whaever you call them.
and last saturday nite was fantasticcccc =D
we were acting like mad heads and mental patients.
stayed up till thennnnnnn.
tmr the streaming results are out)=
im scaredd. not sure what stream i'll get into.
but i guess its not that bad, cos i dun mind all the choices that i chose.
there are preferences luh, but it'll all work out gd(:
goin aloha tmr. pasir ris, so farrrr.
its like the other end of the world frm here.
goin melbourne frm 16 nov to 1 dec(:
road trip? umm. and shopping!(:
im gettin the hang of midtown madness? 3.
finally. mus do the cruise more often, train my turnings.
played it jus now. still cant beat her(:
lets jus say, i cant beat anyone in that game((:
when i see you, i find strength to face the dayy.

love,xoxo 4:55 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006

NICOLA;

baby take me on a journey ive thinkin lately i cud use a lil more time with you:)
haha. i lovee that songgggg. RIGHT WHERE YOU WANT ME.
kinda givs you the wrong idea.. i guess?
ohya, talkin on this line, LULU!'
you shld really really really jus um.. follow your instincts. yeah. AND SPARE MY EARS. or eyes. whichever is applicable.
tys. if its that painful then drop it(:
si min jus said she wanted to eat eat pepperonni lovers.
sounds so.. wrong. in a les way? okay, maybe it's just meeeee.
yes its me.
she jus said shes super lesbian. (:
okay, she was sayin that bout me. but.. WHATEVER:D
ididnt hear it((: isit jus me, or am i real crappy today.
im goin tampines laterrr(:
go see square! square square square. miss square(:
cut off(: ms ong=.=

love,xoxo 3:18 PM

Monday, October 30, 2006

NICOLA;

right where you want me:)
we baked brownies today! haha.
well, brownies that tasted like almond chocolate cake. =/
it was a failure? kinda anw.
wrapped it in purple flowered wrapper thingy which kinda looked like sanitary panty liner.
thats what i think, lol.
we went to watch DOA at vivocity.
warning ppl; its really really freezing cold there.
our teeth were chattering and we were FREEZNG, literally.
we just finished watchin confessions of a teenage drama queen while playin uno, cluedo and mastermind.
we're goin swimmin on sat! the stupid mount faber swimming pool opened today FINALLY.
nxt monday we're gonna bake again!
but im not sure what we're baking exactly.
tmrs sarahs party, uh. havent really got her a proper present.
dunno what to get her luh.
may be goin for the science remedial with si min's class.
haha. oh, mr tan's fone finally got thru!
he said can. (: lol, aft so long.
SARANGHAMNIDA; ILOVEYOU!
hhaha. im crazy over korean dramas and KOREAN.
i used to want to learn jap, now its korean.(:
i told my daddy, he was like 'you always say you want to learn this learn that, in the end nvr learn anything'.
and whenever i start watchin my mum will go 'the video is addict is home'.
she just did that, and si min started laughin.
how dare you =DD
and what with the HEYMAMA.(: ~~linni~~
haha. im retarded luh. crazily insane(;

my results were, um, fine.
as in, fine, not fine. lol.
okay, nvm im madd. i jus dunno how to say luh.
but whats done cannot be undone kinda thing. =.=
i wanna go into double pure sciences.
physics rather than bio if possible.
cut off.
send her off to bus stop =)

love,xoxo 6:06 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

NICOLA;

have you ever been alone in a crowded room.
well im here with you.
i said the world could be burning till theres nothing but dark blue.
just dark blue.
shopping spree ytd! haha. spend spend spend.
walked like, a LOT. my legs ached when i reached home.
at least this time it wasnt my feet.
we saw the ba zhang twice =/
shes so.. ba zhang-ish. and we just had to see her twice.
we took loads of postcards. literally, a lot.
bought a lot too. carried the stuff till my arm was sprained or something.
ohya, got the le coq sportif bag today at marina square.
but in the process of gettin it, i made a mistake that is so stupid.
its not regretting buyin the bag though, its just something else.
chicken brand chicken brand, as you call it(:
makes it sound like some 'ayam' thingy=.=
goin out tmr afternoon. cycling aft that.
hopefully daddy comes(: and he might as well fetch me homee(:
haha. i sound so crafty? lols.
anw, i got sarahs present ytd.
thats quite an acomplishment, since shes not exactly an easy person to get a present for :}
aye, i bought simin her present too.
let her choose the colour also lor(:
im damn nice? egoistic too, you wud say.
whateverr.
and i bought the one million dollars note for you alr!
but they didnt hav the origianal one that i wanted to buy ):
but nvm, i got you a horsey one.? =)
okay, im goin to edit edit edit.
everything you want is not everything you need.

love,xoxo 5:10 PM

Friday, October 13, 2006

NICOLA;

ignorance is bliss {:
talk about it bein friday the thirteen.
i wish i wish wish i nvr knew.
its happened far too ~~manyy~~ times alr.
im getting a phobia =/
even if i didnt know, aft today, i dunno whether id.
you were so.. extra. so.. attention-seeking.
or maybe its just simply because i knew.
its not exactly her fault, she just told me.
ahh. someone please, pleasee, i beg of you. spare me?
this is the fifth 'person' im venting this on.
i think i hav vented enough.
thks for bein my listenin ears lovees<3

today. aft we finished oral, we went to heritage view to play tennis.
in the end there were so many ppl there.
me, manda, dexter, nathaniel, nicholas, marcuses, alex, joel tan, etc.
didnt really play tennis either.
stupid nicholas stole my shoe. and nathaniel stole my hp.
read my msgs)= invasion of my privacy.
marcus koh was high luh. he was like on ecstasy=.=
i was shouting and screaming like a mad woman.
lols. then went to safra tampines.
changed our minds there? amanda luh.
we had to go so farrr. bowledd.
i tied with dexter in first place for first game-.-
i wanted to beat him lor.
i think nat won the second game. we were like =.='' alr.
then aft we left there, nat realized he left his ez link there.
so he had to walk back. we were too lazy to follow him so we flagged down a cab and went to tampines mrt.
when we were almost reaching tampines nat called dexter and asked where we were.
i was like, you mean you just realized we're not following you =.=!
but i guess we were kinda meannn.
manda wanted to treat dexter to coffee at starbucks.
ended up walking round and round looking for it.
and the train ride home was so long.
but had loads to vent too(: on LOCK! lols.

tmr goin shopping(: spend loads. $$ -.-!!
we rock luh! (: hopefully my feet dont hurt.
or else shes gonna kill me )=
watching talladega night; the ballad of ricky bobby (:

silly tigger! no matter what you say im still sry!
iloveyou<3! :D

love,xoxo 7:50 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006

NICOLA;

I GOT BACK MY SIM CARD!(:

not a thing to rejoice for you.
but i lived for ONE WK without my fone. ONE WK.
beat that. but some of my numbers are in the other fone.
so it was kindda screwed up-py at first.=.=
i was smsin the whole afternoon lol.
i wanna thank my mummy!
she rocks can! she 'lied' for me yes(:
lol. okay, back to exams.
i thought the science paper was quite easy compared to the other paper.
but everyone kept sayin it was difficult.
so now im not sure what to think in case my results come back like shit.
tmr maths and chinese. hope i dont screw up maths or i'll cry.
CUT OFF.

love,xoxo 8:55 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006

CHERYL;

KIWI MONSTER =)
whatever. yeah, agree with you, those two clowns
sigh, some people just cant get a life. oh wait, they have no friends
clown 2 has friends, but clown 1 has well, lets count...1...2...
and it ends there, oh, i feel for her... NOT.
clown 2... ï'm so hurt", "why you so mean today?" i quote.
see, im practising my literature skills, quoting.
not like she's ever going to make it big enough
clown 1 is so overly amibitious. she wants this this that that
and oh please, she's far from it
aim for something within your league can?
okay, enough of all those crap clowns...
gosh, your neighbour is soo... ahems
you want to hug can hug inside the house? dont come out to the balcony can? oh please, i dont like PDA
and her ~~girlfriend~~boyfriend is so ugly lar. so much so that i didnt even notice him when we pass by
its like, he's that wallpaper-ish
oh, we took pictures of suicidal bear and kiwi monster jumping
pretty cool
oh my gosh, dont tell me kiwi and bear having affair
cos bear claims to love eeyore
and eeyore is mad about bear.. tsk, the affairs of the soft toys
oh, eeyore is dropping hair you know!
oh my goodness lar! maybe he's being more and more like nicola =)
i drop hair too lar, but whatever, like nicola.
today the bloody literature exam sucks.
is like, the poem is like errm... what tha heck are you on?
but the skellig was okay. hmmms..
life is full of shit. shitty people and shitty school
like, what the shit. oh, shit again!
shit never leaves life, you know =(
okay, cant wait for 14oct, sister bonding 2
so fun. and no, you dont look like shit in birks with skirt
duh, you and your weird thought
retarded too, maybe
please dont tell me you're under the influence of clown 1
retardation much eh?
anyway, tatas. =)

love,xoxo 6:30 PM

NICOLA;

14 october:)
wahahahas. i look so funny in the birkies with that skirt.
but since you claim i look nice so be it(:
i have weird thinkin, maybe?
yeah yeah. watch john tucker must dieeeee(:
haha. me, you and dupree is NC16)= nvm.
sucidal bearrrrr! you made him suicidal(:
he was jus a ballerina bear given by charms(:
haha. kiwi monster! and baby eeyoreee.
silly video! haha. and those two 'girls' les-sing around.
turns out theyre not exactly les-sing around.
turns out to be that guy we saw at the bus stop huh.
my mummys cooking smells nice.
lets see how long you stay till today(:

clown one and clown two are seriously SERIOUSLY fit for each other.
the attention seeking thing. the act rich thing. sensitive. hyper. childish.
the list goes on. like you said, there's always a limit.
and my limit is reaching there alr. theyre like long-lost sisters.
gawd, the thought of them 'together' is so.. weirdd.

handphone update;
no sim card YET.
gonna get mum to rite letter to mr lim=.=
so seize ur smses to me for a few days more.
i miss my fonee too)=

love,xoxo 6:11 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

CHERYL;

14th october 2006, saturday
- meet at that bus stop 'upstairs'
- go my grandma house have lunch
- eyeshadow
- buy movie tickets
- buy pencil case & wallet (maybe pouch and slippers)
- watch movie
- eat dinner
- 'blah' shopping
movie: john tucker must die or you, me and dupree

i so cannot stand HER anymore...
its like, she is so bloody attention-seeking lah
everytime she has a small outburst, she will look around
its like she's trying to see if anyone is looking lah
what the hell rights?
and she is always acting cute. and she's always going 'i know you think im cute'
oh, would you please just SHUT UP?
its okay if you do it once in a long time or something
but SHE's like that practically everyday
and its getting so annoying lah!
when will SHE ever grow up? gosh!?!
i like HER and all, but there is a limit to everything
there is like, hell too much flaws that annoy me like shit to cover them up
everyone has flaws
but if you're my friend, i will 'cover' it up... ignore it or something
but when its like HER, its really difficult, you know
there is too much reasons why you feel like punching HER at times
so much so that you cant bear with it anymore
i can still bear with it... half half, anyway
but if SHE isnt going to stop HER crap...
the huo guo will be bu kan she xiang
honestly! ahhh, someone help me! help me from that insane retard...
whatever.
i didnt write this in my blog because i know sometimes she read my blog
so bloody irritating.
alrights, tatas. answer me on the movie question anyway
oh yeah, and friday i go your house
i need to die die know all the bloody maths stuff
thanks for helping anyway =)
unlike some stupid short grandmother who oh-so-put-down-her-own-friends
so yeah, tatas =)

love,xoxo 6:45 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006

NICOLA;

MY FONEE GOT CONFISCATED TODAY! )=
ahhh. im dyin without my fone.
mrs yeo took away my fone jus now in class=.=
but i MAY get my sim card back tmr.
thats what she said.
hopefully mr lim'll give me back my sim card at least.
now bertram doesnt want to return me my old fone.
fine luh. i'll send my dad after you. (:

I MISS MY FONEEE.

love,xoxo 6:24 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

CHERYL;

im so pissed off lah!
i posted (well, tried to, anyway) but after i finish writing, the program wasnt responding
what rubbish. sigh. but im here to post again
okay, about the sister bonding 2
sister bonding 1 is nicola's birthday, anyway
so naturally, sister bonding 2 is on my birthday
okay, we go watch movie, eat dinner (lets eat yoshinoya!), buy our stuff
maybe we can meet earlier or something
not that early, lah. just earlier than when we meet for sister bonding 1
aiya, we go into the details when the day draws nearer
oh gosh, the exams are like, next week. thursday, to be exact.
im like, super dead, because there is still so much that i havent covered
but whatever, i'll take it as it comes
alrights, of course shayne ward is HOT.
brendon urie is cute, sure, but shayne ward is hot
difference, okay...
anyway, got to go now. been online for quite long alreadys
LOVES LOVES. ciao =)
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

love,xoxo 5:30 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

NICOLA;

sometimes i dont know what to believe.
whats right and whats wrong.
how long memories take to get forgotten.
what wud you do if you knew that i did that to you.
although somehow i believe you didnt mean it, but i cant.
i believe in miracles just like i believe in you, but.
this cant be an exception, i cant make it one.
my faith in miracles, in the right morals.
fake fake fake fake fake fake fake.

love,xoxo 7:04 PM

NICOLA;

walau. can i sue safra mount faber. pretty please?
we went there ytd at like nine thirty and the sign was 'swimming pool closed till 30 oct'.
some renovation and maintainance thing.
in the end we went to signature park to swim. walked quite a bit.
was so tired somemore luh. slept damn late that nite.
was talkin to aunt jo bout loads of stuff.
signature park was her aunt's condo. yeaps.
the water is super clean. but i think they put loads of chlorine.
now i hav rashes on my hands and si mins hair was super dry.
we saw two GAYS there. why do we always see gays wherever we go?
spare my eyes pls.
anw, one of them had this colourful towel.
and he spreaded it so nicely before layin it down.
then he was doin some exercise and stuff.
it was jus plain funny, we were laughin alot.
then there was another one who applied his sunblock so sissily. eeeks.
yeah, and he was gonna wear a swim suit. what kind of grown 'man' does that?
aft that went back to her grandmas hse. studied.
well, TRIED to study is the word. her cousins were ~~kinda~~ noisy.
esp yang yang. kept disturbin us? yeah.
those three brother cousins of hers are seriously nuts. and crazayee.
anw, i hav to hand up lit scrapbk tmr.
i so dun wanna do it luh. lazy muches.
stupid racist blangah shit luh, reminded me. how ~~nice~~ rite.

love,xoxo 6:05 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

NICOLA;

call me crazy.
i broke down ytd-.-''
when i reached home on the way up to my rm i started cryin.
i think it was because of what she said the moment i got home.
but maybe it was just me.
but since when was i so emotional? like.. the signboard ppl. hah, stupid manda and her nicks.
anw, the stupid science today was so not easy.
not easy at all. i bet its mrs ho who set the paper and wans to make us all suffer lol.
exams are round the cornerrr. no comments.
jus hav to mug loads and study heaps. not exactly my hobby yes.
we're goin safra tmr. yayee.(:
swim. swing. air hockey. ~~study~~.
im goin swimming again finally.
studyin at si mins grandmas hse thereafter.
see? im goin there AGAIN. how can you not call me thickskin?
so im called 'malay rabbit' =.=
but hes the INDIAN TORTOISE alrite.
okay, maybe thats racist. but he started it first, bein the evil person that he is.
he played a prank on me ytd luh.
sms me what crap, pretendin to be robocop.
i didnt even fall for it unlike SOMEBODY who did.
and i didnt dream because of it unlike SOMEBODY.
whateverrs. maybe he just wants to be robocop.
i so hav robocopo-phobia. im rolling my eyes,
im takin theory exam in march. or was it may. forgott.

he says all the right things at exactly the right time.

love,xoxo 7:03 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

NICOLA;

these two songs suddenly felt so meaningful.
esp now that it's time for exam preparation.
and exams are in less than 3 wks.

BIG; (PLANET SHAKERS)

MY GOD IS BIG;
SO STRONG SO MIGHTY;
MY GODS PLAN FOR ME;
GOES BEYOND MY WILDEST DREAM;
MY GOD IS GOOD;
HES SO GOOD TO ME;

HES MY GOD AND;
HE IS MY REFUGE;
HES THE ROCK ON WHICH I STAND;
HES MY FORTRESS;
GOD HE IS MY LIFE;
HE HOLDS THE OCEANS IN HIS HAND;

MY GOD IS BIG;
SO STRONG SO MIGHTY ;
MY GOD IS GOOD;
HES SO GOOD TO ME;

THERES NOTHING MY GOD CANNOT DO;

BLESSED BE YOUR NAME; (HILLSONG)

Blessed be your name;
In the land that is plentiful;
Where the streams of abundance flow;
Blessed be your name;

Blessed be your name;
When I'm found in the desert place;
Though I walk through the wilderness;
Blessed be your name;

Every blessing you pour out;
I turn back to praise;
When the darkness closes in Lord;
Still I will say;
Blessed be the name of the Lord;
Blessed be your name;
Blessed be the name of the Lord;
Blessed be your glorious name;

Blessed be your name;
When the sun's shining down on me;
When the world's all as it should be;
Blessed be your name;

Blessed be your name;
On the road marked with suffering;
Though there's pain in the offering;
Blessed be your name;

Every blessing you pour out;
I turn back to praise;
When the darkness closes in Lord;
Still I will say;
Blessed be the name of the Lord;
Blessed be your name;
Blessed be the name of the Lord;
Blessed be your glorious name;

You give and give away;
You give and give away;
My heart will choose to say Lord;
Blessed be your name;

damned. been tryin to mug out.
get those stupid science and geog facts in that brain of mine.
after all, fifty percent is no joke.
its equivalent to what i did in the first three terms; fifty percent.
one paper and poof; the marks that determine ur stream.
or at least whether you pass or fail )=
havent taken proper exams for ages.
i was just getting used to the 'homework and tests' scheme.
and they just had to go and make a MAJOR EOY EXAM.
simply scary if you think of it that way.
okay, i think i shld stop bein so pessimistic, haah.
now im thinkin whether i shld hav told him all that.
aft all hes known to be quite a big mouth.
no promises i guess. and promises are meant to be broken.
ohyes. ive been 'gaga-ing' over some ppl.
shayne ward, for one. thks to si min. :D

SHAYNE WARD;

and jason wade. thats thks to manda.(:

JASON WADE;

aint they both cute?(:
lol. i sound crazy haah.
brendon urie's still on the list okay.
haha. i love him tippin his cap and his whisper gesture(:
yeah i know im mad, so if you dunno what im talkin bout then forget it.

i dont know if uve been that way.

love,xoxo 6:11 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

NICOLA;

i will be still and know youre god(:
hellos(: i havent been blogging for half a month?
not that i dont want to, just plain lazy.
things are fine, but.. weird?
cant explain, but i just think that-.-''
my results were fine.
kinda gd actually. so im kinda happy with myself(:
but havent got back the results im dreading the most; lit)=
she sucks luh. so insecure, when she running away with her own imagination.
anw, still gotta study study ~~study~~.
arghh sometimes i jus hate that word so much.
~~MUG MUG~~ MUG.
and FPL :D
dont go 'deppresionistt' on me because of that okay.
nth to do with me. jus because i tell you things that you dont want me to say.
''making excuses for him''. im not. lols.
dadds in states for two wks.
& he didnt bring me)=
but hes gone to do business so i guess i cant go))=
DEVIL WEARS PRADA(:
lol. random-.-''
im just so tired.
i dont know what to do at times.
i dont know what to think.
but at least i know youre there.

love,xoxo 6:45 PM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

CHERYL;

okay, been real long since i last posted
or so it seems
had nothing to write cos i didn't want to repeat stuff that i already wrote in my blog
today is teachers' day celebrations
super boring lah
the hall so damn small somemore, had to squeeze
bleahs
and the teachers going johor for lunch
what crap, maybe because the food there cheaper rights
whatever, they want fly to north korea also can
got nothing to do with me
ahhs, got hols homework. sian.
geog, science, chinese & lifeskills
anyway, going off now. buhbyes =)
you always say this & that
but nothing you say ever happens
give me a break
only say things that you will & can do.

love,xoxo 1:47 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

NICOLA;

ritee. im kinda pissed -.-''
shit. whyd you hav to go.
if you wanna know why.
nvr thot it wud be final.
then jus read between the lines.
jus didnt want to believe it.
if you dunno what im talkin bout then forget it.
till i heard it frm you.
anw, went for the musical on saturday.
i'll miss you i really will.
quite nice. but kinda borin.
as least id still get to see you.
i guess thats jus history.
jus not as much anymore)=
im gonna get promoted to coporal!
thks for bein you to me.
i think. yeahh.
you know how youve helped me(:
sth like double promotion.
and you always will rite? haha.
hhaah. im happy bout that, i guess?
i know you will, bein the nice person that you always are :D
gonna watch lovewrecked & devil wears prada soon.
iloveyou. i'llmissyoutoo(:
when it comes out lah.
and you.
i like the bk pretty things!
jus fuck off lah.
by sarra manning.(:
who are you to tell me not to use what.
recommended by ANG SI MIN (see? i seperated it this time)
and when not to go where.
yeah. though the characters in the bk are not exactly straight.
youre being a pain in the ass nowadays.
if you get what i mean.
such a freaking 'i wanna please ppl all the time' attitude.
ooh. i think i jus pissed someone off.
its gd, but it starts to piss me off when you go to the extreme.
but who cares. shes always pissed off anw.
so lay off luh.
its like, i cant be bothered anymore.
sometimes i think things nvr wanted to go this way.
she and her lil petty games.
neither did you want it to go this way.
oh and AMANDA LOCK is the FATTER PERVERT LOCK.
but theres bound to be this sorta things.
LOLS. my daughters fat. and a pervert in pampers((:
its the first time this has happened with you.
jkjk. haha. joke luh.
iloveyou daddy. im sorry.
quek lock! ((:
maybe its me & my pms.

love,xoxo 8:31 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

CHERYL;

today meeting nicola after school
study much?
anyway, my name is SI MIN
seperate, please.
hahas. alot of ppl also spell lydat (as in, simin)
but no, its not.
ahs, my wrist hurts. i think its the keyboard drawer thing
the peeps in my class are playing games
lame games, at that
king of chaos, neopets, etc
hm, they seriously need to get a life, you now
saturday is the freaking musical
im going for the saturday one
lyk, watch for fun
okays, you want go shopping after the musical
has, lets go funan
funan digital life mall, my dad's fave place
alrights, im going off now
but at least i posted, rights?
oh, i think jude law is kinda cute
at certain angles, that is
okay, im gg off now. bye byes =)

love,xoxo 11:51 AM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

NICOLA;

havent posted for really long.
too busy and too tired and lazy.
yeah, nxt wk is the return of the tests attacks.
what happened to the joy of finishin my tests like, three wks ago?
sighhs. guess what, lifes like that)=
but last wk was enjoyable.
watched click AGAIN.
and my super-ex girlfriend ((:
wahlau, simin say on sat i got no 'walkin orchard' stamina.
hmphh, fine lor :D
jus so happened that i wore that pair of slippers okayy.
my feet hurt!
ohya AMANDA LOCK! go and watch LOVE WRECKED.
haha. with HIM. it wud be a HUGE HINT*
had home econs trail prac test ytd(: at yitings hse.
haha. was fun. except the cucumber salad part.
had a huge headache aft eatin the RAW cucumber with RAW garlic and RAW onions and loads of lemon juice.
hope mrs tan doesnt get a headache =/
oh and we messed up the whole kitchen and her maid had to clear it.
how mean rite =DD
sch musical this sat.
im supposed to do usherin, but i dont care.
i dont want to wear GB UNIFORM there.
YUCKS.
oh and i jus found out that aunt beng and esther are goin too!
haha. and SAMMY-POO :DD
oops cut off AGAIN.

love,xoxo 6:16 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

CHERYL;

havent posted like in a gazillion years
anyway, posting again =)
no, and this blog is not dead, nopes.
hahas
well, today is tuesday, got maggie and me, funny show
nicola, you must train up on ur stamina
yeahs, so next time we can walk for hour after hour
anyway, grrs, amanda birthday coming
got amanda, steffi and jia mei
sigh, present hunting, again
got not flamming idea what to buy for them loh
amanda, i guess i know along what line
but steffi and jia mei?
no ideas. kay, yes, maybe a vague idea
but its soooo vague, call it non-existent
sigh, presents, presents, presents
birthdays, birthdays, birthdays
ummms.
okay, gonna go off now.
anyway, LALALAS, next week got so many flaming SHIT tests
4 tests lehs
die already ahs
oh, anyone helping me to dig grave?
i want a nice nice want. white marble with gold words
hahaahas, no, thats not my "dream grave"
fancy planning your dream grave, eh?
kay, ciao!

love,xoxo 7:08 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

CHERYL;

hellos.
well, that guy isnt cute to me
and the pictures you post bad quality! so blur and all
anyway, i got one and a half more books to go
can you tell me when you got what again?
your birthday coming
are you really gonna carry out those plans?
hmmms.
grrrs, i still got homework not completed
but maybe im not doing it
a notch too lazy
okays, im going off now. tatas
LOVE ME.

love,xoxo 8:20 PM

Friday, August 04, 2006

NICOLA;

ILOVE BRENDON URIE(:
hes so cute(:
haha. so is elvin ng(: lols
ohya. and im OFFICIALLY ADDICTED; 301:D
oh, and anyone wud think you loved getting slapped by me(: heh.
and all that bragging about how you can run fast.
you can run but you cant hide. ive told you. lols.
you owe me one last slap. unless you make fun of me again.
haha. i doubt you dare.((:
oh and manda's at my hse.
shes MAD.
nail polish, big five stones, testimonials and piano playin:D
shes playin 'if we hold on together' its so slowww..
lols. founders day today. was so boring.
but at least didnt hav lessons and stuff(:
and i found out ytd that alew (wong) has the same blogskin as us.
blogskin twin! haah.
now shes tryin to play etude in c.
sounds so horrible. xDD
now its tonghua. she sucks at sight reading.
okay, now its back to 'if we hold on together'.
lol im like a reporter.
cut off.

love,xoxo 1:07 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

NICOLA;

BRENDON URIE!:D

love,xoxo 9:21 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

CHERYL;

hellos
having home econs lesson now, again
i know i posted once when having home econs lesson
whatever. i sit at the corner one wads...
sigh, editing the food order list
attaching it to email
sending it to chloe and me
whoa, my life is so interesting! NOT.
okay, going off soon
sooo cant wait for saturday to come
all the fun with sarah =)
okay, bye byes.

love,xoxo 12:31 PM

Monday, July 31, 2006

NICOLA;

I WANT TO KNOW YOU;
haha. stupid maise got me addicted to that song :D
anw, things' been looking up the past wk.
id better not speak so early, but at least it was better than the previous wk.
even though i still havent got back my keys))=
but im givin up on that alr. its prob somewhere in space.
stupid chinese teacher says she doesnt want to giv us back our results until everyone hand in zuo ye bk.
and mrs yeo nvr return us our results yet. dangg.
but we got back maths test results(:
i got 27.5/30. silly manda beat me by one mark!
but its okay, im not a soreloser like ~~speckky~~.
ohya speakin of HER.
fri's operation kick-her-out totally didnt work.
todays one was worse, she wasnt there. sheesh.
didnt hav gb on fri =D
but had to hand in gb fortnight card.
i collected $34. thats quite a lot considering i only started collecting on thurs.
last min me(: i totally forgot luh.
anw, fri aft sch went to library again with simin.
and can i tell you, i totally suck at mensuration!
i was supposed to help her with her hw.
but i cudnt do anything! i got close to cracking one but i got stuck. arghh.
went for the 'take a city walk 2006' on sat.
they took so long to jus start the walk.
and kept playin the dumb indian song thingy. haha.
the walk was so long lah. was so slpy and had calf cramp somemore.
you shld be able to imagine how grumpy i was.
but maises mp3 kept me awake i guess :D
ohh and alex (wong) was there! and i cudnt spot him, can you beat that.
im close to bein blind, and im alr partially deaf -.-''
planetshakers' concert nxt sat!(:
on maises and my birthday! haah.
& i like a new panic! at the disco song; CAMISADO:)
the tune is nice :D
''the i.v. and your hospital bed.
this was no accident.
this was a therapeutic chain of events.''
''cant take the kid from the fight.
take the fight from the kid.''
my fav lines =DD frm that song.

JESUS;
I WANT TO KNOW YOU.
I WANT TO HEAR YOU VOICE.
I WANT TO KNOW YOU MORE.
I WANT TO TOUCH YOU.
I WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE.
I WANT TO KNOW YOU MORE.

love,xoxo 6:07 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

CHERYL;

you want to play this game?
i'll play it with you.
well well, havent post for quite some time cos was lazy
anyway, yeah so 2mr kay
will call you later to sort of the stuff
hahahas
studying like that is good
cos i finally understand bout the maths thing
seriously, THANK YOU.
hopefully i'll pass
yesterday i did lit homework under 8pm loh
dats OVERTIME already
and guess what, she didn't ask for it today
grrrs.
okay, its a good thing, cos i didnt complete it
but still...
yeah 2mr is friday
OPERATION KICK-HER-OUT
cant wait.
yeahs..
so, byebyes! =)

love,xoxo 6:41 PM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

NICOLA;

IM SO BLOODY SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING.
ESP THIS THING WITH YOU.
I THINK YOU KNW IT TOO.
I DIDNT WISH FOR IT TO BE LIKE THAT.
BUT ITS BECOME SO AWKWARD ALR.
IM DYING TO STOP THIS. I DONT WANT THIS.
BUT IT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP.
AND I CANT DO THIS ALONE.

arghh. im goin mad.
im goin crazy frm everything.
i might jus go seriously retarded soon.
thk god for him :D bein my listenin ear, my adviser(: as usual<3
gd things dont last. i guess the past few days hav proven it.
its been a damned freakin hell the last few days.
feeling so down and out of the world.
had gb on friday, first time the sec3s were in command.
they were all tryin to be strict and stuff.
though i dont really think it helped.
saturday went to bukit merah macs for lunch with cheryl.
then did some maths hw and stuff.
at least till this bunch of noisy girls came in so we went to the library.
it was so quiet there and i was talkin so damn loud.
actually cos of my stupid mp3.
taught cheryl how to do her maths and stuff and revise for my maths test at the same time which is tmr.
oh and did i mention that i didnt bring my pencilcase.
or anything else? yeah im so damn smart.
then i took two buses hme and guess what?
I LOST MY KEYS. on the second bus.
and i still havent found them.
im freaking screwed up lah.
theres more to these killers.
but theyre too depressing to be repeated here so i'll skip.
dying dying dead.

love,xoxo 5:44 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

NICOLA;

we've come this far together and we'll nvr giv it up =D
ONE YR & ONE DAY. three hundred and sixty six days(:
full of love joy peace laughter and craziness((:
lovee you much<3
time flies man. cant believe it was a yr ago. haha.
dont knw what im talkin bout?
its for me to knw and for you to find out then:)

had my geog test on tues.
quite simple. all common sense.
english nsw was aft sch.
bloody waste of time.
started off doin everything properly.
but jus ended up guessing everything.
long story, that. was jus too tired too.
YTD(: the day. THE day.
okay, nvm. i think im confusin certain ppl. lols.
if you knw, gd for you.(: haha.
today service learning aft sch.
went to collect old newspapers.
went round knockin on doors, felt like a loanshark.
bertram act strong lah.
he wanted to carry all the newspapers.
aft that went to sing for the old ppl, played games and stuff.
and finally came HOME. was so tired.
having lit test tmr.
TWENTY chapters. theyre nuts luh.
my brains'gonna burst alr.
and chinese compo test too. argh, hate the teacher.
spare me?

love,xoxo 7:29 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

CHERYL;

hellos
yeah havent post for quite some time
didnt have the time and all
anyway im having home econs now
had the test just now.
gotta say its pretty easy
aiyo got the english quiz later
sian lorhs
complusory somemore
utter watse of time, you know
got geog test, ting xie & chinese compo test
damn.
today go home got tv shows to watch
tuesday got the most stuff i wanna watch...
blah blahs
okay, im going off now...
oh, me & chloe decided to cook SZECHAUN SOUP as the side
for the home econs practical test
yeah! dats my fave.
kay, wadever, buhbyes.
swing swing from the tangles of

love,xoxo 1:09 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

NICOLA;

IM ALL ABOUT THE WORDPLAY!
been busy the past week. quite busy.
i got my science test marks back too.
didnt do as well, but i guess i cant complain since i passed.
piano exam was simply horrendous.
i was so nervous and i think i screwed up badly.
screwed up screwed up ~~screwed up~~.
but the examiner was nice =D so that helped.
had farewell on friday.
supposed to be retro theme. but i didnt quite follow it)=
will miss all the seniors. well, most.
esp those who helped me(: lovee them<3
went to watch pirates of the caribbean; dead mans chest on sat.
storyline was kinda nice. nice áction'.
aft the show? we talked and walked to tanglin mall.
hes ~~weird~~. ~~scary~~. maybe not. changed? maybe.
sworn to secrecy(: keep that promise, and i will too.
gb day today. ~~YUCKS~~.
dont even wanna talk bout it.
i looked horrible in the uniform, as usual.
AND it was so freaking hot i almost died of heatstroke.
never again. at least not nxt yr.
geog test tmr.
home econs test on wed.
lit test and chinese compo test on fri.
ahh, im scared of tests alr.

i just cant seem to get you off my mind.
no matter how hard i try.
im afraid this reality is turnin into an illusion.
stupid whirl. get me outta here.

wordplay!

love,xoxo 6:34 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

NICOLA;

dont you see im the narrator and this is just the prologue?
dont even knw whether i passed the science test yet.
dang it. oh and i wun hav to see her face if i hav remedial.
its not her, thank goodness. haha.
damned vocab test tmr. or was it spelling test.
piano exam on thurs =/ im gonna hav a nervous breakdown.
my sight readin kills. i totally suck at it lah.
geog test. study study study, girl. no more slackin.
ha, i wish. or maybe not-.-'' lols.
MANDA! YOUR DAMNED CDS TAKIN SO LONG.
beloved high sch musical(:
oh and beloved sammy! hes such an angel (:
cant tell u why though lols.
shit luh, gb day nxt monday.
NXT MONDAY. i cant believe its so soon. this sucks.
REVAMP YOU. haha. lovees<3

love,xoxo 8:27 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

NICOLA;

im so in lovee with you<3
new laces! brown and hot orangee =DD
i lovee them! haha.
i passed my maths test btw.
quite well too, since i thot i wud fail aft forgettin everything durin the hols.
science test today was kinda tough.
and stupid bertram lah, kept kickin my chair.
hope i dont fail if not i hav to go for damned remedial and see her ~~freaking~~ face.
aft sch was super uber fun! silly bowling(:
first, manda & i took a bus to spore poly guildhse.
and guess what. we just HAD to miss the bus stop.
so walked there frm new town sec bus stop.
then, when we reached there, we got lost again.
cudnt find the correct function rm.
went up & down and round & round.
aft findin it eventually, we ate lunch.
more like i ate lunch. manda didnt even want to eat.
then we went BOWLING! ((:
we played two lanes haha.
the right lane was biased against me lah!
no matter how i bowled it still went into the stupid longgang.
so i lost badly on that lane =((
but i loved the left lane!
no matter how badly i bowled i still won the rest! lols.
manda was the total OPPOSITE.
anw, aft bowling we went to tiong bahru plaza.
went hme aft that. was so tired. and slpyy.
im goin out for dinner soon. though its kinda early.
the only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage!
lovee that song!
i seem to love everything today lol.
and im gonna see pirates of the caribbean; dead man's chest nxt wk.
haha. TEDDY GEIGER!! (:

love,xoxo 5:19 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

NICOLA;

i hav officially gone mad, thank you!
sheesh, im really lame. heh.
so, today met our new real lit teacher.
she's not bad, i'll say. and she has a lil american accent or sth lol.
tmr science proj duee. stupid website. stupid template.
ohwells. tmr cookin macaroni cheese. no more black sauce this time (:
stupid apron. arghh.
ohya and i found out sth today. well i think i did anw.
SATURDAY. hmm, i think shld be able to lah.
i dont know if theyre goin. but most likely not anymore.
stupid seats.
ahh.. HIGH SCH MUSICAL! (:((:
heh heh. ohya put the songs in alr.
and thks for the apron. thks for tryin rather. let me knw tmr yeah?
AMANDA LOCK, TELL ME THE SONG! NOW. =DD

& it feels so draggy.
and weird. and like a chore.
dont you think?
i dont knw, but i think you may knw its you im talkin to.
the qns i wan answered.

love,xoxo 6:12 PM

Friday, June 30, 2006

NICOLA;

its you i live for, everyday!
first wk of term three done. not bad, i'll say (:
but the tests and hw are coming in.
had gb today. =/
one hr and 15mins of drill! nearly died.
didnt bring my boots. totally forgot.
didnt bring nametag either. my memory's goin crazy.
and senior kept telling me to lift my leg '90degrees'.
and ms ong talked to me. -.-''
but other than that it was okay, i guess.
and all the hiding in the toilet cubicles =0 haha, maisie.
was just super uber tired & thirsty.
theyre havin syf tmr!
wish them all the best ya.
haha. paris hilton is so cheap luh.
i doubt she's sane.
she's always doin things thatre out of this world.
so many words i wanna say to you.
but wud u even think of it?
i dont doubt so. ((:

love,xoxo 8:41 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

NICOLA;

gumdrop! (:
second day of sch.
not too bad, i guess.
changed science teacher, thank goodness.
she cud hav ~~killed~~ me.
new chinese teacher, dont like her =/
same geog teacher as last yr; yucks?
anw, test dates are all comin in again. dang.
stupid projects to finish.
new list of hw comin in. dang dang.
oh. & im so in love with TEDDY GEIGER. ((:
hes so cute. and i love is voice(:
and i got addicted to'babystar' in the last two days.
its something that you eat btw.
i wanna watch pirates of the caribbean; dead man's chest!
haha. heard the reviews were gd.
i hav yet to watch r.v.!
ive watched all the other shows i wanted to wach in the hols.
i think.

LOVE YOU LOTS TOO <3!

love,xoxo 8:11 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

NICOLA;

story of my life.
(:today;
SANDWICH DAY:)
although the sandwich tasted weird.?
the stupid ~~sour~~ tuna-.-''
but anw, we're not experts rite.
the rest was fun fun FUNN. as usual(:
we went tiong bahru plaza.
jus for awhile.
den went back to make the messy sandwich.? haha.
lettuce problem. tuna-MUCH. HAHA.
trimming lettuce(:
OH.
and jiajia cried.
threw a ~~big~~ tantrum.
okay, i think i shldnt rite this.
its kinda rude.
none of my business.
tv addicts for the nite?
yeah, sth like that.
we were kinda glued to the tv aft 'dinner'.
two and a half men. malcom in the middle. ((:
frankie muniz. richest teenager. full stop.
schs startin in two days.
not exactly cryin over it. but not exactly lookin foward to it either.
lets drop this. it kinda kills my mood.

fotos fotos fotos. those fotos.
will they ever get outta my sight?
or rather my mind?
i jus cant. i cant.
cant get out of this; as much as i wan to.
i wanna see your face.
and tell you that you still mean that much to me.
more than before.

love,xoxo 10:30 PM

CHERYL;

LULAS
going out later
SANDWICH yeah
okays, suddenly i dun feel lyk walking much
but wadever
i tink im growing fat
hols mah
so lets do e exercise!
lalalas

love,xoxo 10:05 AM

Friday, June 23, 2006

CHERYL;

got more stuff 2 discuss bout 2mr
maybe will call u later
hmms
im so darn bored
okays, the rubber band how?
i need a black rubber band b4 sch starts
sighs
maybe we go tiong bahru 2mr?
sighs

you lied
you lied to me
why?

love,xoxo 10:48 AM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

CHERYL;

just talked to you some time ago
crap for so long
hahas
yeah, so many things we want to but eh?
i lyk having e same stuff
FUN!
anyway, yup, saturday aka sandwich day
hmmms.. wadaya want 2 do den?
we cant be making sandwich e whole day, duhs
n no sure thing we get 2 play e XBOX
yupps
so we gotta plan on wad else 2 do
okays
oh yar and hw many slices of bread am i supposed 2 bring?
LALAS.

escape.
i know i should do just that
but im tired of running away from problems
im getting nowhere
and i know that i'll run out of places to run to
im gonna face the problems now
i dont care anymore
i dont want to run anymore
im gonna fight you.
and im gonna win

love,xoxo 2:25 PM

NICOLA;

its all up to you.
i think im running away.
running away frm reality.
tryin to escape all that.
i really wonder.
wondering if.
but i jus cant let go of it.
baby, i jus cant wait to fly into your arms again.
jus let me love you once more.
jus let me see your face.
and tell you that its all alrite.
why cant i shake it off.
<3

haha. what a joke.
can you imagine me runnin around with a stupid can of tuna in my hand?
i can. i'd be runnin around screamin my head off too.
i totally forgot the PLASTIC BAG. lols.
anw, the rest is settled.
talkin to you now(: lovee.

love,xoxo 11:02 AM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

CHERYL;

ellos
hey if no color never
mind kays
hehs
thanks
anyway
kays so saturday yeah
meet u at 1pm rights
try be as early as possible kays =)
alrights, just bring the pouch can?
`orientation tshirt, shorts, slippers, pouch, tie hair, wear THE watch
yeahs

i want to get out
run away from this thing called love
its messing me up
please let me go
i cant survive in this game
i would fall off the cliff
i cant hold on to the edge
its killing me...

love,xoxo 8:30 PM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

NICOLA;

and all the love baybeh.
i found somemore of those fotos.
its really riding over me.
the memories come washing back.
i wanna know what happened.
i really do.
i need an explanation.
i dont wanna be caught in this whirl anymore.
i wanna start again from where we left off.
but things hav come this far.
and its too complicated.
that thing between our parents came between us too.
it wasnt our fault.
~~maybe things were meant to be this way.~~
iloveyou.
imissyou.
ineedyou.
so where'd you go?
<3

love,xoxo 1:37 PM

CHERYL;

everytime you smile; my heart skips a beat
everytime you crack a silly joke; i cant help but laugh
everytime you give me that puppy look; my heart just melts
everytime you hold my hand and make me run; i hold your hand back
everytime you steal food from my plate; i just smile at your childishness

dont make me fall too deep
i cant take it
i love you too much
i dont love you that way
i know i dont.
so dont,
dont make me fall in love with you.

love,xoxo 12:15 PM

Monday, June 19, 2006

NICOLA;

aw jus shuddap. i dont wanna hear your SHIT.

apple;
you know what. i cant stand you.
you spoilt my entire day, seriously.
you only think of you, you & ~~YOU~~.
& its not even the first time.
im getting sick&tired of this.
its like a cat&mouse game.
you chase me; i run.
i chase you; you run.
its driving me ~~insane~~.
and to top it all, it had to be YOU.
you wud be the last person anyone wud hav guessed.
can you jus GROW UP.
and stop being so childish&immature.
i dont wanna hear anymore of this.

paper;
the memories jus keep rushing back.
and to top it all i saw that foto ytd.
we were five? six? im not sure.
but its really confusing me.
in this whirl thats swallowing me up.
missyoumuch.<3

anw, back to schedules.
i came back on sat.
it was so fun there:)
i got darker. well, i think so.
bought clothes&stuff(=
swim, shop, watch tv, play cards, SLEEP.
thats what i did:)

today; we went to suntec! heh.
no pink adidas pouch))=
but we got that keychain & that WHITE WATCH'
my darhhling(: lols.
all the CRAZINESS, LAUGHIN & INSANITY. =DD
and the ~~RETARDEDNESS~~.
fron nike to mango to royal sportin hse.
we jus cudnt stop. haha.
saturday goin cheryl's grandma's hse AGAIN.
ive been there so many times.
or rather, TOO MANY times.
SANDWICH DAY; FINALLY.
yup, that should be all the ingredients.
reminders ya(:

ILOVEYOUTOO((:

love,xoxo 9:58 PM

CHERYL;

HEYS
oh man, we didnt buy the pouch
cos no more PINK
sheesh
it was so nice...
anyway, got watch n keyring instead
sigh
i lyk e watch.
white
mine e words is pink and nicola's orange
and the happy house keyring hang on pencil case
hahas
okies, byes!

love,xoxo 10:20 AM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

NICOLA;

no one like you.
rights(:
so i went to watch SHES THE MAN ytd.((:
it was NICE.
except the parts where this bimbo was so ~~bitchy~~
hey! i only used two colours =D
oops gotta go):

love,xoxo 7:06 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

NICOLA;

and for cryin out loud.
ytd was fun.
we went A-WANDERING =D
& for all the embarrassment(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
060606.\

haha.
anw, SQUARE;
thks so much ya.
its like you jus know what to say.
& when to say it.
youve really helped(:
thks for listenin so much of my rantings.
lovee((:

love,xoxo 11:01 AM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

NICOLA;

DANG, DO YOU REALLY THINK YOURE THAT WORTH IT.
im tired. sleepy. hungry. as usual.
and not in the best of moods.
today we were ~~slacking~~ around durin gb skit prac.
it was so boring.
CLUB SANWICH!
man, its like heaven. lol.

i feel like ~~swearin~~, seriously.
its jus all piling up.
and im not really takin it into my stride.
and all your hypocritical-ness?
i hav no comment.
jus leave it.

love,xoxo 5:52 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

NICOLA;

and imissyou too much.

HAHA.

yesterday;

was super uber FUN lah.

in the end we went to watch OVER THE HEDGE.

the show is SO CUTE.

more like the characters.

there were like seven of us altogether.

& her three ~~LAME~~ cousins.

but they were funny(:

in the end we missed SYTYCD)=

but we smsed manda to find out what happened.

blake can never get out.

he ROCKS.(=

i went for maths remedial today.

it was ~~boring~~.

nineteen ppl went ytd.

so today it was so EMPTY.

but whatever.(:

i think im goin out later. not sure heh.

love,xoxo 1:48 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

NICOLA;

today was FUN =DD
we ate MACS. haha.
& all the ~~unhealthiness~~(:
we went to harbourfront. then ps. then harourfront again.
SLIPPERS. well, my slippers more like it.
we were 'THINKIN 'BOUT IT'.
but jus cudnt make up our minds(:
FICKLE MINDED((:
we came to MY HSE to do the ~~stupid~~ heritage badge CRAP.
and this BLOGG. lols(:
we're goin cheryl's grandma's hse later.
to BAO BA ZHANG or rather WATCH them bao.
& we'll EATT = D
then we'll watch SYTYCD(: hopefully((:

love,xoxo 3:32 PM